i enjoy the things in life that make me happy. may they be lame, stupid, geeky, or uncool, i still love it all just the same.
Music
music is music, listen to the fuckin song man. the scroll of bands has been here too long.
how about this for an answer:
yes, i enjoy music, thanks for asking.
Books
as of late. i read a book a day sometimes, and others, a book a month. depends on my mood. but yeh, i read a fuckload of books. the ones that take me away from this world of bullshit and transport me to a different time, a different world and a different life.
Sara's Details
Status:
In a Relationship
Zodiac Sign:
Sagittarius
Sara's Schools
Moapa Valley Hs
Overton,NV
Graduated: 2008
Student status: Alumni
Degree: High School Diploma
i never tire of listening to big band and swing music.
i currently live in Florence, Alabama with Russell Martelli.
i have a siberian husky named Goomba and a cat named Lizzi the Lion.
i was born in St.George, Utah on Dec. 6th, 1989, at 2:42pm.
I was raised in towns all over Nevada, but mostly Overton and Logandale and Vegas, in and out.
i have an amazing relationship that has been going strong for 2 years.
I have come to realize that everything my elders (i.e sister, sisters friends, parents, teachers, other family members and almost all other adults) had told me when i was growing up, is true. School is important, and you WILL miss it when its gone. don't lie and try to be a rebel badass saying, No fuck that, i hated school, learnings for fags and all that bullshit. I realize now that what they all told me would happen, has happened. they know, cause they all went though it. just like i am now. its nothing in particular. just life in general. The stupid little girls in high school now will think the same thing i thought when i heard it, "what everr,, lets party, get drunk, get high, be cool and pretend to be something we're not." of course, they never say that.. but thats their train of thought. and im glad that i didnt find all that out wayyy after high school. i started realizing it doesnt matter when i was still IN school. my senior year. what does it matter that i bought my shirt at walmart? that i'm poor? NO. thats not what it means. it means.. i dont really care where i buy my clothes or that i wore these same jeans twice this week... or that my makeup isnt done perfectly.. it didnt matter that i left my makeup bag at home and cant fix my eyeliner.. it doesnt matter someone in school is mad at me or that they dont like me anymore. you gotta think about YOU. NOW. and whats right by YOUR standards. not the worlds. sure, sometimes, a lot of times, i still care. but i love knowing that my life isnt determined by the worlds opinion of what i should do, say, be, think, feel and wear.. i like being my own person and not blending in with the other girls. i keep to myself. you know why? cause PEOPLE FUCKING SUCK. so many fucking people just FOLLOW. no matter how hard they try to be different, or how much they pretend not to care, its a lie. by "trying to be different and not caring" you are forming into the EXACT same thing as the other fucking losers that are trying so hard to be different and cool and what ever else they are trying to do. i wont lie. i conformed a lot growing up. i followed. but. most of the time, i could catch myself, and stop. before i turned into something i really wasnt.. there was even a time that i didnt even know who i was, what i liked to do or anything like that at all cause i was so busy chasing after what everyone thought me to be. an "intimidating" high school bitch that you either liked or didnt like, or simply didnt know. im happy to say, i'm not her anymore. i decided life is better spent being normal. if i blend in with the crowd?, so fuckin what. i'm happy. i know no ones really going to read this, but i felt i just needed to get it out there. a family member of mine, actually inspired this rant.. Nameless. if she or anyone who knows her reads this and gets offended or anything at all, i couldnt care less. Nameless is the exact meaning of conformation. she changed so drastically that i dont even know her anymore. granted, i live far far away and told her openly while we were growing up that i didnt like her, i was waiting for her to grow up and become another cool family member. but now, looking through her pictures and reading her page.. i realize what a mindless, stupid drone of a person she is. and thats so sad. i really mean no offence, but i just had to say something. cause this world changed someone who is family to me, into the exact carbon copy of what she see's as "cool". you can say you are different and individual all you fuckin want dude. but your nothing.
opinions tend to say I'm:
intimidating
stubborn
assertive
persistent
adventurous
blunt
boisterous
brave
well what is in alabama for you??? a nowhere job a crappy apartment and a boyfriend who lives with you but is never there and you are always bored. that doesn't say much for the two of you!! but i am not fighting with you i just want you to be happy and not bored all the time! i love you <33
hahahahaha.....i wasn't asking you to come live with us, silly! go back to overton or vegas. in vegas you could get a good paying job i'm sure!!! 2700/300 thats funny!!!!!!!!!
well riight now im working at dillards but there laying mee off jan 2, im way bummed about that but...yeah, im stil living in st.george but im moving to so cal next fall to go to the arts institution of orange County for fashion design! im excited about thatt
Lmao! Well our group of friends are assholes that's why we ignore each others B-Days and such. Ahhhh tis not my fault i cry wolf often. Twas only a joke i am sorry i pushed it to far. =/
Big Sis:], holy cow your birthday is today!!! Im sorry I didnt say it earlier, ahh!!! Happy Birthday, I hope you had a good day:] your getting so old lol. nahh not really, haha, how was your day? I love you! im sorry i spaced today:[[[[.
ya thats heather i used to work with her at deja vu like 6yrs ago she is just like she is on tv shes nuts but alot of fun!! she was out here doing the hustler an stripper ball an i was down in vip w deja vu an she was over there chillin for a bit sayin hi cause alot of the girls that worked w her was there
Awww that's okay just glad u remembered ;] u get an A for tryng to stay awake! <3 wow third grade...hahaha I sumtime run across our old elementary pics...great tymes! And no I would of never thought we weren't gunna spend every bday together :[ 16 we went out with a bang tho! Hahaha I knw ur bday is next woot woot...and duh u better be out here next year big 21! Wtf that's so crazy! Haha so that means ima hav to party fast for those 8 days so I knw where to take yu! ;] love and miss u bestfriend forever!
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