Preston Bullard

About me:

Friendship is forever, and they shape you like you shape them.
Never let 'em go...

The name's Preston. I'm a lot like a big kid. I'm hyper and spastic, with a love for fun, the outdoors, internet, and randomness. I've also been told I'm mature for my age, but that's probably a matter of opinion. :)

I'm a writer, of stories and poetry both. I love the outdoors, and would rather spend the day with someone close to my heart outside than at a party with a ton of friends inside.

I love music, my life is fairly centered around it, I always have some sort of music playing, and if not, then I am probably humming whatever I listened to last. I write lyrics as well, and often present them to those more instrumentally oriented than I to put music to it.

I'm a hopeless romantic, I too often let my heart stray from where it belongs... and so too often get hurt... *sighs* I'm a very charismatic person and get along with people from all walks of life. I've not had an easy one, and so choose not to discriminate against others, you never know what someone else has been through, so I try not to add to their pains.

I love the fantasy world, and LOTR is friggin amazing.

I know and respect God in my life, and accept Jesus as my true savior. But sometimes me and God definitely disagree on things. I grew up Mormon, but am not sure where I'm at now. I have some amazing friends, and there are people in my life I know for sure would do anything for me. Too often I forget that.

I've learned first hand how little things can save lives. Never stay your hand from a kind act, no matter how seemingly insignificant. A hello can save a life. I always try to be the best person I can be, and I love easily. There have been times in my life I never told people I loved them before they were gone, so now I remind the people I love that I do as often as I can, male or female.

Over all, I like who I am. Most other people do too. I've changed a lot since I was young, and it's been hard to be me. But in the end, I'm rather glad for my hand in life. Anything else? Drop me an Email.

Right next to you...

So, I'm not the right person for you.
I've done all I can...
But nothing is really there.

The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who does not want to love you.

A life with love will be bittersweet with some scratches and thorns,
but a life without love will have no roses, candy or kisses to ease the pain.

The greatest pain in life is loving someone you can never have.

Love begins with a smile,
grows with a kiss,
and ends with a teardrop.

The worst thing you can do to anyone,
is make them fall for you...
And have no intention to catch them.

Crushes will always end,
and the tears will go away,
but love is so very different,
and the tears they will forever stay.

Oftimes we say goodbye to the person
we love without wanting to.
Though that doesn’t mean that
we've stopped loving them
or we've even ceased to care.
Sometimes goodbye is
a painful way to say I love you.

Better to have never have met you,
better to have never lived the dream,
than to awaken and reach for hands that are not there.

There is a pain that I feel
which you will never know
because it is from you not being there.

They say no matter how dark the night is,
the sun always rises again...
I say lost love makes one realize that
the sun will set on us again,
no matter how bright the day.

The worst way to miss you...
Is when I'm sitting right next to you...

PRESTON KENDALL BULLARD



Favorite Saying('s):

A life with love will be bitter with some scratches and thorns,
but a life without love will have no roses, candy or kisses to ease the pain. -- Me

Punch you... In the Eye... -- Crystal Barr

"Hey man... You gotta little dick..."
"Yeah? Well you wouldn't say that if I stuck it up your ass now would you?!" -- Carlos Mencia

"I'm gonna wrestle a COUGAR!!!" -- Paul Powell
"Well you're either alot braver than me. Or just stupid." -- Me
"No. I'm not brave. I'm fuckin' stupid." -- Paul Powell

"I'M LOST!" -- Me

"Sorry dude I looked over and Shane and Nicole started fucking so I had to go." -- Ryan

Falling out of love hurts like... nothing else I've ever felt... It's like having nothing in your chest, and it threatens to implode, to cave in, to break apart and crush your withered heart further into nothingness, and you half hope for it to happen, simply to end the pain. Every beat of the heart is hell in your chest, a dull ache, like a migraine, but so much worse... It permeates through every single thing you do, through every word and action it can be heard and seen... There is no pain like it, and I hate it. -- Me

"To me, every life is precious. Every bug has its place, every spider has its day." -- Me

"Gospel? You want gospel? I'll give you gospel. I'll shove a Bible so far up your ass..." -- Me

True Love is the one and only real drug. Sweet and addicting, it is this true-drug that all street drugs attempt to imitate. They all try to give you that feeling of elation, of knowing that you are the greatest in the world, that you can do anything. But it is a sad and sick imitation, which only leads to pain and heartache. Love is the one thing that can take you higher than any pill or powder can ever take you. -- Me

"Do friendships truly fade away?
Or are they just hiding, waiting to play another part?
Though we may tuck them away,
Friendships leave a mark, an imprint on our heart.
They never truly fade,
Even though we may forge anew,
They helped us in the way we are made,
And the memories you create with them can never be renewed." -- My poem "Fade"

"I’m not supposed to love you,
I’m not supposed to care...
I’m not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I’m not supposed to wonder
Where you are or what you do,
But I’m sorry,
I can’t help myself…
Because I still love you… -- Unknown Author