"Now we're like remember calvin and the house across the street from emilys old house. in another 7 years we'll be like remember when we got stoned and sat in a circle singing pass the dutchie and sharing a smoke."
just reading stephs journal, dated march 18th '06, i remember that day so well, i even have the photos. so many things i wanted to say to you and didn't. missing and thinking of you everyday beautiful girl. love from emily xox
wish you were here gonna go and see you today, i dream about you but your missing in my dreams too. i regret a lot. i was in chatswood yesterday, i went past the place that sells our chicken schnitzels near the old kk and the place we got milkshakes when we were little after watching too much now and then, you were roberta, i was teeny and steph was sam and we made bridget the other one because liam was a boy and couldnt be a part of it hehe. anyway love you, miss you kiddo.
hey gee, been reading so much harry potter lately.. remember how many times we went and saw the first movie, i could count at least 5, and in year 8 we wagged school for the first time ever to go see the second one and you were scared in chatswood chase because you thought a teacher would see you :) playing hp trivia in your living room, 'whats the password to the slytherin common room in the second book?' "PUREBLOOD" and our matching single bed harry potter bedspreads we got when we were 11 which you still always used even in hospital. how devo you were when fred and hedwig died, when your mum won that dvd player in like 01 at westfield and you got harry potter on dvd too. or at my old house in chatswood in 02 when i got the game on playstation and we took turns at trying to burn off voldermorts face haha. i got my old computer working and found so many photos off my old phone.. your birthday buffet at pizza hut with me and steph, being too pov to get more than one refill cup, us lining our bags with napkins and stealing all the pizza :) or when we went to your house and got really drunk and i told the pizza guy my name was fairy bread and we laughed for so long and steph hated it and went outside to smoke while we laughed some more and teased her, we teased her a lot :).. well im off to read some more love you x
Haven't been on My Space in forever!!! Was just going through my inbox and i found a message from you titled 'Food, Glorious Food!' hahaha. It was when i was going to order all that American Food from that online shop and i couldn't find the Twizzlers. Then you messaged me back saying that you'd found them and to order them! I never did. There's still a Dr.Pepper in the fridge from Sugar Fix for you. I love you and i miss you bug xoxo Your big sis Holly.
i watched all the cky movies last night, steveos tour and the cky music video dvd we watched on repeat back in the day. your funeral last week was beautiful, me, bell, bec and leece went to the wrong place for the burial and got major lost, so did steph and liam. trust us huh lol? after everyone left all the old crew hung out on the grass round your grave, it was nice being with them all after so long like you would've wanted. we're all hanging out this saturday. i went into your room and found lots of my old clothes from years ago haha. mm, i hope you can read this. anyway love you, miss you xox
i went shopping for your funeral today, it felt wrong trying to pick out a dress suitable for it, you know i dont have any proper clothes for this kind of occassion, i was gonna steal some cool black gloves from myer but i wussed out lol. i dont want to go tomorrow gee. i would anything to have you back. love you
i love you i miss you, remember when we stole those cruisers from your sisters 21st and her menthol cigarettes when we were 13. or when we were 11 and had that crush on milo and followed him home until he finally lost us and we sat there with our toliet lipglosses that we won at the old timezone chatswood. or when you poured that gravy all over you. or when your mum brought you that ghost story book at kmart and we stayed up all night reading it and couldnt get to sleep. i love you, i love you. i miss you.
well i hope you're feeling well enough to come down, even if it's for a bit! make sure you register [www. noiseandkisses. com] so then you don't have to pay to get in. hehe!! =]
geoooo i don't know if you'd be well enough, or whatever.. but just in case..
i lvoe youu prettygirl!
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next week is noise and kisses' opening night, and it is going to be epic. heroes for hire are playing live + a heap of different djs there's $4 spirits all night it's going to be amazing, and i hope to see you there!
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