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  • Molli Mattice

  • 18 / Female
  • PHOENIX, Arizona, US
  • Last Login: 11/29/2009

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  • Music

    ACDC, The Adicts, Agent Orange, America, The Animals, Authority Zero, Bach, The Beatles, Beathoven, Billy Idol, Billy Joel, Blitzkid, The Cars, Calabrese, The Casualties, Creedence Clearwater Revival, Chopin, Chuck Berry, The Clash, Clit 45, The Cramps, The Cure, The Damned, David Bowie, Dead Kennedys, Deep Purple, Def Lepard, The Distillers, The Doors, Dr Hook, Duran Duran, Elvis Presley, Eric Clapton, The Exploited, A Flock of Seagulls, Flogging Molly, G.B.H., The Germs, Global Threat, Gogol Bordello, Heart, The Hives, The Hollies, The Horror Pops, Hour of the Wolf, Iron Butterfly, James Gang, Janis Joplin, Jeff Buckley, Jefferson Airplane, Johhny Cash, Leftover Crack, The Limit Club, Lynard Skynard, Madness, Meatloaf, Metallica, Minor Threat, The Misfits, Modern English, Mozart, Mindless Self Indulgence, New York Dolls, Operation Ivy, Pilot, Pink Floyd, The Plasmatics, Poison, The Police, The Proclaimers, The Quakes, Queen, The Ramones, The Raspberries, Ray Stevens, Robert Palmer, The Rolling Stones, Roy Orbison, Rufus Wainwright, Rush, The Scorpions, Sex Pistols, Simon and Garfunkel,, Siouxsie and the Banshees The Skeptix, Social Distortion, Steely Dan, Steppenwolf, Stray Cats, Styx, Supertramp, TSOL, Talking Heads, Tears for Fears, Thin Lizzy, Thomas Dolby, Tiger Army, Tom Petty, Toto, Van Halen, Van Morrison, The Virus, Voltaire, White Demons, The Who, Zombeast, Zombie Ghost Train, ZZ Top, 7 Seconds... I'll put up more...
  • Books

  • Heroes

    H (1976 - 2004) - For that one nice year, you were my rock. You showed me how to be proud of myself and helped me to realize how amazing life can be. I was in a bad place when you came along and you knocked some sense into me and gave me the 'tough love' treatment I so badly needed. You told me to look out for myself and make myself happy first and foremost and man, I'm tryin'. I'm tryin' so damn hard. You came into my life in an instant, and then left in quite the same way. I will never get to tell you how much that one year has helped me in everything I've done since. I will always love you, brother, and you will always make me strong. You are the conviction in my heart as well as the lead.

    Cent (1980 - 2004) - I adored you as much as I adored my brother. You were the only thing keeping him together and I think you knew that. I know you loved him and I also know you resented him. I forgive you and I know he would too. You kept the man together who kept me together, and for that, I am forever in your debt. I could never even begin to understand the pain you went through those last few years, watching him slowly fall apart and knowing there was nothing more you could do. And when we lost him, I hurt. But what you felt, I can't even begin to fathom. I could never have lived with that kind of uniquely alien pain and with the way things turned out, I suppose you couldn't either. Hiro knew about the affair. He knew from the begining. And he forgave you, because he loved you.You were as much a brother to me as he was. In the end, I am sorry for the selfish way I reacted. I could never have loved him as much as you must have and I now see that. Thank you. Thank you for everything you did for me and thank you for everything you did for H. You were a hero.

    J (1976 - 2002) - You were right. Dead on. I wish you could see me now.

    Mina (1992 - 2008) - You were my best friend. You were there for me even before I knew I needed you. I took your love and friendship for granted and in the end, I didn't get to say goodbye. I should have been there. You were the only one that never disapointed me. I was so proud of you. You made me the happiest anyone has ever made me. Now, I'm trying to take that happiness and continue my life with it. I have a picture of you next to my bed. I say goodnight to you every night and goodmorning every morning. I hope you can hear me.

    George - (1991 - 2005) - Keep on rockin', kid. I never got to know you quite well enough but I hate the way it all turned out. You were loved. I hope you knew that.

    Scotty (1982 - 2009) - You were uniquely Scotty. I will never meet another quite like you. With all the shit you were put through and all the shit you got yourself into, and all the shit you tried to keep me out of, you've gotta know I really loved you. You were the first person to stay on the phone with me until the sun came up and You were the first person to trust me enough to share your deep dark secrets. Everyone loved you, but I don't think anyone truly cared about you the way I did. I'm gunna build that fucking catapult over DV, man! I PROMISE you that, son!!!


    I wish you guys could read this.

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  • Status: Single
  • Here for: Networking, Friends
  • Hometown: Albany, New York
  • Orientation: Straight
  • Body type: 5' 5" / Slim / Slender
  • Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
  • Religion: Atheist
  • Zodiac Sign: Libra
  • Children: Undecided
  • Smoke / Drink: No / No
  • Education: High school
  • Occupation: Student

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About me:


I write spiritually uplifting notes and leave them on random people's car windows. I like to think that they make at least one day a little nicer in someone's life.
I do my best to make sure the people I love are happy. I am absolutely terrified that the people closest to me will never know how much they mean to me and that I will never be able to bring joy to the ones who have brought joy to me.
I am very easy to get along with. I have very much a 'live and let live' attitude. If you respect me, I will respect you. I do not judge people based on appearance or financial situation. Friends have asked me, "Why do you hang out with losers?" and the truth is that I don't see a loser, I see someone who makes me laugh and that I can talk to easily. I see someone who will give me their time and love. I am proud to know all of my 'loser' friends.
Don't fuck with me and I will not fuck with you.
Respect me and I will respect you.
Love me and I will love you.



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  • ¿D@vie? Davie Jones Online Now!

    Nov 29 2009 8:20 AM

    I know what you mean I'm taking a bit of a break myself right now. things can get a little overwhelming sometimes. the last show I went to was calabrese like 2 Halloweens ago. 
  • Greg /AZ/ Online Now!

    Nov 29 2009 8:20 AM

    Hi :]
    my names greg, thanks for accepting.
    How are you? ^-^
  • ¿D@vie? Davie Jones Online Now!

    Nov 29 2009 8:06 AM

    hopefully they do, I'd love to see that show. I haven't been to a good punk show in forever, I miss it. 
  • ¿D@vie? Davie Jones Online Now!

    Nov 29 2009 7:57 AM

    I love any song from Bedtime for Democracy thats one of my favorite albums ever. I didn't that, lame that would have been a good show, I wish I would have known about it :(
  • ¿D@vie? Davie Jones Online Now!

    Nov 29 2009 7:37 AM

    hahaha deal, I'll use lines from Girl You Want and you can use Whip It ;P
    props on the Dead Kennedys song by the way 
  • ¿D@vie? Davie Jones Online Now!

    Nov 29 2009 7:31 AM

    lol, Devo is one of the best bands ever. I want a Devo hat!
  • Nov 29 2009 7:20 AM

    But you continue to call him your boyfriend, then aren't you gonna start to get the idea in your head which will lead to him coming before you like before.

  • Nov 29 2009 7:15 AM

    Aweeee.
    hahahaha.
    Why not official?
  • Nov 29 2009 7:03 AM

    I THOUGHT you guys had some type of flirtatious thing going on at the show. (:
  • Nov 29 2009 6:51 AM

    We can be alone together! =p
  • Nov 29 2009 6:46 AM

    Who might this boyfriend of your be?
    And I've seen Squeak do nipples before, he does it rreeaall nice and slow.
  • Nov 29 2009 5:22 AM

    That's cool... Why would you pierce your nipples?????
  • Nov 20 2009 12:35 AM

    Thanks! Hopefully I'll see you around town sometime soon.  Indeed!
  • Nov 17 2009 6:35 AM

    Meow <3
  • Nov 15 2009 8:03 AM

    hope things are good for you!!:)  we'll have some new tour dates up soooon,
    but for now, please check out our new song "Let's Be Honest"!  
    Hope you have a great weekend and to hear from you soon:)
    <3TS -ben
  • Nov 3 2009 5:10 AM

  • Nov 1 2009 1:03 AM

    Mary Halloween  (:
  • Oct 28 2009 9:21 PM

    Thanks!
    Cheers, Aaron
  • Oct 28 2009 9:05 PM

    Ah sorry to hear that.

    Yes there will be more shows ahead!

    Hope things get better for you soon.
  • Oct 28 2009 8:55 PM

    Sorry. :( Why can't you go?
  • Oct 28 2009 8:48 PM

    We go on at 8 P.M. sharp so get there early and spread the word!!!
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  • Oct 19 2009 10:14 PM


  • Oct 18 2009 10:53 PM

    fine clowns are tagged
  • Oct 18 2009 1:33 AM

    Happy Birth day!!
  • Oct 18 2009 1:33 AM

    Hahaha Yay?