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.-.Calouru Darkness.-.

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Used, Betrayed. ._. </3Mood: rejected rejectedPosted at 10:13 AM Nov 5 view more

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  • .-.Calouru Darkness.-.

  • 19 / Female
  • CASSELBERRY, Florida, US
  • Last Login: 11/24/2009

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  • Status: Single
  • Here for: Serious Relationships, Friends
  • Hometown: Chicago
  • Orientation: Lesbian
  • Body type: 5' 9" / Average
  • Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
  • Zodiac Sign: Aries
  • Children: I don't want kids
  • Smoke / Drink: No / No
  • Occupation: I Love A Girl, She Means The World To Me.
  • Income: $30,000 to $45,000

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My Name is Ashlynn.

I was born in Chicago, and raised in Albion Illinois until 2002 where I moved here, to Florida.

I have recently found out, that one of my best friends in Albion has passed away.. Jessica Lillian Brown. I met her when she moved to Albion, became best of friends with her. We'd hang out alot. Our parents are best friends. I use to live at 146 south Fifth street, down the road from Edwards County School. So I was known to some. Not sure if anyone would remember me, But Eh. I miss you Jessica. You will forever be in my Heart. <3 Wish I could have talked to you one last time, before the stupid shit happened.

I wish I was there. I wish I never moved here. Jessica. I am sorry that I moved. I know you and I would have been best of friends. I don't know why you of all people had to be taken. I missed you, and planned on visiting. Then I get a text telling me that you died in a car wreck. I wish I knew exactly what happened and how. I love you Jessica, and I am so sorry that it happened to you. You will forever be in my heart. I promise. I will visit you, when I can.. and Wait for me.. up there..

I am 19 years of age, soon to be 20 in April.

I Am Lesbian, Don't like it? Tough shit.

I had enough of guys and how they treated me, all my life. I knew I was meant to be for girls.

That's because girls know how to treat other girls, more than guys do

I am single, My last Gf fucked me over. So I am not ready for a relationship.

There's nothing to know of me, unless you ask.

I Miss Albion, and Most of my friends from there, Jessica, Heather, Emilie, Shelynn, and Brittnay and Kelsey, Emma and John. A few others. Mostly Jessica..and Heather, Because they were the only one's that actually Showe'd they fucking cared.

I Just Want someone to love me for me.

Who I am.

What I Am.

How I am.
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I hate feeling like this I'm so tired of trying to fight this I'm asleep and all I dream of Is waking to you Tell me that you will listen Your touch is what I'm missing And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing you Comatose I'll never wake up without an overdose of you I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe 'Less I feel you next to me You take the pain I feel (Waking up to you never felt so real) I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream 'Cause my dreams don't comfort me The way you make me feel (Waking up to you never felt so real) I hate living without you Dead wrong to ever doubt you But my demons lay in waiting Tempting me away Oh, how I adore you Oh, how I thirst for you Oh, how I need you Comatose I'll never wake up without an overdose of you I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe 'Less I feel you next to me You take the pain I feel (Waking up to you never felt so real) I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream 'Cause my dreams don't comfort me The way you make me feel (Waking up to you never felt so real) Breathing life, waking up My eyes open up Comatose I'll never wake up without an overdose of you I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe 'Less I feel you next to me You take the pain I feel (Waking up to you never felt so real) I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream 'Cause my dreams don't comfort me The way you make me feel (Waking up to you never felt so real) Oh, how I adore you (Waking up to you never felt so real) Oh, how I thirst for you (Waking up to you never felt so real) Oh, how I adore you The way you make me feel (Waking up to you never felt so real) Dedicated to The Girl Who Holds My Heart. :/ Tis how I feel now.

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  • Rayne Cried Wolff (Just…

    Nov 9 2009 9:21 PM

    Hey yeah sorry I barely check my myspace anymore lol I am on Facebook if u want to add me my Name is Rayne Traeger and my e-mail is RayneTorn666@yahoo.com looks like we have alot on common and you like wolves I love that. Soo if you have a FB add meh!!!
  • ||Shaal||Abyssal||

    Oct 30 2009 9:10 PM

    I R ON FONE WITH U
  • ~Marissa~Marissa Shires

    Aug 27 2009 5:23 AM

    awe i'm sorry mines been sucky too

    407 921 6853
  • ~Marissa~Marissa Shires

    Aug 26 2009 7:47 PM

    yep i have a cell

    how's summer for you???
  • ~Marissa~Marissa Shires

    Aug 20 2009 10:48 PM

    hey ashley!! i remember you too...it's been so long .


    how are you doing?? i've been doing good glad to be done with high school. just looking for a job now :)
  • Hayley ;

    Jul 21 2009 12:41 AM

    yeah you texted me i answered like.. yesterday haha. its back up :D
  • Hayley ;

    Jul 17 2009 3:38 AM

    aww i know : ( how have you been?
  • Hayley ;

    Jul 15 2009 12:29 AM

    aww i miss you too
    ive been super busy with friends and my phones off :(
  • rac hellRachel Duckworth

    Jul 14 2009 1:22 AM

    Really sorry about today ash some shit went down ill have to tell u about when I et my phone turned on ill text you. Should be wed or thurs.
  • Graveyard Strutter [LOY…Jenna Tucker

    Jul 13 2009 7:55 PM

    Pfft. I hate the colour so fucking much.
    And my hair's fucking...too long for my comfort right now.
    I'm cutting it again when I get back home and layering it and redying it back to Hayley Williams red :D
    And it wasn't painful for me ;P
    We're probably gonna get the water skis out of storage so I can get up on them :D
    I fucking love water skiing ;D
    Oh. I'm coming back August 15th and I'll try my hardest to come see you.

    xoxo
  • Graveyard Strutter [LOY…Jenna Tucker

    Jul 13 2009 7:42 PM

    I will if I can find a ridee.
    And I'm so not having fun!
    The most fun I had was driving my dad's boat around trying to throw my brother off the inner tube.
    I can't wait to get back home, i'm getting my septum pierced >:]

    xoxo
  • Auntie Jack!3 ♫Jackie Mann

    Jul 13 2009 5:49 PM

    no i don't have a cell yet hehe but its going to be pretty soon that i get one hehe.. i'll let you know.. but i'll give my home number later if you don't have it
  • Graveyard Strutter [LOY…Jenna Tucker

    Jul 13 2009 4:33 PM

    I've been up to nothing.
    I'm in Mississippi right now with my dad.
    I've been bored out of my fucking mind.

    xoxo
  • KayleeKrush™Kaylee Krush

    Jul 13 2009 2:17 PM

    407.401.2929
    C:
     imu too!
  • ✄---ㄨω⊙ⓚⓚąღω⊙ⓚⓚąㄨ---

    Jul 13 2009 4:23 AM

    I see, I have a kitty that looks like Angel but we named him Teru I have no idea what kind of cat he is because he showed up on our front porch one night and my mom found him there and told us to give him something to eat cause he was meowing. So then we eventually started feeding him on a regular basis an my sister thought he was an Egyptian mou so i dont know xD he looks like exactly like that though but with a bit darker colors
  • Auntie Jack!3 ♫Jackie Mann

    Jul 13 2009 2:18 AM

    yeah hehe.. its been forever.. you should visit me hehe.. we could hang sometime k.. miss ya girl..
  • ⌡ε∩∩ †σx¡Ç™[R.I.P Jay R…Jenn Toxic Online Now!

    Jul 13 2009 1:36 AM

    why? DDD:
  • ⌡ε∩∩ †σx¡Ç™[R.I.P Jay R…Jenn Toxic Online Now!

    Jul 13 2009 1:27 AM

    well, I'm here for you, babe. <3
  • LLAURENN

    Jul 13 2009 1:26 AM

    WHAT HAPPENED? WHY DID SHE DO THAT? IM MOVING IN A FEW WEEKS TO GEORGIA. IM GONNA BE COMING DOWN TO FLORIDA ALOT. ILL LET YOU KNOW. YOU SMOKE?
  • rac hellRachel Duckworth

    Jul 13 2009 12:12 AM

    <3
  • ⌡ε∩∩ †σx¡Ç™[R.I.P Jay R…Jenn Toxic Online Now!

    Jul 12 2009 8:09 PM

    I'm doing alright I suppose. could be doing better. text me if you need to talk, bbygrl<3333
  • Graveyard Strutter [LOY…Jenna Tucker

    Jul 12 2009 9:04 PM

    Heyheyy. Long time no talk!

    xoxo
  • ⌡ε∩∩ †σx¡Ç™[R.I.P Jay R…Jenn Toxic Online Now!

    Jul 12 2009 12:08 PM

    Hey babe. How are you? <33333333
  • britt[[awesome]]

    Jul 12 2009 6:55 AM

    hey!! ^_^
  • ¤<<«Shuichi»>>¤Lynn DeLand

    Apr 26 2009 6:01 PM

    Thank you! <3