Only through struggle have I found rest [Cucuy]
"And now the end is here, there's no more pills to swallow. The bitter taste I feel, won't lead me to, tomorrow!"

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16 years old
San Jose, California
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     Only through struggle have I found rest [Cucuy]'s Details
Status:Single
Hometown:San Jose, CA
Body type:5' 10" / Average
Ethnicity:Latino / Hispanic
Religion:Christian - other
Zodiac Sign:Libra
Occupation:Freelance Photographer

   Only through struggle have I found rest [Cucuy]'s Schools
Oak Grove High
San Jose, CA
Graduated: 2007
Student status: Alumni
Degree: High School Diploma
 

2005 to 2007



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Only through struggle have I found rest
With a piece of me taken away
I begin to understand
Hollow out this machine like chest

With its gears that turn to make me feel
And assembled thoughts that fade away

Only through struggle have I found rest
Only through struggle have I found rest

[Remove from me
This deception
That I call love.
That I call love.]

With its gears that turn to make me feel
And assembled thoughts that fade away

Remove from me (remove from me)
This deception (that I that I)
That I called love (that I called love)
That I called love

Only through struggle have I found rest
With a piece of me taken away
I begin to understand
I begin to understand
I begin to understand

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Aug 27 2008 7:31 AM

Ommmfg.
I miss my Cucuy D:!

We need to hang out u_u; When I'm not, you know working my fucking ass off.
Lizzie





Aug 25 2008 10:30 PM

El CUCCCCCCCCCCCCUUUUUUYYYYYYY
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Aug 25 2008 4:36 AM

its about 20 to 30 minutes away from here.

fer sure :D
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Aug 25 2008 4:12 AM

yess we should!!
im moving to fremont .
so we have to do it like before the end of this week

oh but dont worry ill be coming back to see ian on the wekends :D and maybe i can see you guys too
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Aug 25 2008 4:05 AM

yeah i was the one calling :[

but its ok i forgive you ;D
only because i wuv you !!

oh i was calling cuz me and eddie where by your house and we wanted to see you.
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Aug 25 2008 3:16 AM

Thankies! <333
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Aug 23 2008 7:48 PM

im mad at you >:P
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Aug 23 2008 6:02 AM

ILY TOO DAVE~

BUT JAMES IS STILL BIGGER

AND HAS A HELICOPTER

...

SORRY
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Aug 22 2008 6:04 PM

[YOU ALREADY DID THAT]

YOU'RE A FAITH HEALER ON TV
YOU'RE AN OFFICE PARK WITHOUT ANY TREES
CORPORATE AND COLD
GUSHING FOR GOLD


DAVE
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Aug 22 2008 6:09 AM

BITTER AND NUMB
YOU'RE MY SUGAR PLUM~


DAVE
jovanyRAWH





Aug 22 2008 5:52 AM

I know, right?!

Then when you know it's going to end that's when you start getting hecka busy and don't want summer to end. So lame.
jovanyRAWH





Aug 22 2008 5:19 AM

SERIOUSLY! gURRRRLLLL be all snapping at me. What's her problem?!

Hahaha, my day off is tomorrow.
jovanyRAWH





Aug 22 2008 4:19 AM

Hahaha! That's how I do.
Oh my gosh. I need to tell you about that little girl I was talking to you about. Hahaha. She kept saying,
"I want some paint! (Shakes her head in a circle) Because I'm a princess!"
jovanyRAWH





Aug 21 2008 9:59 PM

Heyyyy gurrrlll heyyy!

Ah, it was totally random, yet fun, to run into you at MY work. Hahaha. You work them legs while working out!
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Aug 20 2008 6:44 AM

HIGH MAINTENANCE MEANS YOU'RE A GLUTENOUS QUEEN

NARCISSISTIC AND MEAN~

*BFFOTAHUG*
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Aug 19 2008 3:47 AM

Heheheh, that would be funny.

And yeah, my mom can be very anal. But she let me move out and I'm only 13, so whatever, I love her anyways.

And I don't know if they would have a parade; I just know that for Founders Day (The day the town was founded) They had roll-a-keg races and outhouse races. The outhouse races were funny; groups of big muscular guys built wooden outhouses on wheels and raced them around town. But they might do a Halloween event.

And yes, the boonies; no bookstore, or mall, or clothing store within like an hour of here. I'm from the city, so naturally I hate that. But I like all the woods and stuff.

And my sister called me 'weenie' when she heard what I wanted to do to my hair. Short for 'Halloweenie', my own nickname for Halloween.
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Aug 19 2008 3:28 AM

Lol, that works too... Maybe you could go muslim =O or become a nun... 'cept then no sex... never mind.

And I already told her; she's fine with me dying my hair orange, but she wants me to look for orange hair dye in normal stores here. I told her I already did, she wants me to double check.. Oh well. I'll get it soon.

And I don't know if it's epic here; it was kinda big in Hawaii, and VERY big in Philadelphia(City I grew up in), but I don't know about the boonies... I mean, I'm in the mountains, "neighbors" is like someone who lives within a mile... they might have a parade or something though, there's a fun little town three miles away.

I'm just afraid of being nicknamed 'Weenie'.
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Aug 19 2008 3:16 AM

Ahh, good. You can always hide the back under a hood or something ^.^

And yeah, I found some. Now it's a matter of convincing my mother to front my money onto her Paypal account...

And yesh, I was thinking since everyone does pink and red, orange might be a nice change. I was gonna go with the bottom layer and some parts of my bangs... I could be the Halloweenie mascot!
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Aug 19 2008 3:00 AM

Lol, well your bangs look very nice ^^' And by the time I'm done with my hair (Probably mid-September) Mines will be all damaged too.
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Aug 18 2008 11:30 PM

HOLD UP
WAIT A MINUTE
PUT A LITTLE LOVE IN IT ♥
Lizzie





Aug 18 2008 6:52 PM

NENA O_O

HI

I'm HUNGRY
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Aug 17 2008 7:15 AM

Heheh, yeah I watched like one episode of Hellsing on youtube when my sister made me.. didn't really like it.

And thankies ^^ we had some friends over and did that on the 4th of July. I did all the set up and lighting, my sis took pictures.

GOod night! I still have like two weeks before school starts, but I have such a fucked up schedule right now =P
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Aug 17 2008 6:57 AM

Rofl, dressed as a NAZI cat boy xDD and yesh, hurray!
Lizzie





Aug 15 2008 10:59 PM

OKIE BYE ILY~
Lizzie





Aug 15 2008 10:52 PM

LMAO
I know your right. No one takes you serioulsy. Especially since I look like i'm 12.

Dang it I gotta go.
OMFG
I JUST REMEMBERED.
IS IT TRUE THAT TIA TICHA IS PREGGO?
AND CHANDA'S SISTER KONCHITA?
AND KARINA, LUDY'S SISTER???
Lizzie





Aug 15 2008 10:36 PM

Yeah, I gues...I feels like a child woooooo...I dunno,,, i ate too much azucarrrrrrrrr. I can ride my bike with no handlebars.

Work is almost over...ladidadidadi
Lizzie





Aug 15 2008 10:25 PM

Its in two months right after my birthday wooohooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Imma be freakin 19 dude. almost 20. once your 20, its over. ur an adult. crap.


HALLLOOOWWEEEEENNNN I wanna watch a scary movie.
Lizzie





Aug 15 2008 10:05 PM

LMAOOOOOO
Yeah one more hour!! then...dun dun dun ...the WEEKEND!!

It's almost Halloweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen
Lizzie





Aug 15 2008 9:35 PM

O_O
I don't think it's demonic....
It's just itchy...the hairs on it I thinks.

I wanna go hooooooooooooooooooooooooooome. I wanna go home. You know, how Sandy from Spongebob sings it.
Lizzie





Aug 15 2008 9:10 PM

DUDE my toe is SOOOO ITCHY!!!
Lizzie





Aug 15 2008 8:48 PM

like...11 or 10...I don't remember. I'm not tired anymore!

Wanna hear a funny story!?
OK
My boss has a VW Jetta, and it says how many more miles you can go till you run out of gas. So two days ago, it said 0 miles, but she had to go to the gas station, she wanted to go to the one near her house (she lives 5 mins away) and at the light before the gas station, she ran out of gas. Two guys had to help her push her car into the gas station, and she came back all sweaty and tired. I laughed.