You ever wanted to fuck a chick so bad, that you were excited about it, you couldn't sleep, you could hardly eat, all you did was live and breath this chick, and then The chance came and you fucked her and it was amazing, and people applauded your accomplishment, and they hoped for more, and so did you. THEN YOU WALKED AWAY COMPLETELY FROM IT LIKE A FUCKING HOMOSEXUAL to go fuck a guy that gives you far less, but pays a little. I feel like a dream has died. It saddens me.
