About me:
I live in Elk Grove, California. Well as far as my dreams, I'd like to protect the world. I also want to learn Japanese so I can go to japan someday. I'm gonna take a college class on it. I'm funky, I'm into anything artistic, I'm open-minded. I'm confused, I'm misunderstood, I'm in-love, I'm alone, I'm open for interpretation, I'm evolving, I'm sincere, I'm trying to find my paths, I'm lost within myself, I'm moody, I'm full of emotion, I'm emotionally moody. I'm a lover, I'm a fighter, I'm stylish, I'm philosophical, I'm empty, I'm full, I'm learning, I'm excited for what I've done, I'm a contradiction, I'm agnostic, I'm intense, I'm stubborn, I'm a Taurus?, I'm easy-going, I'm complicated, I'm rare, I'm into video games, I'm into books, I'm into life, I'm into hot chocolate and conversation, I'm a true friend, I'm into music of various degrees, I'm loving, I'm loved, I'm romantic, I'm energetic, I'm affectionate, I'm intelligent, I'm committed, I'm honest, I'm non-confrontational when it counts, I'm always looking to make new friends. I feel no compassion or pity for those who try so hard to impress me or other people. If you want my respect, give me complete honesty. I have a sense of humor that offends a lot of people. I tend to joke around a lot, so don't ever take me seriously. I'm also very honest and open about almost everything; I'm not afraid to speak my mind, or stand up for what I believe in. If I don't like you, I'll let you know. I'm very open minded, so as long as you won't judge me, I won't judge you. Don't push your beliefs upon me and I'll do the same . I think my whole life has been an accomplishment, i don't regret anything in life, since all your trials only make you a stronger person at heart and help us live life the way we want it to be. The less time you worry about what people think and what they think you are, the more time you have to have fun and accomplishments in your life. Anyways, please contact me if you want to chit chat or if you need help or advice.
Who I'd like to meet:
I am open to meeting new people and giving advice but I have discontinued my search for a soulmate. I'm through with all the dreaming of an ideal relationship. It doesn't exist, there is no complete trust and compassion. Maybe I'll have better luck in the next life, but not in this one I'm done trying. Sure I can make friends and meet people but when it comes down to it the only person who will still be there to help me and to keep myself strong is me. I'll never betray myself, or cause harm to myself intentionally. I'll never put myself down or betray my ideals or idea of honor. I won't ever need to feel lonely as long as I have me because even in my dying breath I'll still be there to support myself. Not in this lifetime will I ever intentionally go out on a limb and give my heart away again, it is mine to keep. I will always have and cherish my memories of love, and know that I followed my heart always. I've learned so much but letting go of lonliness and the need for someone next to me is one of my greatest assets. I will enjoy being me! Because, in my opinion, I think I am awesome! I am proud to be me and wouldn't trade it for anything ever! :)