....Too many to list, and I'm sure there are plenty more which I haven't experienced which would become an interested once I have. Writing is one of my most cherished hobbies. I'm a vessel and unconsciously I stream words and feelings together from what is surrounding me. I like to express myself in a way possible, and those who know me experience my expressive nature. I am most interested in love, but that will come when it is ready. I tend to place myself around artistic people because I too find myself to be pretty artistic. I love to photograph, sketch, paint, dance, sing, model, and act. I hope to soon learn the piano and guitar so that I have another way to express myself. Adventure is a key part of my life. From skin diving to climbing a mountain. Anything adventurous I'm sure I will try with reason. Reading is something I'm trying to get into again because I love literature but I just cannot focus.
Music
..My taste in music varies according to my current mood. I have an eclectic taste, and that goes for everything in my life.
Here's a list: Imogen Heap, Jem, Sia, Esthero, Regina Spektor, Chris Garneau, Brazilian Girls, Christina Aguilera, Peaches, Róisín Murphy, Mika, M.I.A., t.A.T.u., Philip Glass, John West, James Horner, Danny Elfman, Nellie McKay, FreezePop, Benny Benassi, Paolo Nutini, Rilo Kiley, Pink, Tina Arena, The Get Up Kids, Fiona Apple, Justice, The Knife, Shiny Toy Guns, Nina Simone, Mindless Self Indulgence, Modest Mouse, Cibo Matto, The Unicorns, Zero 7, Ben Harper, Collide, Conjure One, The Presets, She Wants Revenge, My Chemical Romance, Fallout Boy, The Academy Is..., Cobra Starship, Bif Naked, Bjork, Bob Sinclar, Chemical Brothers, Caribou, Mono, Barlowgirl, Bonnie Mckee, Ultraviolet, Tracy Bonham, Tori Amos, UNKLE, The Veronicas, Venessa Carlton, Leah Andreone, Toby Lightman, Radiohead, Feist, Emilie Simon, Juno Reactor, Mayday Parade, Slipknot, NoFX, Aquabats, Misfits, Pink Floyd, Muse, and Portishead.
There are plenty more artists but I love all these and it shows a range of music. Hope you'll take an interest in some of these great artists. Every name on the list is someone lyrically a genious and that's what attracts me to music the most.
Movies
..I am moved by as many films as I am with music. It has to be well written and the cinematography has to be attractive to me. My all time favorite film is "Amelie." It has everything I love in a film and inspires me to do better things in life.
List of films: Harry Potter films, Lord of the Rings trilogy, Moulin Rouge, Camp, Lucky # Slevin, Pulp Fiction, The Sweetest Thing, Waking Life, Gridehouse's Planet Terror and Deathproof, I (heart) Huckabees, Kill Bill Vol. 1 and 2, Angels in America Vol. 1 and 2, Fifth Element, House of Flying Daggers, Croutching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Hero, Snatch, The Jacket, Fight Club, Dancer in the Dark, Children of Men, Mean Girls, Secondhand Lions, Pi, Domino, Y Tu Mama Tambien, Pan's Labrynth, Titus, American Beauty, P.S. Your Cat is Dead, Scorched, Empire Records, The Craft, American Psycho, Se7en, 13 Going on 30, Wicker Park, Saved!, Shortbus, Brokedown Palace, and shameless to say Gay pornography.
Yeah, I said it, and what?! =)
Television
..Not into watching much television because I'm typically busy and do not own a DVR. Luckily most networks have online streams of shows you can view or download and that's how I catch up to my shows I love. Currently my favorite show is "Pushing Daisies." It is very corky, well written, has a British narrator(and who doesn't love that), and it is very theatrical. Still a LOST fan and I can't wait for February for the new season to start. Other shows include: Ugly Betty, Desperate Housewives, Samantha Who, Dexter, Heros, Chuck and Greys Anatomy.
I was told that I'll soon be getting hooked to other shows as well. We'll see about that one though I am a South Park and Family Guy fan already so those two are alright.
Books
..This one is a tough one since I mostly write and seldom read. I'm trying to read more but I get distracted very easily. Edgar Allan Poe is just one of my favorite authors and I'm quickly falling in love with David Sedaris' work. Anne Rice and Christopher Rice have great books as well. And I need to finally finish "Perks of Being a Wallflower." I prefer poetry and short stories to read. Also, love coffee table books and novelty books, as well has photobooks.
Heroes
..Every day a hero is introduced into my life. I'm not to name anyone so that I don't forget someone but the ones who have influenced me the most in my life are cherished for eternity and should know who they are. I do have to thank three people who are the most influential in my life. They are Jack, Jason, and James. Without Jack, my life would have never started. I experienced love, life, and friendship with him and he will always remain in my heart. I grew up in his presence and have matured greatly because of his influence. He pushed me to do things that no one else thought I would accomplish, and provided a friendship I have never experienced with anyone else. Jason gave me another chance. When I reached bottom and was almost ready to give up on school and on life entirely he showed me that I was a great person and that I had a lot to offer to the world. (My family are heros because they nourished me, taught me life lessons, and brought me into the world; but they weren't around to show me the deeper things in life unfortunately. I don't blame them for anything; they did the best the could, and I've learned a lot from them and the experiences of life with them. So I do have to thank my family for their love because without love all is lost.) Thank you Jason for pulling me out of my downward spiral and pushing me to succeed. James, although I've only known him for a several months he has opened up my eyes to so many different possibilies. Like guardian angel Brian, James' positive thinking has helped me view the world in different eyes as well as helped me restore faith in humanity and in myself. I also thank him for allowing me to realise that I can love again. I've been hurt too many times and he got me to open up and let myself become vulnerable with reason and hopefully I can show someone that whenever they arrive. Walls are still up but now they have viewing windows and doors with keys hidden under the mat because of his help. Things didn't work out between us I suppose because there was something else out there and this was just preparing me for it, so thank you James. You will be a cherished friend for all eternity. Okay, since I mentioned people I do have to mention a few more and I apologize for anyone I miss. ANDY!!! Haha. I have to say you have brought me so much happiness and I truly love you kid. I do wish the best for you and Adrian and I will keep my fingers crossed for you success on the stage. I love my cheese! Josh I am so glad you came into my life because our friendship is something rare, and I hope to continue having you in my life. Good luck to you and Schon. (Hug). Tania my yenta, that's all I have to say. Haha. Everyone at work especially Montressa, Ryan, and Crystal. You are my family. (Tear). Courtney, we don't see each other often but you and I share a strange bond and I am thankful for that. Love you mermaid! My friends in Florida, I miss you all. Virginia, I know we don't chat often but you are always in my thoughts; as well as Shawn, Michah, Jared, and Nelson. Okay, okay, getting all teary listening to Imogen Heap and typing this out. I love you all and all that I didn't mention as well. Thank you for being part of my life.
Stranahan High School
Ft. Lauderdale, FL
Graduated: 2003
Student status: Alumni
Degree: High School Diploma
Clubs: MCJROTC, waterpolo, cross country and drama
1999 to 2003
Alex's Companies
CVS/Pharmacy Charlotte, NC US Pharmacy Technician
12/05 - Present
Palomino Restaurant and Bar Charlotte, NC US Expeditor
05/05 - 02/06
Jungle Queen Riverboat Ft. Lauderdale, FL US Cocktail Server/Bartender
06/03 - Present
Blockbuster Video Ft. Lauderdale, FL US CSR
05/02 - 05/03
Alex what's in your head... Posted at 3:58 AM Oct 11 view more
I’d say it is hard to describe myself in just one thought. As you see in my blogs and on my page here, I love to write. It has always been a passion of mine since I was young. It is release, an experience. I never had money to do things so when young I would use my imagination to take me to places I could never go. As I get older, I experience life firsthand. I was never really guided with a hand to hold, I taught myself how to be a man the best I could. My parents did the best they could, and their parents as well. I am filled with much love that is trapped behind walls. My worst fear is to be vulnerable, and the sound of silence. Each year, day, or second I am always learning; a walking sponge in a moist existence absorbing life experiences. I have experienced many lows, and a few highs, but the highs always out weight any feeling morose. If there is one reason I believe I was placed in this world is to love. Experience all forms of it, share it, receive it, give it. Love is everlasting and it surpasses any planes of existence. I have met cupid before, shared a life with a soul-mate, and have also had my heart removed to feel nothing. I hope to run quickly into that arrow once more, piercing deep that it penetrates all thoughts, and forms a reality that eyes cannot believe. I hope that my compassion can heal those around me. I hope that everyone can find love and laughter, those two things I believe make up life. I could write more about myself, but that would be pointless. Life is about experiences. Experience me if you want to know me. Experience life.
Malnutrition
alt. title: The Giving Tree
I've done it again. I've eaten from the forbidden fruit. I was banished from this garden once before but I am a curious creature. If the fruit was suppose to give me knowledge, then why am I still so naïve?
**
Gravel Road
I drive with my eyes shut;
no one sits in the passenger seat.
I steer forward;
the music deafening my thoughts.
No lights or signs,
just a clear path.
No walls or hills,
just a flat road.
When does the road end?
Does it have a speed limit?
Can I turn off the road?
What if I turn off the music?
TURN RIGHT!
I open my eyes.
**
Wounded in Battle
The mind is both a beautiful organism and a dangerous being. With tools of deception it controls its host; visions reversed and audible numbness unrequited. Madness was often treated with lobotomy. It seems a perfect way to destroy a parasite; but what is damaged is repaired by another feeling, emotion, or thought. Even the deaf can hear their thoughts and the blind envision a dream. Imagination is one of the most deadly of the brain's tools. If in common jauntier the mind is unexercised, and thoughts are still unintelligible, imagination is the intruder which captures the idle mind. One can place themselves in a location outside from which they reside, deceive their heart to melt for the coldest flames, and envision promising futures; promises which are often not kept. Deception is a card game played and the host is the Black Jack, slapped and discarded. One often thinks they are safe in their sleep, but dreaming is the most powerful tool of all. It can occur while awake or at rest. Dreams are false locations which the heart cannot differentiate. Is the dream a reality or a depiction of the imagination? If only the heart had a brain - then it wouldn't have to labor with heartache. It would just deceive itself into believing something more beautiful, but the heart cannot lie. It sees with honest eyes. Two living organisms in one host are constantly at war, but to decide who wins on the battlefield is a decision only made by one person.
**
Blemish
While looking at myself in the mirror I cried staring at the spots consuming my body. I looked like a leopard. Then, looking into my eyes I saw the flame of life he spoke of and smiled. I shouted, "I am no leopard! I'm a cheetah!" And without hesitation, I darted naked out of the bathroom and roared.
**
Fallen Star
Stars fall from the sky and constellations are broken. If two sea creatures cannot embrace in the black ocean, then maybe the gods arranged the skies in error. Hope is not lost during this meteor shower. If Pluto can revolve opposing the other planets, maybe the love of the sea dwellers can oppose the fates. The Sisters cannot cut the golden string formed by these lovers with their rusted scissor. Stars fall from the broken constellations, but wishes are made in their departures.
**
Ne+
Neon church.
Dreams awaken
in your elaborate hues of acceptance.
A true joy I have forgotten.
A coffin smiles empty;
you've awaken the dead
with your bright eyes and shining spirit.
Amen.
A man.
I think I've found my saviour.
**
Do Not Play with Fire
You speak nonsense Firefly.
Why wallow in the inconsistent faces of Moon;
when Earth will always be solid?
You shan't understand the meaning
of the fire that burns within you;
if truly you believe Moon
to always be your lover.
Surely you trust my heresy.
To trust that gemini will scorn you
and leave you lacking.
No longer will you burn at night,
and forever you will feel a void.
Sigh and woe.
You think you know.
Heed my warning well insect of the night,
with love, there comes a price.
**
Hi Alex! How are things going with you this summer? Hit me up sometime if you wanna hang out. We're having a party on August 2nd at my pool. Give me a buzz or text 704.999.8098. Cheers, ~Josh
hey boo wat u been up 2? i seen da msg at wrk on da board miss you .... n yea gt an otha tatto n its mi gf's name u aint gotta say it i kno im krazy lolll tell me wuz gud w u....luv ya
