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I'm a self-sacrificing person. I'll give up whole dreams for the people I love, few and far in between as they are already. I love to read. People get mad cause I blow my money on alot of books sometimes. I don't like asking for help. I'd rather do it myself. [It's frequently a weakness, of course.] I like messing around with spices when I attempt to cook. In my spare time, I like to sing and dance around my room like a popstar for the spontaneous genius I am :] I like to play video games <3 [mostly RPGs are my thing.] The truth is I'm too nice for my own good that I don't even know how to be mean [most of the time] I'd love to go on vacation, because I really do need to get out of this place. Somewhere foresty, maybe. I like when it's raining. It has a refreshing, calming smell. I'm a crazy morning person. I like to get up at an ungodly hour, because I like to be up before the rest of the world is, and drink coffee, and just chill. I daydream plenty. I like making up stories in my mind. I like wonderful Winter & Fall time, and all their cold radiance. I'm clumsy & messy. You might come to find I'm a tea girl. Hot tea, cold tea, sweet tea, etc. I like the beach at night. I love nature. I love clothes <3 I like to mix and not match. I like calm music without words <3 I like quiet car rides, with just the radio playing. I can never really choose a favorite color, but I very much like Aqua && Black. I'm not exactly the prize winning conversationalist. I have no love of mind games, so I would appreciate if you would not play with me. I love food <3 End of story. [I'm fat. You can't deal, tuff.] I fucking love comedy shows. I dubbed myself Queen of Procrastination long ago. Since I'm an ambivalent person, it's kinda hard to make decisions. If I'm no longer shy around you, I talk very fucking much, and very fucking fast. Do us a favor and keep up with my word play :] I like people to be completely at home, friendly, and comfortable around me. I dont care who you are, or how you act. I like people when they're themselves. Dont be stressed around me. Its okay. You dont have to worry about anything. Your safe. Where you can find me? Cruisin along Shoreline most likely.

"I'm not good at meeting new people. They always want something, cigarettes, gas money, lighters, drugs. I have nothing to offer these people. Not a smile, not a wink. I've got pills but they're mine. I've got thoughts and dreams but no one wants to listen and I haven't got a journal worth reading. Not even a page worth saving. I have nothing on my vest. No badge of honor to display. No trophies. No family trips to brag about. No selfish habits to feed upon. I'm not dependant on chemicals or pleasures. I'm not using anyone for anything. I'm not going to pay you to be my fucking friend."