Katrina Wischoff

Here's some truth about me.

Okay, wow... I went full on aggressive in the about me a few months ago. Every couple of months I finally remember to edit this, and so now I will again. I am not like most people. Simply said, I was extremely disturbed by people in my childhood, because, well, you don't need to know that, and so I hid in books. Books teach you a LOT about people, and life, and opening your mind if you read enough of them.. But they can't teach you how to deal with your feelings, or how to talk to people, or how to trust real people in the real world. Books did something for me nothing else could. They gave me a chance to preserve my innocence, my childlike wonder, they gave me a chance to save myself before I was pulled under. But now, it's time to swim for shore. Close friends will get that, ask if you want to. I am incredibly open online. It's in person that I'm not. I will put a capital A for aggressive statements at the beginning of the statement so you note that I said this at least 6 months ago, in a different state of mind.. It is true, but it is also not ENTIRELY true. It is merely A truth.
br>A: I am who I am, I will be who I will be, from here forth into eternity. If you can't handle the way I think, which most people can't, then quite honestly I feel bad for you. I was gifted with the ability to mutate my mind to any state of mind you can conceive and then some. I have many "abilities"... They're all as natural as the urge to mate. I am stable in my instability, calm in my rage. It's who I am, I do not expect you to understand but I do expect you to deal with it if you want to get to know me.


I buzzed my head on my 21st birthday and am letting it grow out. This does not make me a lesbian, nor have I developed a bout of cancer that went away instantly. It simply suited who I was at that moment, and now I am moving on to something new.



-I am human... In many ways. In other ways I am extremely distant from the entirety of the human race. I've never felt connected to people, I have always felt very distant and as if the rest of the world was strange. Yes, I realize I am strange. I am proud of it... I earned it. I don't understand people. I don't tend to inflect my voice with anything, I generally speak in a monotone if I am in a neutral state of mind, or am feeling very careful. I rarely vocalize anger unless I snap, and when I am happy and relaxed my voice is apparently "normally inflected". There is a very big reason for this. Also keep in mind, I don't always realize when someone is being sarcastic or joking.. I am defensive, and guarded around people because of, again, my childhood. Yes, I realize it was the past, but it has greatly changed me. I am however working on fixing this. -I was completely and utterly disgusted with the idea of sex until recently, and I am still undergoing a change in this mindset. I am sorry if you have to fuck anything you find in order to feel good about yourself.. But it's not my problem anymore. I have very strong ideas on the whole gender balance shit that is going on in society today, please don't get me started on them. I have a lot of issues, I know, but know what? I don't care. I am who I am... I deserve it. I am allowed to have my problems. They aren't something that means I am BROKEN... It just means that my character is very .... in depth. Being broken, you can be fixed. I fixed myself, mostly. I still have a lot of cracks, but I'm fixed.

-I have very loud opinions. I am a Taurus on the cusp of Gemini, and a triple dragon.

-I may be the same person you spoke to yesterday, I may have a different mindset today. This is because for a very long time I dissociated myself so severely that I fragmented. I am now growing back together, and it is an interesting process. I have memory problems because of it. I usually can't even remember a move I just did on a game because my brain files things away so quickly into the "closet". I dissociated my emotions because of... well, yeah. Childhood again. I'm sure people are curious. If I get enough questions in my inbox, I will post a blog.

-Don't compare me to other people in your life just because I said something similar. I am A'Raelys.. I am of everything. I may not show everything at once, but it's all there. This is me, take it or leave it.