Hakkımda:
"if i die trying now, i won't die wondering how life could've turned out."

I've been a thousand different people in the past twenty-five years. A leader, a follower, an individual, a piece of some scene, a serial dater, a cynical self-proclaimed old maid, a believer, a skeptic. I've been shy, outgoing, forceful, stubborn, far too giving, disloyal, loyal to a fault, trusting, paranoid, open-minded, closed off, and everything in between.
I don't believe my persona lies within my tastes, and I don't judge others by superficial things. I believe in God, but I put more faith in myself and the people I love than in anything supernatural. I'm nostalgic, but I don't want to live in my past. I don't regret things I've done or that have been done to me; all the shit I've lived through has made me a stronger, more complete person. I write in metaphors only because I'm too shy to be blunt. My brother and sisters are my best friends, and I would do anything for my family.
And I still want Jean Shepherd to narrate my life.
Kimle tanışmak isterim:
My past self. Jesus. J.D. Salinger. The ghost at the Orpheum. The Dalai Lama. Old friends. New friends. People who get me.