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name: allyson
age: twenty
gender: girl
location: coast of here
job: freelance whatever
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Arrogant. Bitchy. Talented. Opinionated. Loud. Artistic. Needy. Hateful. Introverted. Paranoid. Medicated. Vengeful. Shy. Dependent. Quirky. Impetuous. Indecisive. Poor. Terrifed. Addicted. Insecure. Judgemental. Hypocritical. Reclusive. Disgusted. Condescending. Loving. Unorganised. Transparent. Obsessive. Moody. Angsty. Immature. Pretentious. Intelligent. Dissociative. Possessive. Loved. Masochistic. Phobic. Borderline neurotic.
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I can be a bitch when I want to be. And sometimes when I have no intention of being one. I talk too much. I cry sometimes. I can be vengeful and bitter. I become obsessed with things very easily. I fall in love easily and hard. And I fall out just as easily. I am very overprotective & possessive of people I care about. I'm oddly shy. I am an insomniac. I laugh at everything. I lie a lot. I become hyper and impossibly happy at the worst times. I feel like I've lived at least half a dozen lives. I am on various medications to control my moods, insomnia, and anxiety. I should be in college. I can be an elitist snob. I give bad advice based on my own past. My hate for random things is endless. I hold lots of strong grudges. I am entirely poor. I procrastinate a lot and am a slacker. I feel old. I am painfully aware of things. I like fighting with people. I write letters and never send them. I have a very bad memory most of the time. I have too many journals. I think people care more than they actually do. I am paranoid. I become a chainsmoker late at night. I can be very self centered and selfish. I have low self esteem. I can be arrogant and pretentious. I hate leaving the house. I repeat myself until I'm dull. I have creative moments rather than a steady supply of brilliance. I am always extremely indecisive. I put too much pressure on myself for everything to be perfect. I am codependent and dysfunctional. I collect books and music and temporary friends.
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