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I like going to church, playing video games, watching a good action or comedy movie, and chillin' with my homiesTake the quiz:
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Dr.Gregory House
You are the king of medicine! You are mean, snarky, and downright brilliant. People admire you, and sometimes think your a total bastard. Oh well, you dont really care!
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..You Are Mountain Dew Ultra hyper and full of energy, you're on a permanent sugar high.
Some people complain about your taste, but the do appreciate your power.
Your best soda match: Coke
Stay away from: Root BeerMusic
I'm am not going to take the time to list all of the music that I like. Music is the incredible though and if you would like to know more about my favorite music, feel free to ask. And if you have music that you think is really good and want me to hear, feel free to burn me a mix cd and I'll listen to it, or just give me a list of songs and I'll find them on a music site and listen to them.Movies
Basically all action and comedies. I am man enough to admit that I sit back and enjoy a chic flick or romantic comedy from time to time, but most of the time I watch action or comedy movies. But, The Princess Bride is my all time favorite movieTelevision
Family Guy, Everybody Loves Raymond, King of Queens, American Dad, Charmed, Angel, Bones, American Idol, Survivor, Most Comedy Stand-up Specials, but my favorite is freakin House M.D.Books
The Chronicles of Narnia, The Harry Potter Series, and the Series of Unfortunate Events, but my favorite is Hitchhikers Guide To The Galaxy.Heroes
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.. .. .. .. .. ....| You Are 92% Republican |
![]() There's no chance anyone would ever mistake you for a Democrat. |
| You Should Rule Saturn |
![]() You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature. And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance. You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life. You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past. |
| You're Totally Sarcastic |
![]() Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it. And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitutde, then too bad. So sad. |
| You Have Good Manners 80% of the Time |
![]() Of course you have the occasional slip up, but you even apologize with grace. |
| You Are a Ring Finger |
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| If You Were Born in 2893... |
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Hi, My Name Is Adam, Nice To Meet You!
I'm 18 years old and I am maddly in love with the Lord. I go to Todd Beamer High School and have to put up with some pretty annoying people. I love my youth group at OSBC. I spend most of my time at that church doing fun things with other people from the youth group. I absolutely love music of all kinds, mostly alternative, but if you here a good song, tell me about it, and if you have the cd let me take a quick listen, and I'll tell you what I think. My most valuable possesion is probably my 60G iPod video player or my xbox 360, which brings me to the other thing I like, video games.I like RPG's, action/adventure games, First person shooters, some racing games, and I also like to try my hand at a puzzle game every now and again. So again if you know of a cool game, especially for the xbox 360 let me know! I also enjoy watching a movie with good friends. Something about me that is unique is that I will watch any movie at least once before I shoot it down except for certain kids movies, certain chick flicks, and almost all thrillers I refuse to watch. Hope everybody learned something new about me today!
"And I just want to get mugged at knifepoint...
to get cut enough to wake me up...
cause I know that I don't want to die...
sitting around watching my life go by...
and what we take from this is what we'll get and we haven't quite figured it out just yet...
because all of us are all too stuck...
strapped to a chair watching our lives blow up...
stuck watching our lives blow up"..........
"Take a good look at Tommy, he’s a track star...
Good role model, had a change to go real far...
Then the school made a budget-cut...
Cut out the track team...
Now instead Tommy is a crack head...
Same-sex marriage in a state where they don’t care...
Murder is wrong but the jail time’s unfair...
Not to mention date rape, felony, and car theft...
Break it down and tell me what we’ve got left"..........
"She's been on my mind (she's working overtime)...
She's got perfect reasons...
Says she loves to talk to Jesus...
I think I'll believe her when she says...
Life can be so simple if we’d all just learn to pray...
She's got every little thing I wanted...
And it still feels just like the day it started...
I’ll say goodbye to the broken-hearted...
And I could never express the way I felt before tonight"..........
"It’s six in the morning here...
I lay awake I’m waiting for my mind to clear up...
So I can rewind and just count myself to sleep...
And everyday I want to climb to a new height...
My life is like the making of a long ride...
I started the ignition such a ling time ago"..........
"They say they're sorry, well what are they sorry for?...
How can they possible know what I'm going through?...
I feel like no one's ever had to deal with the pain that...
I'm dealing with right now. ...
Does anyone have answers?...
Just Six months ago everything was fine. or so it seemed. ...
What turn of event caused him to go downhill?...
His parents are devastated. ...
His girlfriend's depressed. ...
What was he thinking!?"..........
"Here they come now...
Will you come down?...
Make 'em run now...
On to the next town...
Here they come now...
Let's make 'em run now...
No time to fake now...
Everything breaks down"..........
"I guess it's safe to say you're never coming back...
And I understand why you wouldn't want to...
I guess it's up to me to find a way to get to you...
And I can't see you...
Getting used to...
Living in the midst of your perfection...
And I'm so lost...
How can you trust...
Somewhere the sun is always shining...
And there's just one last thing that I have to say...
As we reflect on the mess of all this that I've made...
It was cowardice that made me push you away...
I was so afraid cause you were so much better than me"..........
"He's the guy that you should feel sorry for...
He had the world but he thought that he wanted more...
I owe it all to the mistake he made back then...
I owe it all to my girl's ex-boyfriend...
If it wasn't for him...
I would still be searching...
If it wasn't for him...
I wouldn't know my best friend...
If it wasn't for him...
He would be able to see that...
If it wasn't for him...
He'd be as happy as me"..........
"Our concentration it contains a deadly flaw...
Our conversations change from words to blah, blah, blah...
We took prescription drugs...
But look how much good that did...
Well I think I had a point,...
But I just got distracted...
Lately it just seems to me...
Like we've got the letters A.D.D...
Branded into our mentality...
We simply can't focus on anything...
Because its...
17,18,19 routine...
And here at 23 it's the same old me...
And that one thing of the moment...
That we all happen to like will...
Only very temporarily...
Kinda break the cycle...
Of the double edged sword...
Of being lazy and being bored...
We just want more and more and more...
Till it's all we can afford...
To keep out eyes open for just one more day...
To keep on hoping that we'll stumble on a way...
To keep our minds open for just one more day...
Cause its completely up to us...
To maintain consciousness...
Well no one can possibly listen to this...
More that 4 reps is just monotonous...
We're losing interest,...
Losing interest,...
Losing interest"..........
"Can't take it anymore, shaken till we move the floor...
What are we waiting for? Lets go!...
Tired of being ordinary, don't care if theres people staring...
I know you said you'd carry me on...
I'm not invisible like you, next time things get a little messed up...
I'll shine, but I'll never be see-through...
I'm fine just trying to wake the rest up"..........
"I'll pick you up, won't let you fall...
I'll build your trust and it won't hurt at all,...
Your only drug will let you down,...
I'm through now, so take me and blow me away"..........
"I've always been strong...
But can't make this happen...
'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in...
The fear of becoming...
I'm so tired of running...
And I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in...
I want to breathe you in"..........
"shine...
make ..em wonder what you..ve got...
make ..em wish that they were not...
on the outside looking bored...
shine...
let it shine before all men...
let..em see good works, and then...
let ..em glorify the Lord"..........
"Hold the milk, put back the sugar...
They are powerless to console...
We've gathered here to sprinkle ashes...
from our late friend's cereal bowl...
Breakfast Clubbers, say the motto...
that he taught us to repeat:...
"You will lose it in your gym class...
if you wait ..til noon to eat."...
Back when the Chess Club said our eggs were soft...
every Monday he'd say grace and hold our juice aloft...
Oh, none of us knew his checkout time would come so soon...
But before his brain stopped waving, he composed this tune:...
WHEN THE TOAST IS BURNED...
AND ALL THE MILK HAS TURNED...
AND CAPTAIN CRUNCH IS WAVING FAREWELL...
WHEN THE BIG ONE FINDS YOU...
MAY THIS SONG REMIND YOU...
THAT THEY DON'T SERVE BREAKFAST IN HELL...
Breakfast clubbers, drop the hankies...
Though to some our friend was odd,...
that day he bought those pine pajamas...
his check was good with God...
Those here without the Lord,...
how do you cope?...
For this morning we don't mourn...
like those who have no hope...
Oh, rise up, Fruit Loop lovers -...
sing out sweet & low...
With spoons held high...
we bid our brother, "Cheerio!""..........
"I’m forgiven because You were forsaken...
I’m accepted, You were condemned...
I’m alive and well, Your Spirit is within me...
Because You died and rose again...
Amazing love, how can it be...
That You, my King, should die for me?...
Amazing love, I know it’s true...
It’s my joy to honor You...
In all I do, to honor You...
You are my King...
You are my King...
Jesus, You are my King...
You are my King"..........
"It’s the song of the redeemed...
Rising from the African plain...
It’s the song of the forgiven...
Drowning out the Amazon rain...
The song of Asian believers...
Filled with God’s holy fire...
It’s every tribe, every tongue, every nation...
A love song born of a grateful choir...
It’s all God’s children singing...
Glory, glory, hallelujah...
He reigns, He reigns...
It’s all God’s children singing...
Glory, glory, hallelujah...
He reigns, He reigns...
Let it rise about the four winds...
Caught up in the heavenly sound...
Let praises echo from the towers of cathedrals...
To the faithful gathered underground...
Of all the songs sung from the dawn of creation...
Some were meant to persist...
Of all the bells rung from a thousand steeples...
None rings truer than this...
And all the powers of darkness...
Tremble at what they’ve just heard...
‘Cause all the powers of darkness...
Can’t drown out a single word...
When all God’s children sing out...
Glory, glory, hallelujah...
He reigns, He reigns...
All God’s people singing...
Glory, glory, hallelujah...
He reigns, He reigns"..........
"Just listen to the politican wishing his position like to say...
And a constant in the constitution is that there can't be one solution...
it'd be so far from the truth and we would hate it anway...
Opinions are immunity to being told you're wrong...
Paper, rock, and scissors they all have their pros and cons...
And all of us we will endure...
Just like we always have...
But you just can't be too sure...
How long this will last...
Cause we control the chaos...
In the back of our minds...
Our problems seem so small...
But the grow on us like gravity...
But gravity still makes us fall"..........
"Johnny's daddy was taking him fishin'...
He was eight years old. ...
Little girl came through the front gate...
holdin' a fishin' pole. ...
His dad looked down and smiled,...
said, "We can't leave her behind"...
"Son, I know you don't want her to go,...
but someday you'll change your mind."...
And Johnny said,...
"Take Jimmy Johnson,...
take Tommy Tompson. ...
Take my best friend, Bo. ...
Take anybody that you want as...
long as she don't go. ...
Take any boy in the world,...
daddy please, don't take the girl."...
Same old boy, same sweet girl...
ten years down the road. ...
He held her tight and kissed her lips in...
front of the picture show. ...
Stranger came and pulled a gun...
Grabbed her by the arm said "If you do what I tell you to, there won't be any harm"...
And Johnny said "Take my money,...
take my wallet,...
take my credit cards. ...
Here's the watch that my grandpa gave me...
Here's the key to my car...
Mister give it a whirl,...
But please don't take the girl."...
Same old boy...
Same sweet girl...
Five years down the road...
There's gonna be a little one and she...
says it's time to go. ...
Doctor says the baby's fine...
but you'll have to leave...
'Cause his momma's fading fast and...
Johnny hit his knees and there he prayed...
"Take the very breath you gave me. ...
Take the heart from my chest. ...
I'll gladly take her place if you'll let me,...
make this my last request. ...
Take me out of this world...
God, please don't take the girl"...
Johnny's daddy...
Was taking him fishin'...
When he was eight years old"..........
From underneath...
I wanted you...
To see the first thing that I ever poured my heart into...
You'll never know the pain that I've been through...
I'm not so sure you'll ever know...
and so I'll make you understand that words that filled my life...
Were not from you but from my fathers hand...
Do you remember that cold day in december...
Leaving everything you knew behind...
I may never know how it feels to stand beside you...
Or take your hand...
when I need some direction...
And I may never know what it's like to see...
You smile back at me or know you'd be proud of me...
From underneath I promise to...
Erase the past and let my heart forgive the former you...
Replace the dark of old and start brand new...
I never thought I'd see the day...
I'd walk toward the end of life and turn the other way...
I'm reaching out to take my fathers hand...
Do you remember...
That cold day in december...
Leaving everything you knew behind...
I may never know how it feels to stand beside you...
Or take your hand...
When I need some direction...
And I may never know what it's like to see...
You smile back at me or know you'd be proud of me..........
I met you at the club that night...
around was spinning records...
and my heart said...
hey now...
hey now...
hey now...
hey now...
yaaaow...
you said you were pleased to meet me...
through the sweet smell of your perfume...
blew me...
away now...
away now...
away now...
away now...
yaaaow...
later on that week we went out,...
talked under the stars until the next...
day now...
day now...
day now...
day now...
yaaaow...
you drank your fruitopia...
and we never ran out of things to...
say now...
say now...
say now...
say now...
yaaow...
any minute im not with you...
i hope ill see you soon...
theres just something that happens...
when you walk into the room...
and instantly i feel so complete...
it hits me right about the time you kiss my cheek...
and you give me this feeling...
its like no other feeling...
but it knocks me off my feet...
please dont ask me what i like about you...
cause its every little thing you do...
and thats just the way you make me feel...
and i dont think...
that there are any others out there like you...
and i wont blink cause that would mean...
i would miss a second beside you...
and maybe you know what i mean...
or maybe this is just a dream...
i pinch myself just to make sure...
but im still here and there you are...
i wonder why we just met now...
it just kind of happened somehow...
but here we are together and...
thats all that matters in the end...
and instantly i feel so complete...
it hits me right about the time you kiss my cheek...
and you give me this feeling...
its like no other feeling...
but it knocks me off my feet...
please dont ask me what i like about you...
cause its every little thing you do...
and thats just the way you make me feel...
you can never ask for too much...
cause id travel the world just to feel your touch...
thats just the way you make me feel..........
Those are just some of my favorite song quotes
| You Know You're From Seattle When... |
| You have a very strong opinion about where your coffee beans are grown, and you can taste the difference between Sumatran and Ethiopian You feel guilty throwing an aluminum can in the trash. You use the words "sun break" and know what it means. You know more than 10 words to describe a cup of coffee. You know what a dry cappachino is. You obey all traffic laws EXCEPT "keep right except to pass." You know at least eight people who work for either Microsoft or Boeing. You invite twice as many people as you really want to a party since only half will actually show up. You know what Lutefiske is. You personally know someone from Alaska. You consider floating bridges a pain in the butt, not an engineering marvel. You know how to pronounce "Sequim", "Puyallup" and "Issaquah." You have roots in Oregon, Idaho or Montana, but wanted a high paying job. You've tried to get a job in Alaska, especially a summer job only. You think skiing always means being covered from head to toe, on snow or water. You know at least three Microsoft burnouts, of which two are millionaires. You use more than 5 words to order a cup of coffee. "I want to order an unleaded, double, short, skinny, wet cappuccino with a shot of Amaretto please." A "designer" wardrobe comes from REI, Eddie Bauer, Lands End, and Birkenstock. You consider it a sunny day if the sun is visible at some point of the day. You've been "snow" skiing in the RAIN more than in the snow. When you're discussing rainforests and volcanoes, you're NOT talking about Hawaii. You Remember the Kingdome You have tried to forget about WTO You know how BLUE the skies are here compared to Eastern Washington The guy at 8:30 am at Starbucks wearing the baseball cap and sunglasses who looks like Phyllis Diller is really a trans named Eva Destruction that used to play with Hole. Your car insurance costs more because your neighbors don't have any! Your mayor is straight, 1/2 your friends are gay, the man who delivers your mail has a bumper sticker that reads "when they pry it from my cold dead fingers....", and your Burger World drive thru order taker was a computer millionaire last week. You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Seattle. |
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- Status: Single
- Here for: Friends
- Hometown: Federal Way
- Orientation: Straight
- Body type: 6' 0" / More to love!
- Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
- Religion: Christian - other
- Zodiac Sign: Pisces
- Children: Someday
- Education: High school
- Income: Less than $30,000
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Todd Beamer High School
- Federal Way, WA
- Graduated: N/A
- Degree: None
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10 of 286MoreI am not strange :( and I'm most def. not a stranger. bwhaha.
Ello' Stranger.
I <3 you too =)
HMPH!
you are welcome =)
<3
btw, I did not tell zach to punch you in the you know what 19 times. hes a liarr!! D: aha.
Happy birthday Broha.
Fer serious.
Happy birthday Adam. :) I hope you have a good one... hopefully talk to you soon-ish. yeah.. I'm out now.. that nightquil stuff is knocking me out now.. :P well. yeah.. talk to you later gator. <3
oh yeah.. I saw that family guy episode that you were talking about awhile ago. :)
okay im off to bed now before I fall asleep..but im so comfy. haha. okay
gone now
I swear it
happy birthday!
<3
=)
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;) wellllll mister smarty pants ! lol i havent got on in over a week :D! lol u gooose!
Adam u gotta work on those hugs of yours ;) lol jk just the one u gave me was SLACKIN!!! lol nah it was good haha it was definately ! an Adam hug tho! :D lol
So when I woke up this morning.. something told me to get online and then I remembered that I had to leave you a comment about something.. I think it was involving jingling cheese (oh jeez if anyone else reads this they are going to have nooo idea what I'm talking about and think I'm nutzo!) anyways. I got sleep :) my aunt woke me up at 11. don't worry about me :)
<3 Manda