Saii, I'm so sorry for not writting to you in such a long time, im horrible but i do have a reason but yeaaaah still im horrible for not writting you. School is keeping me busy and it drives me crazy, i never have time to do anything, not even to relax and write a comment to you, not even a email i was suppose to do a long time ago ): I will write you one asap when school isnt keeping me busy which will probably be soon since i have a week of in october, i hope you are doing okay and i hope to talk with you soon (: take care. ♥
I don't blame you at all, i'm fucking tired of myspace too but still i always log online but seriously i never use it xD Of course we could start write e -mails. (: if thats what will make us continue to talk and keep contact, YEEEEES! (: Really? you are so lucky, pretty much all the schools and stuff like that starts in august, school was shit, i'm already tirefd of it and i don't know what to do .___. and guess what, i miss Dir en grey so much ): i have been thinking so much about them lately. I won't send you a postcard, i will kidnap you and take you with me to Tokyo, hahaha <3 I'll send you one for sure (: I hope you are doing great. ♥
Hahaha okay i wont imagine you drunk xD hahaha maybe i would get scared if i did, naaah just kidding. I'm sorry it took me ages to answer back, i have been busy and so stressed lately since im starting school tomorrow .__. i'm going back to hell. You are sooo lucky to start in september, i wish i could too, seriously im going to die soon, hahaha. how have you been doing? it feels like we havent talked in ages, i hope everything is fine with you, take care <3 ♥
Hahahaha! no i didnt drink or smoke something strange, i'm just being honest but don't worry, i won't scare you or fall in love with you xD but someone else will. Hahaha Die drunk and you drunk, that would be crazy and i bet way too many things would happen but i would love that to happen to you ^^, Anyways, i love your room it looks great, it might be messy but who's room isnt? Goooosh i love your Dir en grey wall *drool* it looks sooo good, i bet you must wake up happy when you see all those pretty faces and i must say, i love your bed, its really pretty ^^, I'm lazy too as always but soon there will be no time for that since school starts again very soon. when do you start university again? ♥
They do adore you so you better believe that (: It just sucks it went by so fast, im sure if you had more time at the sign session they would have fallen in love with you, haha. Yet again, you are so lucky you met them, im really jealous, actually dying of jealousy, hahaha xD Okay now i understand what you meeant that it makes you think of Harry Potter. I actually went to see Harry Potter & the Half Blood PRINCE last week, i'm such a nerd. You are smart, that you actually have a extern hard disk in case something like that would happen you but i actually bought one the same day it happened so i'm keeping everything i have with Dir en grey. That sounds like you have gotten an amazing bedroom now, i would love to see it but i guess that impossible, hahaha. anyways how are you doing? (: ♥
Yes i'm naughty, hahaha xD Thye are soo looking at you, they adore you, i can tell, maybe they adore way too much? haha *dies* wait prince makes you think of Harry Potter, why? =/ Oh now i understand what you were writing me, only the thrid year students are allowed to study in another country, thats amazing actually, i wish i could be able to do that .____. but yeah, i can believe its a hard work but you'll manage. Guess what, my computer crashed the other day, everything >.< I freaked out cause all i could think of was everything i had with Dir en grey but yeah i survived, haha xD so tell me, how are you doing lately? ♥
promise not to laugh? i couldn't keep that promise. HAHAHAHAHA!! xD i'm laughing my ass of, that made my day, how i love Kaoru & Toshiya now. I think you know what they are looking at, don't deny it, hahahaha xD i wish i was there to see it all with my own eyes. Thank you for showing me that picture, it really cheered me up. Come to Sweden and study, don't do that, swedish people are awful, i won't lie, they are and it will be hard for you since you don't speak swedish =/ You'll find something better, im sure but arent you in university already? lucky you. I agree, the weather really is strange but thats nice you had a hot nice day in France but you are probably right, it might rain, it always does here so it wouldnt suprise me. Oh i just noticed that i can't see my prince in the picture of the sign session, haha. and please, don't ever tell people i just called him prince, i might get killed xD ♥
Hahahaha you spent 36 euro in a bookstore, wow you are crazy but you must love to read so thats good (: I know, the weather is so weird at the moment, like here in Sweden its been weird the entire summer, warm, rain, warm and latley its been shitty weather and it says it won't get better, urgh .___. how the weather in France? i bet its better than here. Oh well, he might not answer to you but life goes on and you will forget him soon, maybe you already did, hahaha i mean, sorry =/ haha i bet you are doing more this summer than me, i'm always broke and i can't ask my mom for money, i havent since last year and to do it now wouldnt feel right .__. anyways whats your plans for the weekend? ♥
I hope he took your email in a good way, that he is pissed or anything and that he atleast writes you back, you deserve that, i hope you know what i mean and hopefully you can still continue to talk as friends? i dunno, maybe you don't want that either, hahahaha xD I'm sure you will find a girl soon or why not a guy, maybe you were just with the wrong guy but yeees, you are amazing and you will meet someone soon (: Awww did you find any pretty dresses when you went out shopping? you sent a file for university, why may i ask? =/ but as you say aswell, i hope you didnt miss anything. What im doing this summer, you know, good question, nothing special, i had so many plans before the summer but then when it stared i remembered i've got no money, hahaha so here i am in Sweden the intire time, urgh >.< what are you doing this summer? i hope you are enjoying it a lot. ♥
Hahahaha your not a whore, not at all, somehow i understand how you feel. You can't force yourself + it wouldnt be right to him either, he deserves to know the truth and i hope you have told him how you feel (: I bet you are going to find someone new soon, maybe a girl (; I mean, i bet there are many who wants to be with, both girls and boys so you will get over this really fast, oh man im mean but i believe that. Ficking fangirls, i hated it when they screamed Kyô all the time, especially when they stopped playing, shut the fuck up fuckers xD hahah ofcourse you watched Die the whole time but there is nothing wrong with that, nono (: so tell me, how is your summer going so far? hopefully better than mine, hahaha. ♥
Lets be in a bad mood together, okay? .____. i'm in such a horrible mood that i actually feel like i could kill myself at this very moment but okay enough of that. Anyways enough of that, i'm really sorry to hear what happened when you met your boyfriend, i was really excited about the fact you would see your boyfriend but now i dunno since you are really confused and feels the way you do, if only i could do anything .___. but i suck on the whole love thing, i hate the fact i cant help people when it's about love ): have you talked with him about how you feel? Oh man, it must be scary when he talks about the future, plans and how much he loves you =/ but guess what, i didnt get your whole comment, fucking crap myspace, it ended "I hate when he says "I'll love you forever". I don't want" i don't understand why myspace is like that now, it never was like that, rawr >.< Hahahaha what your bestfriend said during their concerts, i almost died of laugh xD that was epic. " if he leaves the stage, i kill them all!" HAHAHAHA! xD Fangirls are everywhere sadly, i just wish they could understand how Kyô feels about that, urgh i felt so sorry for him but oh well, he didnt leave the stage thank god. Die was amazing, no he was incredible but the sad thing i only had my eyes on Kyô and Shinya xD I miss them so much )': i could actually start crying soon because its hard talking about them. anyways i hope you find time to write back to me because i want to know the whole story what happened with you and your boyfriend ^^, ♥
That made my day that i even stared to cry xD I'm really gay but i think i have all right to do that since its Dir En Grey. oh and guess what, they screamed "kawaii" aswell, urgh. whats so kawaii with them? hahahahaha xD but okay you need to tell me what you have been up to latley since we never talk anymore, my fault, i know ): but feel free to write me when you have time and i will promise that i'll write you back really fast. take care <3 ♥
I did it again .___. Man i suck big times when it comes to reply back so i really don't expect you to answer me back + arent your boyfriend with you know? (: If he is, i hope you are having an amazing time and enjoying it to the fullest, if he isnt there yet, well then you have to enjoy it when he comes there (; I won't come with reasons why i havent written you back because it feels like i always leave apologize's to people and i'm getting tired of that to be honest. But the truth is, i miss getting comments from you so i need to stop and start write to you again. You might think i'm really nerdy when i'm going to tell you about Dir En Grey but i can't help it. So okay, it was a festival and they played last saturday, i was also there friday but thats not important. so Dir en Grey stared to play around 9:30pm. OH MY GOD! The moment Kyô came out on stage, i pretty much died, i dunno what happened with me but i was just standing there, i was really gone, i couldnt believe he was so close, same with all the others, i couldnt believe it, that they were infront of me about to start do what they do best. Kyô is something special live, why alot of people say he is really bad live is something i will never understand because he has everything, i was blowed away when he was singing and the way he can change his voice during the songs, holy fuck, it was amazing. They all looked good and they looked really happy which made me smile like an idiot, they only bad thing was when all the fangirls stared to scream "Kyô" over and over again that Kyô actually turned his back and stopped singing, it pissed me off that i actually screamed out loud. Its hard to explain a concert but i think you understand since you saw them aswell not long ago but that concert changed my life and i can't thank them enough. DAMN! i wish i could have meet them ._______. Ahhhh they played The Final ♥ next comment ------>
HEEEEEEEEY! (: I'm so sorry i havent answered back to you in such a long time, i feel bad because of that to be honest =/ I hope you arent mad at me or anything, i just didnt feel like being online last week, i was so busy and i took it easy without being online. Soooo i saw Dir en Grey on saturday, OMFG! :D :D :D :D do you wanna hear about it? and you need to tell me what you have been up to lately since we havent talked in a long time. ♥
I agree, i hate the word "kawaii" alot but it depends on who says it, when stupid fangirls write it and all that shit, i really can't stand it and i never really use that word, just sometimes when i'm being nerdy but yeah i would never say "kawaii" to someone in real life, hahaha x'D Thank you for your kindness <3 To be honest, being in a bad mood is me, i always feel some kind of hate, i'm just such a negative person and i can never really see things in a positive way and that day so much from my past came up in my head and it made me insane because everything in it is bad so thats why i had a bad day and all that but im doing better now, thank you once again (: That's scary that you almost saw a guy looking like Kyô while you were at your bank account, that would freak me out but okay he didnt have hair, thats not a good thing and same ggoes for not wearing cloths like Kyô does, nono xD A baby-doll? tell me more about it, it sounds interesting actually. Oh you have a blood disease? wow isnt that hard sometimes? like the time you went up at 6:00 am? No i'm always tired, it doesnt matter when i go to sleep or when i wake up, i'm always dead tired which is hard and it sucks because i wanna get rid off that .___. Hahahahaha before i concert, i cant eat or drink and either sleep because im so excited and nervous but its all worth it (: I would love them to play songs like Obscure, Clever Sleazoid, Glass Skin, Namamekashiki Ansoku, Tomadoi ni Hohoemi and Ain't Afraid to Die and old songs but there is no reason to write those songs because im sure they won't play any of them ): anyways i hope you are having an amazing saturday <3 ♥
Konnichiwa! (; Oh yes, i'm gay, i know but i felt like writing in japanese haha xD I'm sorry it took me ages to answer back, i havent been in the greatest mood lately so i stayed away for a while and took some time to think but i'm doing way better now. I'm soooooooooooooooo excited about seeing Dir en Grey in a week and actually see my boy for real and not in pictures and videos because i believe he is way prettier in real and way awesome (: Anyways that sounds great what you ended up doing instead of going to the movies, did you buy anything special? My day was okay, i ended up sleeping half of the day, i just didnt feel like going up, i was so tired and still tired, hahaha xD so tell me, whats your plans for tomorrow? oh shit, havent you noticed that we stoped talking about Dir en Grey? that's not right D: If we don't talk today, i'll say oyasuminasai <3 Talk to you tomorrow hopefully (: ♥
Yummy, asian food, yes please (; i would love to go there someday in the future and buy a lot of it. HAHAHAHA!! he is 14 years old? well that tells it all, she is such a fangirl its sad. You have right, everything is on the internet so there is not a point of watching tv but i still do sometimes but not often, it bores me .____. Anyways how are you doing today? I'm dead tired ): ♥
Hahaha it was a joke? i'm so stupid, my fault xD Thats so cool that you have that kind of thing in France, i only thought New York had that to be honest but im a little after so i guess thats okay but you need to take me there because i want to see asian people xD Oh wow you really are special, you dont watch tv or listen to the radio, okay the radio is a thing i understand but yeah watching no tv is strange but than again, its a good thing (: I like some blond people but not many, most of them are fake and bitches and i really dislike that but my closest friend is blond and i accept her (; But German's are special in a bad way, i promise, you'll notice that the day you got to Germany. Hahaha thanks to that person for not knowing about Kyô's tattoo, now i'm not the only one but soon i will see it hopefully x'D Okay i will search for her name because i need to see her profile so i guess that means i have to add her, ewwww but it will be fun to see her profile and see how stupid she really is. I feel bad for Die, for having fans like that ._____. ♥
woohoo wait, In the Chinese area? what do you mean by that? hahaha xD maybe i should be scared now but that would be nice of you if you could guide me (: Only 18 months, what happened? poor you but be happy you don't remember that and your arm not so long ago, i believe thats very painful but you sruvived. Do not wish you were born as German because those people are sooo weird and its the same with them, they refuse to speak english with people who speak english, it bothers me + germans are really really ugly, ewwww. But living in Germany when Dir en Grey plays there, yes please (: i nedd to check that tattoo he has as a butterfly now because i never knew it had something to do with Kiyoharu but thats cool. You are attractive to weird guys but thats good, as long as you arent attractive to the guys i like, its all fine x'D I will start listen to more japanese and korean music because its so different from what we have and in america so yep, i'm tired of american artists and bands so i guess its time to get into something else. HAHAHAHA!!! stupid girl who added you, seriously, wtf? cute, nooooooo and her name says everything, STUPID FANGIRL, grow up, he is 34 years old...ewww but did you add her back? i want to see her myspace so badly xD ♥
That's very true, i'm not a fan of wine so i guess that's okay but still, everyone should know that, including me, hahaha xD I'm going to paris one day, write that down xD but i promise, i'll let you know when i have the money because Paris is one of the citys i have to see before i die. Shiiiit! you have broken your arm and also leg, that must be really painful .___. it hurts me now and i havent even been through that, haha i'm such a nerd but you made it and you still have your arm and leg xD German people always have luck, there is always loads of concerts there but yeah, 6 times, why? *cries* they should focus on France and Sweden, not Germany, we deserve some love aswell, we are better ;D Kyô is a fan of him, i had no idea =/ where have i been all this time? now i have to become a fan of him aswell, hahaha i'm just kidding, im not that obsessed. I think its really cool that you listen to violent music and also that you likes to listen to Korean pop or rap and that you actually stand for, its amazing and i wish i was like that too, i would love to be more open about music but maybe i should try something new, like Korean pop and rap but i must say i like japanese pop xD Oh i have heard of KAT-TUN, i must check them out (; Now i know which one is your fave member, he looks okay x'D ♥
Hahahaha okay i'm really stupid, i should have know what Bordeaux were famous for, haha loser me x'D but thank you for telling me. Itsnt Paris a nice city? i have always wanted to go there which is weird since i dislike french people but that place inspires, especially at nights, it looks so nice and romantic xD I really think thats right, it must be like that with people who lives in the capital but it annoys me in so many ways. That's a good reason for doing it yourself, you don't have to spend money on it but still .___. but like i told you before, you are brave and maybe you don't have any problems with pain, i dunno. No i havent seen them before ): they were here 2007 but i couldnt go sadly so i'm so happy i'm finally seeing them, finally seeing some japanese guys. I believe you when you say you don't notice that Kyô is short. A friend of mine saw them in Germany at Rock Am Ring and she said they were really bad live, i couldnt believe that and i still cant xD I actually looked up Kiyoharu but nooo, i didnt like what i was hearing but you have all the right to like him (: Those five Korean boys, they were interesting in a way, hahaha its weird you like them but at the same time it makes me smile, i didnt know you liked that kind of music. Sorry i cant guess your fave member so you have to tell me (: ♥
Okay so i have something to say since we are talking about people from France and how it depends on where they are from, people from Stockholm here in Sweden, they really think they are something, i dunno why really, maybe they think they are the greatest since Stockholm is the capital but i really can't stand them, they are really rude and sooo stupid and sadly all the concerts are there most of the time so you never get rid of them, haha i'm glad i live in Gothenburg xD Okay but is Bordeaux near where you live now? i have heard of it but i dunno, i can't remember where it is in France =/ I think Kaoru might be nicer next time, if i meet him next weekend, i'll kick his ass for not smiling to you, hahahaha xD Thank you for not giving up on Dir en Grey, i would die if that happened x'D Wow you have done 2 of your piercing yourself? you are brave (: I can understand it hurts when you sleep but it goes away when its healed, its that right? xD hahahaha oh yes, my man is a little boy and short but he is amazing just the way he is. but tell me, do you have any other fave bands that you really adore? (: ♥
ha of corse he would be happy if he got that and i would so love to meet him one day your lucky i would die right on the spot,..or just blush a lot which ever came first
