About me: Well Im a single lass and have been really for 10 years,give or take a few little relationships that was doomed from the start.All Ive ever wanted is to settle down and be happy and be inlove with a man that just understands me,,well I could go into that more but I wont.Being on my own so long has gave me time to think about myself and what I want in life.Im on a few sites and Im on them to see if I can find friends or maybe a special man thats on my wave length,if anyone is interested in me as a person then it sure would help for you to be interested in spiritual stuff.I have alot of goals and ambitions,,travel is definatley something I wanna do,also wanna be an awesome psychic/meduim to the point where I get told where criminals are,I wanna get everything 100% and give Justice to those who need it,,deceased and living.I wanna publish my own book of poetry,I wanna help people like Princess Diana did,I wanna make a difference to the world and bring love into it.-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
---For an interesting read look at my website,theres poetry on it and bits about my past,which is bizarre to some but I dont care,,wouldnt wanna be anyone else-----------------------------------------------------------------------------
www.pinkspirit70.bravehost.com ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
We're not alone in this world------------------------------
That I have been told--------------------------------------
So why do I feel so cold-----------------------------------
Cold from the shivers in my Soul---------------------------
Dont feel complete,dont feel whole-------------------------
Please God,guide me to my goal-----------------------------
I need to know what to do----------------------------------
If my life is right on cue---------------------------------
Then I wouldnt feel so blue--------------------------------
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The fire is firing up with a high flame-------------------
The people are killing her slowly-------------------------
She is scared in her eyes,,her Soul -----------------------
Someday,somehow,her eyes will fill with serenity-----------
She pretends nothings wrong -------------------------------
She pretends to be someone else---------------------------
Its in her eyes--------------------------------------------
Passion!---------------------------------------------------
Passion fills her deep strong mind------------------------
Its in her eyes--------------------------------------------
Love!------------------------------------------------------
Love is skin deep-----------------------------------------
Its in her eyes--------------------------------------------
Hatred!----------------------------------------------------
Hatred for the guilty--------------------------------------
Hers visions are not a blur,they just occur----------------
Its gone to her head,this game,its in her eyes------------
Freedom!---------------------------------------------------
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----Voices inside my head
I feel fear when laying in my bed..
With all these voices inside my head..
The Devil says it's him that's near..
I don't want this,not another year..
How can I explain the way that I feel..
When I know deep inside that I'm noway ill..
I don't wanna go back in that place..
Because all I get is the Devil's embrace..
I'm tired now I want to close my eyes..
But the spirits here can't handle goodbyes..
They blow in my face and stroke my arm..
Just to settle me and make me calm..
My...........
My flame is burning...
My candle has been lit...
My tears have fallen...
My hurt has died...
My past has caught up...
My future is waiting...
My patience also waits...
My daughters dream like me...
My gifts have been wrapped...
My body flaws through emotions...
This is from my website when I came out of rehab one time.
well Im out of that place now n all well n not so fooked off,,still fooked off but not as much,,n yeh I realize my site got abit crazy as I were usin the net in icu,,but I aint takin it off,,coz that craziness is also part of me n my past,,,n yes I know,,Im obsessed wiv robbie,,actully gonna take that bak,,lol take that,,anyway,,yeh,,I only get obsessed wiv him when Im in that place,,I do really love him ,,spiritully tho,,not alot of people out there will understand that,,u know wot,,spirits fly everywhere,,,we r spirit in our dreams,,y is it so unreal for people to beleive that our spirits can jump into other humans when they r alive,,,we dream of strangers dont we,,,n I think its coz our spirit has flew into another person that is awake,,or it cud be a vision of the future n when we get to see that stranger we cud ave a deja_vu,,hmmm,,wot do u think about that theory,,maybe thats written down sumwhere already but I aint seen it ,,I dont do research on spirituality,,but,,I did do sum on psychiatrists n they study psychics,,,so y the fuk do they want us to beleive we r ILL !!!,,ffs,,I ave always said to them I dont ave an illness,,,I am psychic n get to many feelings b4 Im admitted n get that longggg deja_vu ,,,a week long,,,thats the only way I can explain how I feel when Im there,,,,
im inspired through and through...
shivers down my spine...
thoughts in my mind...
racing all the time...
this poem no need to ryhmme...
just to get the message to you...
to guide,maybe so,to teach could be so...
The tenderness and caress of your serenity
Weening off my obscene charms
Who would have guessed it woz Mr.T
Running through the clap of thunder
Scared to be with you
Wish it was true or maybe its just a tv blunder
Im all about the emotions
Im all about devotions
I will carry my love across the ocean
You wanna know how,,,well I just can!!!!
Hey Nicky, my butt is still numb but not as much, lol, was my first time, I have been scared of horses since some friends and me were chased in a field by 3 of them and the only place we could get away was up a tree.. LMAO we were in that tree for 2 hours. That was over 20 years ago... I really enjoyed riding tho' going again in a few weeks hopefully.. so hows the girls? are they looking forward to getting back to school? Ya gonna miss them? hope your well too.. xx
Hello! All good here ta.. Camping in Skeggy, that'll be a laugh,hope the weather holds out for you. Jon's just started a new job so all the holiday dates are taken by the other employees, we will just do weekends away etc.. Ky is grand thank you.. he's laughing, smiling and trying to sit up LOL.going so quick.. School hols started now, lots of layins to be had haha.. Could meet up for 'tea' (lol) one day if you like? see what you think. Hope you and the girls are good..xx
soz for the delay... got a cup 'o' cha lol... Stonehenge, went a little while ago, raining as normal, but felt great being there. Its true when people say you get a feeling or sense of peace and it also felt a bit eerie to me. A camper for £900 was it a VW? what age was it? depending on the age it sounds cheap..
hey, was just gonna comment you when you sent that..Im good thanks hope you are? Been sooo busy, its near then end of term and it gets manic at school, kids are all hyper lol. Its fun tho' they make me laugh. Well not much to report here what about you? what have you been upto? have you been anywhere interesting..girls ok? talking about campers... when i used to have them the price was reasonable now tho' i cant believe how much they are going for, unreal...! loved having them tho had so much fun in them and the beetles..would love another one ; ) lotsa love my friend xx
Nicky, how are you? what've you been upto, hows the girls? anymore hols planned? all these questions lol..we're good here thanks, just put house up for sale so fingers crossed it sells ok. looking for new job too. have applied for couple just waiting to hear back. Other than that roll on school hols, lol, long term this one is. You take care ok n hopefully speak soon xxx
I still absolutely love your page. Whew, I know look at me on the PC...now that just never happens anymore.lol I just wanted to let you know that I missed you and that NO I did not fall from the face of the Earth...just moving and such...got really busy and stopped having time to sit and say Hi to everyone. Hope you and the girls are doing well. Healthy, happy, loved..you know, all the important stuff. Talk with you soon. Love ya lots Dawny
yeah my mate Steve :) i hate the heat tho lol, thats why i went in march coz its just nice n warm, theres fuck all tourists and the beer is cheap :) cant wait til the next trip now. have a great easter whatever your doing xx
Hi Nick. Nice look, I love it!! Your hotstuff for sure. Instant woodie..LOL! If I wasn't taken, girl you'd be in trouble...LOL!! Much demented luv to ya, "BRI"
hey cheers for the reply, nice to meet ya :) yeah Victoria Frances has become quite a feature in my house, ive got 7 of her paintings now all over the house....and room for more hehe x
Hey, busy dont just mean working does it...like you I have just gotten a bike but it sits in my garage wondering if its ever gonna get ridden, lol, thought about going to the gym too lol... at least the thought was there eh? ; )
