elagant gothic lollita,elagant aristacrat lollita,B.D.S.M,polyamoury,polytheistic,Androgyny,gothic fashion,goth-loli fashion,beautyful women (duh),pin up girls.love,passion,art bell,coast to coast am,roller derby,im a loyal of criss angel,vampyers,my lovely freinds,dragons,the fay,studying the kama sutra, corsets,b d s m ,whips,betty page,harley-davidson, sex, chains, floggers, all things dark and moody,gothic everything,crowly,music, bondage,art ,art ,and more art ,wicca,cabballa,the old religion,the ancent ones,ann rice,jappanness food and culture, pinups, sirens, anima. hot wax, all things fetish and sensual ,black and white horror films,i play guitar, keys, and drums,forming a nuw band soon,working on my 1972 Plymouth 340 wedge hemi duster and my 1996 chevy lummina police intercepter,and so so mutch more .
my yahoo id is merrillgary and vernalgoddess
my live journal is intheblack.....................vernal goddess on myspace
im also a proud member of the Colorado Gothic Tea Society.
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Music
goth,industrial,j-rock,j-pop,chamber music,old school goth,jazz, horrorpunk,ebm,synthpop,gothabilly,heavy metal,classical, horror pop,darkwave,dark 80's,phycobilly,trance,triphop,celtic,middleastern,big band,all music actually, .. . .as for groups.malice mizer,moi dix mois,STEVIE NICKS LORRENA MCKENNIT ,steave vie,frank sinatra,joe satriani,joey tofolla,frank zappa and the mothers of invention,tin machine,stray cats,robert johnson,Depeche Mode,pink floyd, Razed in Black,pitbull daycare,cradle of filth,70's rock,dark 80's, Assemblage 23, VNV Nation, Covenant, Wolfsheim, KMFDM, Front 242, Ministry,exsessive force, primus,dean martin,sammy davis jr,system of a down, Fields of the Nephilim, Dead Can Dance,velvet acid christ, Marilyn Manson,moon spell, lorrenna mckennet, The Cure, Caberet Voltaire,misfits,plasmatics,missing persons,johnny cash, Lords of Acid, Nine Inch Nails,Project Pitchfork, London After Midnight,devo,black sabbath,dio, Midnight Syndicate, Paul Van Dyke, Concrete Blond, Souixsie and the Banshees, Bjork, Duran Duran, New Order, Joy Division, boy george,marrillion,Sisters of Mercy, Neuroticfish, Blondie, David Bowie, Wumpscut, Theatre of Tragedy, Kraftwerk,prince and the revolution,prince and the nuw power generation,tangeren dream,pink floyd,led zepplin,infectious groves,givita tribe,art of noise,titan force,jag panzer,fleetwood mac,bach,mozart,vivaldi,berlious,handel,and many more ..
Movies
kamakazi girls,casern,death note (all of them ),L change the world,easy rider,highlander (the first one and endgame ), the crow (duh),starwars (all of em ), darkcity,preditor,alien (all), house of a thousand corpes,prince and the revolution purple rain, strangeland (got to go to the directors party and meet the actors),the matrix,the worriors,clockwork orange (actually all of kubiks films ), batman,x men,spiderman,blade(all 3 ),any classic black n white horror movie, cradle of fear (i hope someboby has seen this movie),the audition (best movie ive seen in 10 years) any bruce lee movie. heavy meatal , rocky horra picture show, blade runner,logans run,b movies, gohst in the shell.akira, so many others just ask ....
Television
death note,bo bo bobobo,hi hi puffy ami yumi show( my nuw favorite),highlander,buffy,angel,charmed,discovery channel,the learning channel,cartoon network,war of the worlds the series (if any one remembers this series let me know i think im the only one to have watched it ),reno 911,grim and evil.invader zimm, jeramia (i loved this show ) oddessy 5 (another cool show), View my page on AnimeLand Wasabi
Books
any non-fiction about magic or religion and everything ann rice has ever written, h.g, wells ,h.p. lovecraft,alister crowly,john dee ,ill read anything i love to read , knowlage is power.....
Heroes
Thomas jefferson (first, formost, and always) and carla white "she who gave me the passion of music ".my beautiful gothic family in the springs, my dear dead friend and ghost who haunts me lori labare"the laural queen",, my dad and mom, jerry hall "he who is as a warrior of greatness",tawnia olson"she who is my sunlight",the beautyful mother of my children tonya griffin, my boys nick and connor,, thouse who fight against tiranny,and thouse who fight for l.g.b.t. rights,, thouse who died for freedom or rebelion, gandi,gahil gibran, john dee,bruce lee, raymond buckland,thouse who will fight and die in the new revolution that is comming,"Freedom is never voluntarily given by the oppressor; it must be demanded by the oppressed."We hold these Truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just Powers from the consent of the governed. That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these Ends, it is in the Right of the People to alter or abolish it, and to institute a new Government, laying its Foundation on such Principles, and organizing its Powers in such Form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their Safety and Happiness. Prudence indeed, will dictate that Governments long established should not be changed for light and transient Causes; and accordingly all Experience hath shewn, that Mankind are more disposed to suffer, while Evils are sufferable, than to right themselves by abolishing the Forms to which they are accustomed.
But when a long Train of Abuses and Usurpations, pursuing invariably the same Object, evinces a Design to reduce them under absolute Despotism, it is their Right, it is their Duty, to throw off such Government, and to provide new Guards for their future Security.
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Pikes Peak Community College
Colorado Springs, COLORADO
Graduated: 1999
Student status: Alumni
Degree: Associate's Degree
Major: graphic desighn commecial art
About me: Remember...Remember...the fifth of November....i am a dark Gothic aristocratic Lolita elder goth living the rococo lifestyle,and an emissary to the goddess,and
like most creative people, i have far too many
interests and am highly distractable, and do stop
trying to determine if i am a man or a woman.the fact
is im a good part both and therefor neither one.i was
born endowed with the finest traits of both sexes and
i drift this way and that as i choose.my motto is "Everything in excess! To enjoy the flavor of life, take big bites. Moderation is for monks." please visit my
art group colorado
fetish art community and my art studiovernal goddess
studios When we battle against another we are
projecting our internal struggle of yin and yang
balance. Society teaches us that we are men or women
but our deeper awareness knows that we crave a balance
of energy within that is ultimately androgynous
....................did you know gods of death love apples?.........................................."REVOLUTION"
was the word on his lips as he stood in the streets
and screamed ,"HEY, LISTEN TO ME"................................. i guess Warhol wasn't
wrong,fame fifteen minet's long......10 p.m.,i feel the
rain coming down,i sell fetish
art,i draw most of the day,i have had 3 near death
experiences that have changed my life,im a cancer
survivor,i practice my guitar 3 hours a day 7 day's a
week (for 28 years so im a little bit good )i play multiple instruments and toured a lot in the 80's and 90's ,i study
and practice the Kama sutra (the original one not the
watered down playboy version),and tantric sex,i love
to give pepol something to stare at,i wear skirts
and love to were high heels,i dress gothic lolita or elegant aristocratic lolita wean i can im obsessed whith Japanese gothic lolita culture and Japanese culture in general im also obsessed whith the french rococo period and Victorian period im just a whore for the
underground,im a loyal of criss angel,i like to shock
people with my looks and dress,i dont give a fuck
what anyone says about me ,i am what i am,i dont do drama at all and will not be a part of it..i love
roller derby girls,i have a red belt in tae kwon do
and a green belt in kendo,i love b.d.s.m.,and
Japaneses rope bondage,i practice magik and
whytchcraft.i have a collection of antique tea sets
,dolls,cameos,and swords,im an original club kid, ,im
an old school wytch, musician,artist,,recording studio
owner,49% owner of force and form
productions,industrial,wiccan,THE WORD IS
REVOLUTION,i collect todd mcfarlin figures,i love
being a single parent of two lovely boys. pissing off
the religious right,supporting the
l.g.b.t.community,lets tip the power balance and tear
down there crown ,educate the masses, i have 14
guitars ,2 basses ,and 2 drum sets,and tons of world
percussion,speak to me the pain you feel,finally being
my authentic self, political activist with the
natural law party,being a fashion whore and looking
ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS, i am a true patriot, raising as
much hell as i can,to make some kind of difference
everyone must know eradicate the fascists, revolution
will grow,miss being on tour and playing live
music,trying to get all my goth friends to meet and
start a community of like minds to try to make this
crappy town more tolerable to be in ,libretto 6:00
p.m. .religion and sex are power plays manipulate the
people for the money they pay,selling skin,selling
god, the numbers look the same on there credit
cards,the rich control the government ,the media,the
law,as the banks get fat ,and the poor stay poor,and
the rich get rich,and the cops get paid to look the
other way,as the one percent rules America,every body
needs,but no one wants to see,the way society keeps
spreading the disease............revolution
calling....IM AWAKE NOW AND IM NOT GOING BACK TO
SLEEP,6:01 p.m.,............... "i remember
now"..and im still looking for paradise in the savage garden..............................................................Embrace this moment. Remember. We are
eternal.
All this pain is an illusion. Be compassionate and never forget how to love. Think inclusively. Reclaim noble values such as truth, honesty, honor, courage. Respect one’s elders and look to what they have to teach you. Be empathetic Look after the less fortunate in society. Promote and protect diversity. Respect the gifts of the natural world. Set your goals high and take pride in what you do. Cherish and look after your body, and, as the ancient Greeks believed, your mind will serve you better Put back into the community as there have been those before you have done the same and you are reaping what they sowed. Participate in and protect democracy. It does not thrive as a spectator sport. Undertake due diligence in everything Seek balance and space, and solitude. Don’t be afraid to feel passionate about something Learn to be an advocate and an ambassador for good Be mindful of your limitations. Indulge and nurture your curiosity as it will keep you vital Take charge of your life and don’t fall into the pit of entitlement. Assume nothing and take nothing for granted Things are not necessarily what they seem...
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Who I'd like to meet: my beautiful one's, thouse who in the darkness are the greatest light, my twin flame,my goddess on earth,my mistress and lady, my priestess,my lifemate.she who i will worship here and through eternaty,i love,strong,brilliant,passionate,beautiful,women....... id like to meet dr x (his plan was brilliant in its simplicity "assassination and replacement").and "the one who will lead us into paradise whith blood stained hands",and all kindred souls for love, joy,play,clubbing, and the passionate dance of life immortal. my freinds are my family, my love for them is endless,come let us form a community of like souls , for we may never pass this way again.THERES A REVOLUTION CALLING YOU .. "Patriotism means to stand by the country. It does not mean to stand by the President."
President Theodore Roosevelt
"It is the duty of the patriot to protect his country from the government."
Thomas Paine
"Dissent is the highest form of patriotism."
President Thomas Jefferson.
Well that's cool you look good as usuall. I wanted to go last night but I forgot all about it. And then someone set my campsite and everything in it on fire! all of my clothes and everything that I owned that I had left was there and got burned up. I was in shock and pissed. Someone did it intentionally and I think I know who did it. I had just gotten some shoes the other day from the Arc to go with my dresses too.
elagant gothic lollita,elagant aristacrat lollita,B.D.S.M,polyamoury,polytheistic,Androgyny,gothic fashion,goth-loli fashion,beautyful women (duh),pin up girls.love,passion,art bell,coast to coast am,roller derby,im a loyal of criss angel,vampyers,my lovely freinds,dragons,the fay,studying the kama sutra, corsets,b d s m ,whips,betty page,harley-davidson, sex, chains, floggers, all things dark and moody,gothic everything,crowly,music, bondage,art ,art ,and more art ,wicca,cabballa,the old religion,the ancent ones,ann rice,jappanness food and culture, pinups, sirens, anima. hot wax, all things fetish and sensual ,black and white horror films,i play guitar, keys, and drums,forming a nuw band soon,working on my 1972 Plymouth 340 wedge hemi duster and my 1996 chevy lummina police intercepter,and so so mutch more .
my yahoo id is merrillgary and vernalgoddess
my live journal is 
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.....did you know gods of death love apples?.........................................."REVOLUTION"
was the word on his lips as he stood in the streets
and screamed ,"HEY, LISTEN TO ME"................................. i guess Warhol wasn't
wrong,fame fifteen minet's long......10 p.m.,i feel the
rain coming down,i sell fetish
art,i draw most of the day,i have had 3 near death
experiences that have changed my life,im a cancer
survivor,i practice my guitar 3 hours a day 7 day's a
week (for 28 years so im a little bit good )i play multiple instruments and toured a lot in the 80's and 90's ,i study
and practice the Kama sutra (the original one not the
watered down playboy version),and tantric sex,i love
to give pepol something to stare at,i wear skirts
and love to were high heels,i dress gothic lolita or elegant aristocratic lolita wean i can im obsessed whith Japanese gothic lolita culture and Japanese culture in general im also obsessed whith the french rococo period and Victorian period im just a whore for the
underground,im a loyal of criss angel,i like to shock
people with my looks and dress,i dont give a fuck
what anyone says about me ,i am what i am,i dont do drama at all and will not be a part of it..i love
roller derby girls,i have a red belt in tae kwon do
and a green belt in kendo,i love b.d.s.m.,and
Japaneses rope bondage,i practice magik and
whytchcraft.i have a collection of antique tea sets
,dolls,cameos,and swords,im an original club kid, ,im
an old school wytch, musician,artist,,recording studio
owner,49% owner of force and form
productions,industrial,wiccan,THE WORD IS
REVOLUTION,i collect todd mcfarlin figures,i love
being a single parent of two lovely boys. pissing off
the religious right,supporting the
l.g.b.t.community,lets tip the power balance and tear
down there crown ,educate the masses, i have 14
guitars ,2 basses ,and 2 drum sets,and tons of world
percussion,speak to me the pain you feel,finally being
my authentic self, political activist with the
natural law party,being a fashion whore and looking
ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS, i am a true patriot, raising as
much hell as i can,to make some kind of difference
everyone must know eradicate the fascists, revolution
will grow,miss being on tour and playing live
music,trying to get all my goth friends to meet and
start a community of like minds to try to make this
crappy town more tolerable to be in ,libretto 6:00
p.m. .religion and sex are power plays manipulate the
people for the money they pay,selling skin,selling
god, the numbers look the same on there credit
cards,the rich control the government ,the media,the
law,as the banks get fat ,and the poor stay poor,and
the rich get rich,and the cops get paid to look the
other way,as the one percent rules America,every body
needs,but no one wants to see,the way society keeps
spreading the disease............revolution
calling....IM AWAKE NOW AND IM NOT GOING BACK TO
SLEEP,6:01 p.m.,............... "i remember
now"..and im still looking for paradise in the savage garden..............................................................Embrace this moment. Remember. We are
eternal.
All this pain is an illusion. Be compassionate and never forget how to love. Think inclusively. Reclaim noble values such as truth, honesty, honor, courage. Respect one’s elders and look to what they have to teach you. Be empathetic Look after the less fortunate in society. Promote and protect diversity. Respect the gifts of the natural world. Set your goals high and take pride in what you do. Cherish and look after your body, and, as the ancient Greeks believed, your mind will serve you better Put back into the community as there have been those before you have done the same and you are reaping what they sowed. Participate in and protect democracy. It does not thrive as a spectator sport. Undertake due diligence in everything Seek balance and space, and solitude. Don’t be afraid to feel passionate about something Learn to be an advocate and an ambassador for good Be mindful of your limitations. Indulge and nurture your curiosity as it will keep you vital Take charge of your life and don’t fall into the pit of entitlement. Assume nothing and take nothing for granted Things are not necessarily what they seem...
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.. "Patriotism means to stand by the country. It does not mean to stand by the President."
President Theodore Roosevelt
"It is the duty of the patriot to protect his country from the government."
Thomas Paine 
"Dissent is the highest form of patriotism."
President Thomas Jefferson
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