This rusty clock is like myself
people's love arrives to his end without reason
I remember my childhood when I hungered for tenderness
your voice was too far away
My heart didn't change at all since this time
only the jealousy I take to you increases
I'm afraid to be hurt and I could not do anything
I wish someday my dreams come true
This night when seasons made snow fall
the bunch of love flowers you sent me
was just a bunch of poisoned flowers
I remember my childhood when I hungered for tenderness
I wish someday my dreams come true
My collapsed dream turned into sand
and was taken away by the wind
I won't be able to love anybody
but I'm still looking for you
Seasons made snow fall
I won't be able to love anybody
but I'm still looking for you
安滕 大助-hiatus-'s Details
Status:
Single
Orientation:
Straight
Hometown:
Lisbon
Body type:
5' 3" / Athletic
Ethnicity:
White / Caucasian
Religion:
Atheist
Zodiac Sign:
Sagittarius
Children:
I don't want kids
安滕 大助-hiatus- short hiatus, don't miss me too much Posted at 2:17 PM Feb 20 view more
;;i keep chasingthe wings of an angel
the light that shall bring me to d a r k n e s s...
So I'm back here again... I wonder if someone still remembers about me, after an year has passed. Whether they do or not, it is only him my eyes are reflecting and it is always going to be. Everyone else is just a mere diversion to help me go through time till I can be with him.
I talk a lot, I drink a lot, I fuck a lot. I can be everything you want, I can give you everything you'll need. Except a heart, for mine was stolen long ago.
Niikura Kaoru. This man shall forever keep me captive in his net, even if he refuses to be a part of mine. What can I say? I love him too much, that's why I wish I could claim and keep him forever. And that's exactly why he left me, but now I'm willing to try again. My heart gave me the strenght to believe there is a reason...
You should send me something new. Chances are I've forgotten everything... or most of everything since my last visit. If you don't feel like it... tell me I guess.
*It was a very bright and sunny morning when Aoi woke up after a very long party night he had spend at several clubs. It was a very surprising fact for himself he always ended up being alone in bed when he woke up, just one thing was always with him: this very annoying headache. Aoi groaned lightly and raised one hand up to rub his sleepy eyes and to massage his forehead slightly afterwards in hope the pain would disappear. It would have been too easy. He raised up the upper part of his body and yawned. A gaze down towards himself showed him, that Aoi was still in his clothes of last night. *
"Ew...Fuck that shit...Everything goes wrong today…"
*He scrunched his nose from the new wave of pain and got up from the bed now, struggling lightly as he almost fell over his own shoes. He cursed some not understandable words and left to the bathroom. A nice shower would help now. Once he was done with it, he got dressed in some jogging clothes. Sports... thats what he had to do each single day. Rainy or sunny day, no matter if there was snow or not: his daily jogging was an elemental part of his life. After almost an hour of running, he felt the urge for some fresh orange juice. Thats why he made his way down to town, knowing there was a shop close by. Once he opened the door of the little cafe, he smiled. It wasnt crowded yet, but no wonder it was early in the morning. He stepped to the bar and ordered some orange juice as he suddenly saw someone else standing next to him. *
Hello! It's really nice to meet you. *smiles as he bows* I'm Uruha, but you can call me, um, well you can call me whatever you like *smiles as he sticks his tongue out* Oh, how are you?
..........wtf Those weren't heels, it's platform boots! *is too lazy to hit you atm and throws a pillow* Make yourself useful and go get asprin for me.....
*pats your head softly* how many times have you told me i was warm now? *sits next to you on the couch slowly and thinks for a moment, then hums a random melody which is soon turning out into 'jealous'*
ooc: DAAAI! I FORGOT TO CHANGE A LITTLE THING IN THE STARTER! SORRY! Ahem... It was suppose do be "Die" and not Kaoru, you'll understand when you read it xD sorry >>;
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