redpathy

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virus finally beat. lonely but appreciative of what company I do have, aware of thorns, avoiding them and enjoying seeing light at end of tunnelMood: blessed at 1:17 AM Jul 1 view more

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100 / Female
British Columbia, CA
Last Login: 7/5/2009

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I have found the greatest enemy of optimism to be living in a dream where meanness doesn't touch me intimately, because eventually reality would force me to open my eyes and I would lose my trust in my own judgement and be lost and too exposed. I would have become soft, trusting, and untempered.
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Heroes
"When people cannot share their problems and experiennces they feel uncertain, confused, lethargic: while the discovery of their commmon fate often produces intense feelings of relief, bursts of evergy, and a sense of purpose." Philip Slater;Footholds, 1977

Details

Status: Single
Ethnicity: Other
Zodiac Sign: Pisces
Smoke / Drink: No / Yes

Latest Blog Entries

Jul 3, 2009 5:33 PM I Am Mine
Jun 30, 2009 4:29 AM Away
Jun 30, 2009 2:13 AM never good enough
Jun 22, 2009 10:06 AM I Want Something
Jun 16, 2009 10:33 AM Caged Animal

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Comments

Cynthia

Jul 1 2009 9:35 PM

Three lovely videos you put up there. I get very nostalgic when I hear The Sundays. I miss the way I felt eager for love at 19, which was when I listened to them.
Cynthia

Jun 29 2009 10:01 PM

Thanks, sweetheart, when you say awesome - I know you mean it. I feel also my poetry has improved, I've been reading Anne Sexton and Sylvia Plath's stuff... although it doesn't I'll ever come even close to writing like them. But I feel like part of a stream... though it doesn't mean I'll stick my head in the oven!
Raze

Jun 20 2009 7:00 AM

My Dear Redpathy,

Sending you very positive thoughts for you to feel much, much better, very, very soon!

oxoxo,

~ Razey
Cynthia

Jun 19 2009 6:25 PM

Hoping and hopping for you to get well soon.
Mary

Jun 18 2009 1:54 PM

Wow, sounds like you have been in the wars with this virus, redpathy. It can make you feel like hell. I hope you are feeling better real soon. all the best. Mary xx
Mary

Jun 17 2009 11:43 PM

Hi redpathy, i saw your status. Is everything ok?
Cynthia

Jun 16 2009 2:59 PM

The bedtime stories that should be used:

100 Days of Sodomy by Marquis de Sade
Philosophy in the Bedroom by the same author
The 1000 Arabian Nights, recited in French to make it more sexy
Bram Stocker's Dracula or Nospheratu (what's the difference)
Edgar Allan Poe's poetry

I don't like it corny or cheesy!
Cynthia

Jun 6 2009 3:20 PM

Thank you, sweetie, you do too. Hope you're over your cold by now. Blame it on the doggie :))
Cynthia

Jun 1 2009 12:22 AM

Thank you for the blog comment

Even though it's not true, it made me feel special.

But I'm surely gonna beat Kafka when I write Las Cucarachas
Cynthia

May 27 2009 2:36 PM

Give a sign of life from time to time!
Cynthia

May 25 2009 1:23 PM

Green tea is bad for you. Share some green beer with me.
Mary

May 21 2009 2:41 AM
Mary

May 9 2009 2:13 AM

Hey Redpathy, thanks for the comment. I'm a bit under the weather but i'll be ok. I hope you are keeping good. Enjoy your weekend :)
mary cigarettes

May 1 2009 5:57 PM

'a million doesn't last long...all depends how he uses that 6 incher'

hahahahahaha...very very funny..and i whole heartedly agree!
Mary

May 1 2009 12:31 AM

Kathys Comments
Mary

Apr 24 2009 11:55 PM
Mary

Apr 18 2009 3:15 AM

Hey redpathy, thanks for the comment. Hope you are keeping well.
Have a great weekend too :) x0x0x
Raze

Apr 12 2009 9:39 PM

My Dear Redpathy,

Happy Easter!

~ Raze oxoxo

P.S.
There is something seriously very quirky going on with MySpace, I've not been able to leave comments for anyone, it seems, but with great perseverance I managed to finally post this one for you, hurray! :-)
Mary

Apr 9 2009 6:00 PM

Kathys Comments
Mary

Apr 2 2009 4:03 PM

Hey redpathy! I'm doing good thanks :) Sorry to hear about your toilet troubles....hope you are doing better now.

Kathys Comments

Mary x0x0x
Mary

Mar 31 2009 4:13 PM

Hi redpathy, how are you? Have a lovely day my friend! :) xxx
Mary

Mar 29 2009 4:34 AM

Redpathy, have a lovely Sunday! :) x
Gypsy

Mar 14 2009 4:55 PM

Hello Dear Red..
I was not able to get on a computer yesturday.. See My brothers computer is in his room and mine is still in Sandy Eggo..
I sure hope you had a great Birthday.

Did you treat yourself?
I sure hope you did..
If Not make this year a special one.. There is so much to life..
OH I am going to do an Art piece.. I want to make full life size painting of my family.

I have been looking for the best deal on Butcher Paper! 48X 7ft. Oh!!! I hope I can realise this Idea I have..Will my Family agree to pose for me? For free!? Hahaha I guess they do not have to be fully nude... hmm Well
I tell you I need to get thie Madd, Insane feeling out!
Maybe this way I can feel a little better..
I feel as though my blood is ready to just burst out of my veins!

At the moment I am so inspired by a painter by the name of Arnaldo Roche.

Me Oh My He is just fantastic.

He has a flaming fire in his very soul.

This Is the piece I am inspired by.

Isn't He amazing!!
He is Puerto Rican and insanity ran in his family.

He has a brother that inherited this gene yet they did not know till there was a tragedy!
Yet, he questioned his state of mind. Wow, I can completly relate.

I suppose some things in life can really just drive us to be a little off.. and how to let it out!
Well Arnaldo Roche found it through Art:) Paint! Going completly nuts with Paint!
Oh How I would love to to pose for him.. I'd Love one of myself done this way!
Jeeez ,It is Truly like a flame that does not go out..
Raze

Mar 13 2009 6:58 AM

For some reason MySpace never notifies me when someone's b'day is coming up, I usually remember to click on the link for friend's b'day, though...Yet, for some reason yours has not shown up on my Home page, hmmm! :-| I see from your comments that it must be your b'day today (or soon?!), so I simply must send you very warm wishes for a wonderful b'day, my dear Redpathy, I also send you very best wishes for a beautiful year ahead with much happiness and love.
:-)

Cheers!

~ Razey oxoxo
Raze

Mar 13 2009 6:45 AM

Dearest Redpathy,

You could never be shallow in my eyes, you have too big a heart and so much compassion and understanding to ever be anything of the kind! So, indeed, you can't ever be indifferent, I agree, you feel too much to be indifferent about anything. Re: "there is...a certain dissatisfaction, and a desire that I want fulfilled"...Desires are meant to be fulfilled, and to have desires is to feel alive, so yes, enjoy it/them fully, it's when we feel most alive, dear Redpathy. To feel something so much and give in to it is experiencing the very essence of it, and also the very essence of oneself, I think.

Do what you love, love what you do! ;-)

oxoxo,

~ Razey