Name: James Location: Cardiff Age: 17 Religion: Naturalist Song playing on page: Hollywood Undead - City
Howdi Kids
I am James. Anything more detailed about myself im not quite sure. but ill give you the basics. I go through life as everyone else does, i try to make the right decisions when i come to them, i try to be selfless and do what i believe is right, and this changes in all circumstances but usually its protecting the ones i love from sadness and grief. I put this here because when i was young i believed that this is what everyone does, but it isn't. if we just step back and look at this world we can see that it has been built on greed exploitation and dusting all the shit under the carpet so no one notices. but im sure you all know this.
I go to Clifton college, which is one of the weirdest and uncomfortable places i have ever been to. it has a seriously low number of people that are true to themselves and are living in the same reality as the rest of mankind.
Cardiff is where i live, thats where my family is but i wouldnt say i feel any sense of belonging. I went to clifton to meet some new people with the hope of finding ones who like me and also to get away from parents and brother who are rubbish at being supportive and loving and i cant rely on them to help me or trust them or anything.
So yes my plan failed, didnt find friends just found dicks but at least im not spending all the time with family.
Friends
I have 3 real friends. Dan, Matt, and Isabelle. Dan and Matt are good for friendship and just hanging out and having fun. Isabelle knows the real me and i can tell her anything and shes pretty awesome although i dont spend enough time with her, which is my fault (for leaving cardiff to escape evil parents). Life is a double edged sword and it is rammed through my chest.
Love
I love a girl called Isabelle. Shes brilliant. And i so do not diserve her. Im just lucky.... not too lucky though, i dont see her often enough cause im in Bristol alot. Anyway, shes beautiful, intelligent, kind, and she can put up with me. So perfect really. Anyway, she is the most awesome person i have met so far.
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i hate..
Piss me off:
the idea of being "cool", follow it....
i dare you.
Its disgusting, finding a way to exclude people to make you feel special. Fuck You.
Radio DJ's who talk shit cause they haven't got the capacity to talk about something which they didn't pull out of there ass. GWR spews it out by the gallon. Serial offenders include EX-thankgod-DJ Russel *embodiment of modern popular attention seeking unfunny culture* Brand.
Ringtone adverts, patronising
I pray its a government scheme to kill off the stupidest of society
Jewels, and there place in music.
you see more "bling" on MTV than you do the fucking shiny show......... SUPER SHINY!!!!!!!!!
Brings me to my next point, My Super Sweet 16. What can i say? spoiled shits
The weather. its such a waste of time.
eg. "its going to be sunny with cloudy patches and light showers" talk about specifics. might as well not bother.
Religious people who halt or progress to anything because there imaginary friend in the sky said it wasn't a good idea (eg abortion, genetic engineering)
People who cant see beauty when its staring them in the mirror. its like, if your not pretty them im uglier than i thought.
35000 children dying every day due to poverty when we in our nation have a weight problem due to over eating
wine connoisseurs, its just horrific the things they say. eg "im getting a fruity flavor" yes you mongtard its grape juice *facepalm*
Disenchanted
I was feeling sad so i wrote a poem
Nothing to look forward to
Nowhere to go
No body to lean on
And no one wants to know
No kind words from strangers
No laughter in my head
My mind falls apart
As i lie still in bed
Footsteps on the concrete
Raindrops from my eyes
A step into nothingness
This painful existence dies
..
Music
I like music =]
To the annoyance of people who find themselves around me i also easily memorise the lyrics
I enjoy anything good but my main favorites are:
placebo
system of a down
eminem
Slipknot
Skindred
Hollywood Undead
Binary Star
Blink 182
Bullet for my valentine
Dizzee Rascal
Daft Punk
Disturbed
Fort Minor
Paramore
Straylight Run
The Offspring
Papa Roach
Panic! at the disco
Rage
I'm finding out how to'optimise the bioluminescent properties of the photorhabdus bacterium and investigating the effect of calcium' lol . . .its very biochemistryyyy. I get £300 for working 4 weeks - its crap pay considering its 8.30-5 :(
ohhhhh that sounds sooo cool :D hv fun! I'm goin to athens in like a month and then kefalonia in late august :) xxx
ohh i see!i just properly looked at your profile for the first time it was rather an interesting read:) i thought fro was some welsh term i didnt understand haha lyy xxx
not till next monday you still go to school in brighton or bristol or one of those :s haha oh yeahh has he recovered from the chav attack now hmm funny you should ask actually its not too good im on a break with my boyfriend atm but wer meeting on friday to sort stuff out hows yours? xxxxx
not much really last week i went out pretty much everyday and this week im staying in the whole week to revise haa its gonna be well fun you? also me and kari are probably coming up to wales this summer even though we always say that we actually are :) xxxxx
Hey x Sorry I didn't write back- I've been in Oxford. Got loads to tell you!! Can't believe another holiday has passed and we didn't meet up! Let's set a date for next holiday now, and stick to it!? Lots of love xxxxx
