SELF ESTEEM IS SO IMPORTANT! DON'T LET ANYONE TAKE IT FROM YOU!! ?g
Noni: LA designer
Noni's dress
Never Let Go Of Hope
One day you will see that it all has finally come together.
What you have always wished for has finally come to be.
You will look back and laugh at what has passed and you will ask yourself,
"How did I get through all of that?"
Just never let go of hope.
Just never quit dreaming.
And never let love depart from your life.
~ Jancarl Campi ~
UNITED BAMBOO
Music
hip hop r&b pop and some jazz...
Missy
Movies
Napoleon Dynamite; Superstar; Crash, AMERICA THE BEAUTIFUL
I PLAYED DENZEL WASHINGTON'S DAUGHTER IN THE MOVIE RICHOCHET.......LOL
THIS IS C-SHAY (on right) AND HER BEST FRIEND.......HER FAMILY SAYS THAT SHE LOOKS LIKE ME.....AND I HAVE TO AGREE!!!!
I LOVE ANIMALS....SO I MODELED IN THE SPOTLIGHT FOR HUMANE FASHION SHOW.......
I LOVE THIS PIC OF MY AUNTIE MEL....SHE'S A NEW SINGER AND WOULD LOVE FOR YOU TO VISIT HER PAGE AND GIVE HER YOUR LUV.....MYSPACE.COM/MELANIEGERRENMUSIC.
MUSIC VIDEO OF HER SONG "REMOTE CONTROL" WITH HER TELEVISION AND MOVIE CLIPS.
MELANIE'S SHOW REEL......I LOVE HER ITALIAN..........
When your hero falls from grace all fairy tales are uncovered.
Myths exposed and pain magnified the greatest pain discovered.
You taught me to be strong, but I'm confused to see you so weak.
You said never to give up and it hurts to see you welcome defeat.
When your hero falls so do the stars and so does the perception of tomorrow.
Without my hero there is only me alone to deal with my sorrow.
Your heart ceases to work and your soul is not happy at all.
What are you expected to do when your only hero falls?
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I’m iced out see. I’ve got and ice box where my heart used to be .
Current mood: crushed
I CRY
Sometime when I'm alone
I Cry,
Cause I am on my own.
The tears I cry are bitter and warm.
They flow with life but take no form.
I Cry because my heart is torn.
I find it difficult to carry on.
If I had an ear to confide in
I would Cry among my treasured friend
But who do you know that would stop that long,
To help another carry on.
The world moves fast and it would rather pass by.
Then to stop and see what makes one cry,
So painful and sad.
And sometimes…
I CRY
And no one cares about why.
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My Kween
Current mood: contemplative
My Journey Through Your Depths
I've seen the sun kiss the ocean and its radiance shine through with such force
That its magnificent light provides a way for a ship to stay on the correct course
Our relationship can be compared to this because your light's course is what leads me
To my destination, which is your heart and everything else is dark and I can't see
So I will continue to keep on this path for there is nowhere else in the world so amazing
I proudly search for your love and will serve it forever like a young slave in training
Even if this journey last forever I will carry on with my search past the end of time
Because I don't think it's fair for me to be without a heart for long ago, you stole mine
Many days have waved bye and I have yet seen any creation amounting to your beauty
Or your Kindness or your Smile or your Sexiness which could be the star in any movie
I don't have compass for your sweet birdlike voice makes sure that I don't stray from you.
So astounded I am by your actions and words and I'm proud at all the things that you do
Each morning that my eyes turn darkness into light I think of you and it always seems
That I am now sleep walking when I'm awake for I swear you were just in my dreams
Your childlike humor makes me push harder to really get to know you all the more
Because I know that when I see your angelic face it will be far more than I wished for
Time is no longer a factor because it makes me see that the time is getting close for us
For me to be with you, the person that I want to know, love, learn from, and trust
Until that day, hopefully I do not die from not a broken heart, but from having none at all.
I'll look till I obtain your love and Mrs. Southpole is what you for sure will be called
Through troublesome storms, through rough ragged waves, I'll forever press on
Passed me having anymore strength, anymore tears, and all my hope is now gone
But to fail is not my mission and it's not an option because I will acquire your love
And when I reach that goal I will exclaim it to the fish below and to the angels above.
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I'm gonna keep 'em coming
Current mood: anxious
My Poems
This poetry thing is becoming soft everyone's just listening to rap
I've done poems about every person you see on the map
A few of my poems are about love and some about being black
My poems have played a major role in my life and had a huge impact
Not used to put down anyone but to get them to change for humanity
There was no down grading of anybody or names said for defamity
I want my children to grow up in a world pf peace and not insanity
I've written thirty or more poems and not one will you see profanity
My poetry is not to be sold but it is there for all to read and hear
I've wrote poems that are funny and some make you bleed tears
I've written about my likes and dislikes, shown my troubles and fears
I'd want to let my poetry die but someone would always yell, "CLEAR!"
So then I continued writing and it became stronger like words we vegetables
I never tried to show-off with it but everyone else made it a spectacle
People would tell me to change my writing but the words were already legible
I made them respectable and when I put words together they'd say, "Your INKreadible"
Now people are trying to make since of my poems and none of it is fake
Making words that rhyme or sound alike and the stories I'd make
Were loved by you and I'm thankful that you all that they were great
I was so honest that my poems make people think twice like a double take
I remember numerous poems I wrote where tears fled down my head
And I hope people really reflected back on the words that they read
I figure people would change if they figured out the words I said
Now people are eating them up and I'm gonna stay cooking till all are fed.
I WENT TO KINGSTON, JAMAICA TO BE A PRESENTER AT THE YOUTH VIEW AWARDS SHOW!! IF YOU LIVE THERE, LET ME KNOW IF YOU WENT. I'LL POST PICTURES SOON: I HAD SUCH A GREAT TIME, AND EVERYONE WAS SO NICE.
SO MUCH NEW INFO COMING SOON!!!: MY FILM "AMERICA THE BEAUTIFUL" ON DVD SOON; TV SHOWS, BOOKS, ETC;;;SO PLEASE KEEP CHECKING FOR NEW INFO,,,,, THANKS G
SORRY THAT I CAN'T ANSWER ALL OF YOUR MESSAGES. I'VE BEEN TRAVELING WITH THE FILM, AND SPEAKING AT HIGH SCHOOLS, AND WITH TEENS NATIONWIDE ON HAVING A HEALTHY SELF IMAGE AND SELF ESTEEM. BUT THINKING OF YOU ALL ALWAYS!
OUR FILM AMERICA THE BEAUTIFUL WILL PREMIERE IN EUROPE AT THE BERLIN FILM FESTIVAL FEBRUARY 9 AT 9:30 AM! SO IF ANYONE'S IN BERLIN, PLEASE CHECK IT OUT!!
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NEW PHOTOS IN MY FESTIVALS BLOG....PLS CHECK THEM OUT!!
PLEASE CHECK OUT TRAILER FOR OUR FILM "AMERICA THE BEAUTIFUL."
PIC WITH WILL SMITH AT THE GIFFONI FESTIVAL....
MY INTERVIEW FROM THE AFI DALLAS FILM FESTIVAL FOR OUR FILM, "AMERICA THE BEAUTIFUL."
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DURBAN SOUTH AFRICA. MORE PICS ON MY FILM FEST. ETC. BLOG...
Have you ever had that feeling like you no longer cared?
You did what you wanted and didn't care who stared.
You did your thing without a doubt in your mind,
That through all this chaos, “you" is what you find.
Knowing that nothing in the world can hold you down,
You're truly happy, no need of frowns.
So don't mind the people talking behind your back.
They're just mad because they can't be where you’re at.
Not giving into life's pressures or trends,
You can follow your dreams without apology or making amends.
We don't have to be sorry for finding the true us,
Because you have to follow your heart, and it's yourself you have to trust.
So do what you love no matter what people might think,
Because if you give into their opinions your self-esteem will sink.
Erinn/GravityTeen.com
so much to do in so little time!!
Getting ready for fashion shows....
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LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST! Don't wait.......
♥gerren
Lady of Soul Awards
Within You Is The Strength
To Meet Life's Challenges!
You are stronger than you think,
remember to stand tall.
Every challenge in your life
helps you to grow.
Every problem you encounter
strengthens your mind and your soul.
Every trouble you overcome
increases your understanding of life.
When all your troubles weigh
heavily on your shoulders,
remember that beneath the burden
you can stand tall,
because you are never given
more than you can handle...
and you are stronger than you think.
~ Lisa Wroble ~
ME AND MY GIRL BIANCA, POSIN' AT A FASHION SHOW.....
Don't give up on your dreams......keep striving until you make it! And you will make it.
♥♥♥ gerren
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You Can Be Whatever
You Want To Be!
There is inside you
all of the potential
to be whatever you want to be,
all of the energy
to do whatever you want to do.
Imagine yourself as you would like to be,
doing what you want to do,
and each day, take one step
towards your dream.
And though at times it may seem too
difficult to continue,
hold on to your dream.
One morning you will awake to find
that you are the person you dreamed of,
doing what you wanted to do,
simply because you had the courage
to believe in your potential
and to hold on to your dream.
~ Donna Levine ~
Check out this website, they made a calendar with my pix. Pretty cool.
whats up g3rr3n ya gurl tot here just stoppin by to show u sum luv... IM ABSOLUTELY IN LUV WIT BALDWIN HILL. KEEP DOIN WAT U DO, BEING A POSITIVE ROLE MODEL FOR GURLS. SMOOCHES
Sup gerren. I luv you man. You are my favorite person on Baldwin hills. Like your personality is so chills. You are the reason why is still watch the show