We miss you Paul Granada 04/10/81 - 10/28/05's Blurbs
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Poem written for Paul by Fabian Granada
KNOWING
How do I keep on going
Knowing I can’t touch your face
Knowing the clock will tick a billion times
Before I feel your embrace
How do I keep holding on
Knowing I don’t hear your voice
Knowing I can’t kiss your cheek
No!!! This wasn’t our choice!!!
How can I keep on breathing
Knowing your laugh is so far
Knowing I can’t just come visit
Your home next to the stars
How do I keep a straight face
Knowing I’m torn up inside
Knowing I can’t take a pill
Right now I just want to hide
How do I hold my head high
Knowing you’ll never be old
Knowing your face will always be smooth
Hold me, I’m feeling so cold
Tell me, how can I do it
Knowing the pain will not leave
Tell me, please, I’m pleading
I just want to be able to breathe
What is it your trying to teach me
What is it your trying to say
Your message is still so confusing
Yet you’re closer to me every day
I think I might understand
I think I’m beginning to see
I think I now hear your voice
And the message you’re sending to me
You say I have to keep going
Knowing I will touch your face
Knowing the clock will tick fast enough
Then eternal will be our embrace
You want me to keep holding on
Knowing I will hear your voice
Knowing I will kiss your cheek
Together, let’s make that choice
You tell me to just keep on breathing
Knowing your laugh isn’t far
Knowing you will come and visit
Your home is here where we are
You promise to make me smile
Knowing this heals me inside
Knowing I don’t need a pill
You’ve shown me I don’t need to hide
You tell me to hold my head high
Knowing you’ll never be old
Knowing your face will always be smooth
Aging is always so cold
You have faith in me, you know I can do it
Knowing the pain might not leave
You’re pleading with me to be patient
Day by day I’ll learn how to breathe
Thank you for trying to teach me
The words you weren’t able to say
Thank you for warmly reminding
That you’re closer to me every day
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hey man.just wanted you to know that my son elijah was born on the 11th.he's beautiful man.he has everything i have except my nose.he followed his momma on that one.lol.miss you man.you always watched out for me when i was young.make sure he's well taken care of.thanks man.love you bro.
ive connected your face with cannonball by jason reeves which happens to be one of my favorite songs.love you man.see you when i see you which hopefully isnt soon.later bro.
I GRADUATED YESTERDAY!!!i never have to go to school ever again.bootcamp is different.but i never have to go to public school.what a relief.hope your proud of me.wish you could have been there.but i know you were watching me.love you paul.
Happy 27th Paul. I had a dream last night that you were still here. Everything seems so dull without you. Jon &I often talk about the great things you would be doing if you were still around, but I guess you are doing greater things where you are now. Here or not You've always had a way of tying the family together.
You are always in our thoughts but today especially. You would have been 27, seems weird. We miss you and love you always. I wonder what life would be like if you were still here....
Hi Paul! I wanted to recognize your birthday and let you know that I still think of you often. It is so fun to think back on my memories with you because they all make me laugh! Thank you for all the great memories! I still miss you....Happy Birthday!
Just thinking about you. Can't believe its been 2 and a half years. I am almost 29! Whoa. But I feel so young when I think about you because you'll always be 24 and I'll always be 25. BFF. 143!
