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Shadow Rai
Shadow Rai Fear not death tis one refreshing breath...

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40 years old
DECATUR, Arkansas
United States



Last Login: 12/17/2009
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Music


Hmmm, music, generally I love all kinds of music from the 1920's ta date. I think my fave group today is Fall Out Boy. I love Classical as well like the Boston Pops and I'm really a 70's~80's type of gal. Rarely do I ever listen to Country unless the lyrics and beat are not of the norm, it really has to be unique other than that, I think Country sucks <3

Movies Movies I like are any thing "Horriffic" or totally "Hilarious" I hate movies that make me cry (well, sometimes I give in and watch when there's no one home but me and Girlee (my dog) I just hate crying in front of people, it makes me feel weak) I'll watch any thing with Chris Farley and Jim Carey. Any thing by Stephen King as well as any thing Paranormal.
**MY GOTH WORK & MORE**

"Dark Embrace"

Adjacent our dark memories gather
Dread swells as the dirk of your quarrel
tumbles against thine unclad soul
smiting me, torpid my essence drips
below to a feverishly thirsty earth
In numbness I beg forgiveness
while oblivion approaches.
Alone, my fervent plea
falls upon thy darkened eyes.
This is your embrace...

"The Final Nail"

Night descends in saddened sigh
frigid and lone are we
Understandings, your self sacrifice
flares once then dies for me
swallowed by such an obsession
all faith now must fail
Night descends in saddened sigh
driving the final nail

"To Be..."

your heart beats no more.
how could you fail to believe?
dark thoughts surround us, crying,
we have lost our way to be...

"Condemnation"

What is this have you wrought?
Such suppressing indistinctness of confusion
while sentiments screech.
Once we drank pure innocence,
untainted, virginal,
but your thirst perished.
Feverish visions of bitterness,
memories result in pain, replaced by darkness,
a love bled dry in a barrage of sorrow,
I condemn you wholeheartedly..

"A Night Of Ecstasy"

It is a night of dark desire,
an ode to melancholy,
banshees unleash their cry
as the un~dead one awakens.

Shards of death curtail his brooding form,
an everlasting dread.

His raven hair parts over
brawny ivory shoulders, and his
full vermilion lips parted slightly, taken in
vitae streaming from the
fresh flesh beneath
him.

This be a night of ecstasy,
and I rise.

"Frozen Here"

Fragile emits of moonlight invade
this overshadowed room as I kneel,
always a slave,
always somber,
frozen here,
waiting.

Accusations taunting
from rot in panes of tainted glass,
looming as dust dances in the air,
forming an image in minds eye,
penetrating my naked flesh.
A reflection on humanity's face.
I raise my head proclaiming rights
to this oblivious salvation...

"My Neighbor"



{a parody of Teenagers about my really uptight neighbor Jeanie}

VERSE 1:
With a forced smile as she looks
clentchin’ her baited hooks
Ya, she has prepared to screw with you.
If it’s not her way you see
She’ll make a mockery
She will not ask but, demand what you do

Maybe she’s not on her meds
or kind of big in the head,
could be a recently new divorcee
And ya, as nice as I’ve been
she thinks I’m psyco and sin
Threatens to call up the law over me

CHORUS:
I swear my neighbor Jeanie
snubs new annexed properties
Has done whatever ya, she’s damn well pleased
as long her butt’s wiped
she might then be alright
But, I don’t kiss up to no one
I fight

VERSE 2:
Her live stock has run ramped
She never takes care of it
and her excuse is her pig needs a friend
Her dogs get into the trash
The new school blames me for that
Oh, God forbid if I call her again

CHORUS:
I swear my neighbor Jeanie
has some sort of O.C.D
Sticking up flags all on my property
It’s wrong and she knows
Defiant, sticks up her nose
Maybe she'll leave you alone
But not me.

OOOOHHH YEAH!!

CHORUS:
My neighbor Jeanie
is quite rebellious you see,
So called soccer mom and always gossiping
the rumors she spreads
{Poor thing} they live in her head
A restraint order might help
If I need

ALL TOGETHER NOW!

CHORUS:
Your neighbor Jeanie
has some sort of O.C.D
A pain in the ass that which we all can agree
Most wish she would leave
and bother those in Gentry
But that’s a long shot we know
livin’ free
TelevisionI absolutely LOVE CARTOONS!!!! It's an addiction really. I may catch NYPD Blue and Law & Order now and then but, I mostly watch Paranormal and Ghostly types of shows other than that, I rarely watch TV.
BooksAre you flippin' kidding??? I don't read unless I have to LOL I've read in the past and it just puts me to sleep. I'm more of a "Book On Audio" person. I get more done that way *^_^* My fave book is "Precious Bones" among the countless Vamp books I've "listened to, man Vamps are hot! :^)
Heroes My heros are my children, without them, I'd be nothing and be nowhere <3

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Status:Married
Here for:Networking, Friends
Orientation:Straight
Hometown:Decatur
Body type:Average
Ethnicity:White / Caucasian
Religion:Wiccan
Zodiac Sign:Aquarius
Smoke / Drink:Yes / Yes
Children:Proud parent
Occupation:Freelancer/Poet/Editor/Ghostwriter/Lyricist/Farmer



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So, like, wadda ya wanna know?
I’m an eccentric and pretty much get along with anyone except the few in this world that are obviously intimidated by or jealous of me LMAO No worries though as I tend to take reactions like that as a compliment.
I am my own person, not a leader nor follower. I don’t follow fashion cause I could care less what the hell people have on as long as they’re dressed *^_^*
I’m a believer in the fact that “All Men/Women Are & Should Be Created Equally” & that they should all keep their flippin’ mouth shut if they’re just out to be pompous. I generally keep to myself unless otherwise provoked so in other words, don’t screw with me unless you’re ready to get screwed.
I’ve got a large family (Hubby & 5 great kids) I’m a practicing Wiccan and could care less what cha think about it...
I’m a Writer and value all Crit & Comments but, this doesn’t mean that I will always take your advise, I love “food for thought” but, hate feeling full. Add me if you wish or just move along, it’s all good...
Was all that too honest?

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You Scored as You have the Gift of Empathy

You have been blessed with the gift of Empathy. Even though it is a heavy burden to carry the pain of others, know this that you can help them. Though I must advise you to learn how to not take their pain upon yourself and drag you down

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You have the Gift of Discernment ....
100%
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You have the Gift of Empathy ....
100%
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You have the Gift of Wisdom ....
88%
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You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision ....
56%
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You have the Gift of a Seer ....
31%
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You sadly do not recognize your gift yet ....
25%







I am 89% Creative
http://www.blogthings.com/howcreativeareyouquiz/

You are an incredibly creative person. For you, there are no bounds or limits to your creativity.
Your next creation could be something very great... Or at least very cool!

How Creative Are You?



Your Gift is Imagination
http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourgiftquiz/

You are constantly dreaming. You are always thinking about what could be.
You love to express yourself in many ways. You have a way with words and tell vivid stories.

You love to be amused. You are good entertaining yourself, and other people find you hilarious.
You're the type of person who finds staying happy easy. There's always fun to be had!

What's Your Gift?



You Are Occasionally a Narcissist
http://www.blogthings.com/areyouanarcissistquiz/

While you have healthy self esteem, you're really not that full of yourself.
Compared to most people, you're quite humble!

Though occasionally, you can't help and reflect on how great you are.
There's nothing wrong with being proud of yourself - as long as you don't let it go to your head!

Are You a Narcissist?



You Are An ENFP
http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourpersonalitytype...

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller!

In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart.
You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. You break a lot of hearts.

At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do.
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding

When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

What's Your Personality Type?



You Have A Type A- Personality
http://www.blogthings.com/doyouhaveatypeapersonali...

You are one of the most balanced people around
Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want
You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.

When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back
Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!
You live life to the fullest - incorporating the best of both worlds

Do You Have a Type A Personality?



You Act Like You Are 25 Years Old
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You are a twenty-something at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life.
You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up.
The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.

What Age Do You Act?



Your Brain is Creative
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You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.
You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.
People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.
But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?



Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP)
http://www.blogthings.com/howrareisyourpersonality...

Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal.

Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men
You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?



You Are 76% Intuitive
http://www.blogthings.com/howintuitiveareyouquiz/

You are a very intuitive person. And luckily, your intuition is normally right.
You're wise enough to know that relying on intuition alone can be dangerous.
When your intuition seems really off, you tend to ignore it - and look at the facts instead.

How Intuitive Are You?



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Just Being Me

I wish I had a V8
Like a hole in my head
And I dream of better places
I am awesome
I used to drive everyone to contemplate me
But now I have upped the anti
I seem to have had the mold broken
But I'm really just myself & that's all




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Anthony

Anthony Villareal



Dec 17 2009 2:52 PM

hey there! I hope that you are doing well. Take care, and have a good day!
Anthony

Anthony Villareal



Nov 23 2009 5:36 PM

hey there senorita! I hope that you are doing well. Take care of yourself!
Anthony

Anthony Villareal



Nov 19 2009 2:30 PM

hey there! I hope that you are doing well. Have a good weekend!
Rise With The Fallen (NEW EP NOW ON ITUNES!)

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Nov 19 2009 2:30 PM

We just posted our new EP and we'd like it if you'd be able to check it out and tell us what you think! Hope to hear from you soon!

-Alan
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Nov 11 2009 2:42 PM

URGENT: Wanted Two Bands for Label Consideration

There is currently a search for two types of bands for record label consideration.

*** Note: PLEASE IDENTIFY IF YOU ARE IN GROUP 1 OR 2 IN THE SUBJECT LINE OF YOUR RESPONSE. Emails are being reviewed by different representatives.

1. A Pop/Rock/Commercial band with female lead. Band must consist of 2 guitars (Prefer both guitar players to be of lead caliber. However, one lead and one rhythm is acceptable), keyboard/piano, bass, and drums. Lead vocal, followed by backing vocals, in that order, is a plus as it relates to other members of the group. Average age of the band cannot exceed 28 years of age.

* Group must have an outstanding lead vocalist.
** Musicianship throughout the entire band must be very strong.
*** Group cannot currently be under any contract of any type that is related to the music industry.


2. A Modern Rock band with male lead. Must be a complete band but there are no prerequisites as it relates to the make up of the band. Average age of the band cannot exceed 23 years of age.

* Group must have an outstanding lead vocalist.
** Musicianship throughout the entire band must be very strong.
*** Group cannot currently be under any contract of any type that is related to the music industry.

XXX - If you meet the minimum qualifications as described above. Email a link for your MySpace Page and if applicable, a link for your website to: recordingartistsearch@gmail.com

Only send one email with your links. Due to the volume of responses normally received for these types of opportunities. After review of your material, you will only be contacted if there is an interest in attending one of your shows by a label representative. As such please to not send any follow up emails regarding selections. If you were not contacted back, there was not an interest.

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Nov 11 2009 2:42 PM

THANKS !
Anthony

Anthony Villareal



Nov 6 2009 8:50 PM

hey there my friend! I hope that you are doing well. Take care!
Jeremiah Cain

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Oct 17 2009 8:26 PM

    

Anthony

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Sep 27 2009 2:09 AM

Hey there! I hope that you are doing well. I have just found another job! I have been looking since July! I will be working at this place named Ford Park doing concessions.  Have a good weekend!
Tim Der

Tim Der



Aug 31 2009 5:34 PM

Paper Moon - String of Blinking Lights

Late nights in Vancouver can be pretty lonely sometimes.



From the album "Broken Hearts Break Faster Every Day," released 2006 through Endearing Records. Written by Paper Moon and Andy Chase (of Ivy).

Get it now at http://www.endearing.com/index.php?main_page=product_info&cPath=65_72&products_id=204&zenid=84a0adf7e7544bec209d1133d2045ba8



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911 Poet

Michael Langston



Aug 17 2009 9:23 AM

On June 8, 1967, a date which will live in infamy, a United States ship, the USS Liberty, was suddenly and deliberately attacked by naval and air forces of the State of Israel. Thirty-four American sailors died and 174 were wounded. There was no retaliation, no honest investigation, and no assistance from American forces. Israel got away with cold blooded murder.

USS Liberty Dead in the Water

On September 11, 2001, planes struck the two WTC towers, and shortly thereafter both towers fell. But did you know that a third large building also collapsed on September 11 at 5:20 in the afternoon and that this building, WTC 7, wasn't even hit by a plane? What could have caused such an unusual collapse, which had all the characteristics of a controlled demolition? Again, there has been no honest investigation.

911 Mysteries

If the Israelis got away with deliberately slaughtering innocent Americans on the USS Liberty, then what's to stop them from doing it again? What other terrorist crimes against humanity might they also have gotten away scot-free with? Click to learn more.

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Thanks so very much for your friendship! Love, seek, and speak the truth!
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Jul 3 2009 2:48 PM

Hi beautiful! I hope that you are doing well;-) Have a good Fourth of July weekend!
♥LiViNgDeAdGiRl♥

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Jun 24 2009 2:14 PM

Do you know the relation between your two eyes? They blink together , move together ,
cry together ,See things together , and sleep together .
Even though they never see each other.. Friendship should be just like that
Life is lonesome without friends.. Who is your best friend?
Send this to all your good friends, including me, IF I'm one of them ...............
You might be LOVED more than you know........


love ya! xoxo jennifer
Anthony

Anthony Villareal



Jun 25 2009 2:32 PM

Hey beautiful! I hope that all is well with you;-)
♥LiViNgDeAdGiRl♥

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Jun 19 2009 7:58 PM

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Anthony

Anthony Villareal



Jun 10 2009 6:55 PM

hey there! I hope that you are doing well. Have a good day!
LOVELY POET

Author Poet



Jun 9 2009 1:41 AM

Thanks for your request.  CHECK YOUR GIRL, LAQUEISHA 'LOVELY POET' MALONE OUT @ www.lovelypoet.weebly.com; www.lovelypoet.intuitwebsites.com; &  www.authortree.com/lovelypoet79


From the time she was 13-yrs-old, LaQueisha “Lovely Poet” Malone has been writing poetry. She grew up in Arkansas where she currently resides. People would read her poetry and relate, so she decided to get her poetry published thinking that maybe she could relate to more people. LaQueisha is the author of 'A New Pair of Shoes Step In Mine,' which was released 2008.

You can also reach her at lovelypoet79@ymail.com

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     I heard Monte pull up outside. I knew it was him, because of the loud music. I heard the keys when they hit the kitchen counter. So, I quickly got myself together and pretended to be sleep. He got out of his clothes and slid under the covers next to me. I could feel him watching me, so I shifted a little bit. He began caressing my face, which is something he always did if I fell asleep before him. “Michelle, I’m sorry.” he whispered. I wanted to jump up and give him a piece of my mind, but instead I just sunk into his arms. He kissed me on the temple and whispered, “I love you.” At that moment the fact that he cheated wasn’t important anymore. I began to feel sleepy and I haven’t slept well in days. I needed the rest. And just like a newborn baby that was swaddled, I fell asleep.

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Anthony

Anthony Villareal



Jun 4 2009 6:08 PM

I hope that you are doing well today. Have a good Thursday!
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Jun 1 2009 11:11 AM

thanks for the comment.. but couldn't see it!
Anthony

Anthony Villareal



May 29 2009 3:01 PM

hey there! Thanks for the comments;-) I hope that you have a good weekend!
greywolfblackdragon

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May 25 2009 2:56 AM

Midnite Ink

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May 24 2009 10:55 PM

Your so very welcome!!!! Come by often, enjoy the page and the readings, your always welcome!!

Love,

Midnite
Anthony

Anthony Villareal



May 22 2009 5:23 PM

hey there! I hope that you are doing well;-) Have a good weekend!
uNDeAd~FreAK

Tylar Brown



May 21 2009 12:58 PM

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