Shades of Sanity
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... my wife is dead ... ... sorry to hear that ... ... high five ... she was boring ...
Female
32 years old
Texas
United States
Last Login: 7/11/2009
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| General | Poetry, My kids, my work, enjoying old things and trying new things, brown sugar ribs at Chili's, public service, self-service, a challenge, gym memberships (need to start catching up to the effects of those brown sugar ribs, and I'm not giving up the ribs), being a soccer mom while maintaining my own freakish identity, changing people's minds, psychology, neurology, and physics. | | Music | | | Movies | 1.The Shawshank Redemption 2.Fight Club 3.Love Actually 4. Borat 5. Real Genius (will implement entire top ten later) | | Television | Television. I want to be one of those elitist pricks that says I never watch television but that would be a lie. I love Dexter. For reals, loving some Dexter. And, hmmm. The science channel, the history channel, oh and Investigation Discovery, except for I watched it so much that its all repeats now to me.
 | | Books | I like reading poetry mostly because most poems are short enough for my very short attention span. I've also been fascinated very much since returning to Texas with the local magazines, which seem to be one long advertisement for self promotion among the local towns people. I guess that IS the idea, after all, but still...there is a fine line between mildly amusing and nausiating. | | Heroes | I see heroes everyday. Little kids with cancer who are in a better mood than me just because I got a shitty parking space while coming in for a routine check up, those lil people are heroes. The homeless guy who sits on the corner every damn day and continues to tolerate life even though it currently sucks for him and has no prospect of getting better, that guy is a hero. Peace Corps volunteers, those people are amazing. The lil nerdy kid that gets picked on every day of his lil life, and still goes to school, and never does shoot any of his tormentors, and somehow, despite all of his youth being destroyed by inhumane harassment, still manages to grow up to be a kind, loving, decent human being, (probably in the peace corps), that kid is a damn hero. To me anyways. |
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Poetry, Atheist and Agnostic Group, III, Agnostics, Writing and poetry exposed to agents and publishers (for serious writers and poets), Peace & Justice, Timebomb Industries, Wordspace - Dallas literary events, The Breakfast Club
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| Status: | Single | | Hometown: | Corsicana, Texas | | Religion: | Agnostic | | Zodiac Sign: | Virgo | | Children: | Proud parent | | Education: | College graduate |
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Shades of Sanity will still someday find that heina and that sancho that he's found, and will gladly take her 45 and slap both their bitch asses down...
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Suffrage
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Too late for apologies
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I’m so fucking tired of this sht.
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New thoughts and an old Poem, about our current financial crisis.
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About me:
I'm a humanitarian. Or I used to be. Now I am more like a moral snob. I am disgusted with the world, sometimes. Other times, (rare occasions actually), I can see through the filth and the poverty and the violence to something beautiful. I often find beauty where others fail to notice, yet I have a complex about being so physically ugly. I hate skinny girls who constantly say they are fat, yet occasionally wonder if I am fatter than I perceive myself.Since I first wrote this about me I've actually become really fat. Not documentary/crane fat or anything but pretty fucking wide and it sucks. I miss men looking at me in lust, actually, which is, odd since I used to act like I hated it when they did. I despise people who hoard resources, yet I strive to keep up with them. I grew up poor and am paranoid about the appearance of my children, as well as the amount of food I have in the house. I won't eat vegetables, accept odd numbers, or buy a car with power windows, but I don't like when others are set in their ways. I find myself counting random things and become concerned when there is not symmetry or an even amount. I am a hypocrite. I'm not a hypocrite. I have been loved. I have been hated. I have learned that most people don't give a shit either way. I'm tired, and I'm old, and I'm not that old. I have run across bridges, naked (don't worry, not since I've gotten fat) My earliest memory is of a large woman trying to give me a bottle while I was lying in a crib, and everything had a blue tinge. I miss Hawaii like whoa. It is where my soul remains as the shell of my body walks Texas. It is my home, and someday I'll go back there.
I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)
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Who I'd like to meet:
I would still like to meet Jesus and Jim Morrison. I would like to meet God, if he exists, as my friends keep telling me he does. I still haven't found him. God, if you are reading this, help me out here. Shall I have my agent call your agent? My attorney call your attorney? The thought of God's legal fees amuses me. Insurance must be a nightmare. I mean, omnipotence seems like a sure thing, but he threw that free will clause in there, providing at least 4 billion possible claimants on anything he could be found liable for, to include all of creation. Man, what a statistical mess. Lord, can you hear me now?
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