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axy

			"'some things are worth dying for, babe that aint me, im sorry that u couldnt escape, this curse of me'" Female 18 years old Croatia (Hrvatska) Last Login: 7/6/2008
Mood: nervous
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MySpace URL:

http://www.myspace.com/punky_bamby

axy's Interests

General	MUSIC-as most important things in my life HORRORS-i write horror novels (but ive never published anything) ART-i enjoy art.i write a lot of poems (people say im talented)..also my big passion are lyrics,especially punk lyrics.the writing keeps me alive, when i put all my fears and emotions into the song, i feel better MY GUITAR-well, im not a guitar hero, but i try my best BASS-my next investition HUMOR-gruesome, sometimes kinky..in the funny way..i like laughing Myspace Layouts
Music	proto punk, old school punk '77,revital punk, industrial metal,horror punk..my favs: misfits,ramones,murderdolls, wednesday 13, deathstars...i listen to a lot of rock bands,music is a way of my life Myspace Layouts
Movies	The exorcist,Omen 666,The gathering, Bless the child..mostly horrors and cheap ironic comedies like scary movie, epic movie, date movie and etc.
Television	I dont like watch TV..its pointless
Books	every book by Paulo Coelho and R.L.Stine my fav is 'Alchemist' by P.Coelho
Heroes	i dont need a hero..real hero is a person who can stand me Myspace Layouts and of course, phobos_industry: http://www.myspace.com/phobos_industry

axy's Details

Status:	Single
Here for:	Networking, Friends
Orientation:	Not Sure
Hometown:	the last bus station
Body type:	6' 0" / Athletic
Ethnicity:	White / Caucasian
Religion:	Catholic
Zodiac Sign:	Leo
Smoke / Drink:	No / Yes
Children:	Someday
Education:	High school
Occupation:	horror writer, free artist

axy's Companies

phobos_industry
everywhere, CT
boss

2008

axy is called to come to the police academy

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axy's Blurbs

About me:

punk heart and attitude

well, dont let it fool u

its pretty amazing how much ambitions stay in so short life. i think i'll never give up..ok, im stubborn LOL

im predjudices free.i believe in principles of anarchy (there's no person who deserve to be called better then other).freedom is most immportant thing

im against the violence, but if someone disturbed me or pissed me off, i will kick his/her ass

as i said, i like music and looking to start up non-commercial punk band.its better make real music, then earn a lot of money making shitty songs (like boy bands do)

im a rebel.i do crazy things, making problems...i get into too much troubles so my guardian angel bites the nails until is watching on me.LOL!

my fav animal is cat-coz its cute, dangerous and dexterous.i act the same

the little things make me happy. music is my no_1 and of course my friends.i would die to protect them

im complicated and reading my profile u wont know me. there are just some facts about me

feel free to hit me a message if u wanna meet me

Myspace Layouts at Pimp-My-Profile.com / Face in the dark

Send me an IM!

Who I'd like to meet:
people with attitude

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axy's Friend Space (Top 4)

axy has 45 friends.

FreT

ROB ROTTEN

B3@$t-KuRt (jeRRy)

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Tea Break	Jun 25 2008 9:14 AM Zdravo, hvala za novo myspace drugarstvo i podrshku .... Pozdrav & poshtovanje ;) Kuki Tea Break p.s. Pogledaj i oficijalni sajt www. teabreakmusic. com
ROB ROTTEN	Jun 9 2008 11:15 AM this is really good..!
Stacymarie	Jun 5 2008 10:36 AM okay;) haha update me
Lexie	Jun 5 2008 9:06 AM hi! i have exams now and it's shit. but i hope it end soon and then i'll go somewhere to have a rest! and how re u??
Stacymarie	Jun 4 2008 3:39 PM so does that mean your gonna put them up?
Stacymarie	Jun 4 2008 9:48 AM i would still love to see them =]
UnderDosed™[UNSⒶVED]	May 30 2008 1:04 AM That always rots
UnderDosed™[UNSⒶVED]	May 30 2008 12:37 AM Boredom. It's been going around a lot lately. lol
UnderDosed™[UNSⒶVED]	May 29 2008 6:01 PM Not a lot. You?
Stigmata	May 29 2008 12:47 PM I know I dont have a problem... for the first time I have enough self-respect to see that... I see that it's his problem... its that he is not the same person I loved... I cant let go of everything, but I cant take him back without absolute remorse for his words and actions... even then, the scars will never fade... I'm trapped... and I would say that trust is impossible now... the rest of my relationships are not fulfilling as they should be, or not enough to really get me by until I meet someone new, who really is as wonderful as a love ought to be... I love ellipses... sorry to be so, ya know... an attention whore... I really do hate talking about myself because its my instinct to believe no one really cares, but if I dont, I die from having it bottled up.. talk about yourself as much as you want, I do listen, its just hard...
LilyKa <°°gRiZoLiNo°°> XD	May 29 2008 10:41 AM hihi...a kai bush, kai bush =)
LilyKa <°°gRiZoLiNo°°> XD	May 29 2008 10:33 AM i no kak kul...=)=)...epo, epo
LilyKa <°°gRiZoLiNo°°> XD	May 29 2008 10:29 AM a nicim posebno.. hehe.. =D.. a ti?
LilyKa <°°gRiZoLiNo°°> XD	May 29 2008 10:21 AM pda...toe kulac =)
LilyKa <°°gRiZoLiNo°°> XD	May 29 2008 10:17 AM ajojac...blago tebi.. hihi =)...a okac sam ja.. =)
LilyKa <°°gRiZoLiNo°°> XD	May 29 2008 10:10 AM epo, epo... i kak si kai?
LilyKa <°°gRiZoLiNo°°> XD	May 29 2008 10:06 AM ei.. a nista posebno...kod tebe?
Stigmata	May 29 2008 3:45 AM sorry I didnt reply for a while...I just find it hard to care about anything anymore... the good people are the ones who get hurt... I really want to kill myself, but too many people are too fucking attached to me. I know they are the selfish ones for wanting to keep me in this inescapable prison of pain and loneliness, but I still cant do it. If people must change, why cant their old selves say goodbye to your first, or give you a warning before the monster takes over? And why cant some bitches take a hint without you having to yell, bluntly, right in their face for them to finally get the message? How can I ever trust again... knowing that no matter how true and real it is, the inner demons of the other person could take over any day... Its not that I cant find another, or that I believe I wont... it's just the emptiness between now...and then... and how long will I have to suffer the hollow feeling of misery once again before finally finding one to believe in... who may only hurt me, as before... living.. existing... is meaningless... ..<-----actually a million pieces
...:::RaMoNa:....	May 28 2008 1:53 AM aloha iz kog si grada?
Stigmata	May 22 2008 1:02 PM thats kinda cute in a way, when people say they faint from blood. usually it's big tough people or really "get away from me" people :) I get queasy when something's really gorey, which is why I refuse to see Saw 4 after hearing some of the things. I get compassionate towards the victims so it's really bad >.< Was typing more but I didnt know if I would give something away. Sorry, brain cant think cause its really tired after the senior campout/prank. zzzzZZZZZZ.....
Stigmata	May 22 2008 11:35 AM aww, that'd be neat, but if you do dont become a plastic celebrity :) although Im sure I dont need to warn you about that--you're pretty real to me. I hope you succeed in whatever you do (graduation effect is kicking in xD ), and be happy. Cause ya know... weird as it feels to people like us, happiness is good... I might never get used to it. If I ever find it, that is.... And I agree--some things just take waaay too much schooling. I remember how everyone wants to be a vet when they're little. When you get older you realize... it'll be a minimum of 8n years and at least $200,000. Is it really worth it?
★終わりと未来★	May 22 2008 10:02 AM oh yeah certainly lemme go call up my flyer driver guy haha
★終わりと未来★	May 22 2008 8:09 AM Sweet! but idk how I'll get there >_<
★終わりと未来★	May 22 2008 7:58 AM haha can i come? lol
★終わりと未来★	May 21 2008 1:51 PM Yeah I just graduated on saturday too did I already say that? Dang lucky I wanna party!!!
★終わりと未来★	May 21 2008 1:31 PM Aloha! YEah i'm jus chillin and yourself?
Stigmata	May 21 2008 1:27 PM aww, lucky you, you can party :) Im kinda glad high school's over...but the way things are right now I dont even wanna stay connected to this life at all...I want to fuck college, run away and live on my own somewhere, with no contact with family, friends, or...well duh, theres nothing else....I'm probably not capable of that though... what be your plans?
matija	May 21 2008 11:28 AM ah, meni je bilo glupo zbog kiše, ali inače je bilo ok.
matija	May 21 2008 11:02 AM a evo bio na bundeku pa se vratio i tako, kod tebe?
Stigmata	May 20 2008 6:47 AM awww, that kinda happened to me with poetry a long time ago... Ive kinda lost my inspiration for living :3 heh. yeah O.O; Well I'd read it, so if you post it or have already I will :> Sorry I really have no thoughts this morning...exhausted...body, spirit, mind, heart....and I dont expect I shall get over any of them soon
Stigmata	May 18 2008 4:38 PM I remember hearing somewhere that the entire world is literally run by a handful of people... which is interesting; makes me think of secret societies. Illuminati for life, man. xp Rules arent the issue, no, it's the brainwashing, turning people into sheep, then leading those sheep to a given thought process. People are so mindless... I mean if someone with my history can be positive and innocent half the time and believe in change, why cant everyone see it? Why does everyone love to hurt so much? And stir things up, and celebrate ignorance? A little mental self-discipline, and you'll find that it's easy to love your brothers, forgive them, and not let the bitterness fester in your wounds, inevitably caused by someone who has been hurt themselves... I wonder if I'm making any sense...? Is it coherent?
Lexie	May 18 2008 7:29 AM do you have such possibility? i cannot. I study in unuversity the 1st year only.
Lexie	May 18 2008 7:21 AM yeah=( tired of this studing!
Lexie	May 18 2008 7:12 AM how cool!!! i have exams on june.
Lexie	May 18 2008 7:01 AM i'm wrighting my essay =( it's raining,so i will not walk today. oh,summer...i miss it.
Lexie	May 18 2008 6:26 AM HI!!!!!!!!!!!!! how are u???
Stigmata	May 17 2008 10:08 PM oh true, I think most people are lucky enough to get to 5% :) It's good you actually think about it--most anarchists I know of are really just rebels without a cause, immature and just don't like having to abide by any moral standard, or be punished for not doing so. They're usually atheists too, probably for the exact same reason, and too afraid there might be something...more, intangible, untouchable, whatever it may be. And probably not able to defend it very well, either. The believe in the kind of anarchy that cant work--the kind that made us us create rules in the first place, the kind where it's all rape and pillage, strongest survives...animalistic, really. And no one wants to live like that. It's cruel and miserable. Hopefully one day there wont be a need for laws and government... And, yeah, skool ish wearying for the soul. Bleh.
Stigmata	May 15 2008 8:33 PM Anarchy will work far in the future, if things go the positive way, and man somehow evolves and realizes his faults and that anything but love is doomed to failure and destruction. For now we gotta master living with rules, before trying anything riskier, and at the moment we arent doing a very good job of it. So I like it, but I dont, eh? Just dont let school bog you down... you have a right to life of your own. School becomes your life, basically, but only if you let it. I havent done homework at home all year and Im still passing by doing it in school. :) It works--you prolly wont get all A's, but it works. Dont let your REAL life and what REALLY matters slip away, ever. Whatever that takes.
kyle 5-17-08	May 15 2008 1:52 PM cool
zenith	May 15 2008 1:42 PM ma i to je dobro ;)
kyle 5-17-08	May 15 2008 1:38 PM nm u
zenith	May 15 2008 1:05 PM ma ok...ali jebiga nemreš očekivati da će sve biti po loju...lakše je kad se ne nadaš preveč ;)
zenith	May 15 2008 12:52 AM a jebiga život su i porazi ne same pobjede
Stigmata	May 14 2008 6:57 PM and isnt freedom just great? especially when you're a senior. this weekend's my last days of work and my mom was like "well, youre not leaving til the middle of june so isnt money gonna be kinda tight?" and I was like...Dude. I havent had more than 3 days OFF all year because I went to school 5 days and work the other 2. The only thing I have in mind for summer is SLEEP. And exploring louisiana when I'm not doing that. At this point I dont even care about money--long as she helps out with gas $$ when I need it, I'm good. SO that's my plan. I hope yours go well too. I got a taste of the drama and utter BS that people can come up with and I didnt enjoy it one bit. So I hope everything gets back on track :)