like all girls, i often think i'm not good enough. i like change in all forms, except change in the constant flow of change. music only needs to leave a dent in my heart for me to call it good. i miss my best friend. i like to get out of the house and out of the town on some days. on some days i put off getting up at all. i like to find the emptiness in the world, such as open roads, abandoned buildings, foggy skies, and the silence that snow brings. sometimes i like to make things up, but is it really making things up when you believe what you're saying? i like to mess with persona. i hold people to high expectations so i tend to get irritated with people easily. certain people fascinate me and i like to reach out. i am overly sentimental. i often fall short of the images in my mind. i could live moving from hotel to hotel. one of my favorite things is the repeated imagery of modest mouse. i like to make people up and i like to make up myself. being close to people is not a crime. odd numbers and capital letters make up the roadblocks of life. i make assumptions. i want my name, face, and mind imprinted in society, i do what i can. i could spend forever thinking of the right words to say. i like proof of life. sometimes you have to suck up your pride and filter through crap because things aren't meant to be easy. when i listen to the radio in the car i don't always notice the change to commercials. i get worried, intimidated, or nervous easily. if given the chance, i'd most likely rather not drive. i like to sleep but i don't like the delivery. i get intense at times. sometimes i feel on autopilot. i can never predict how i'll be in the morning, or in the afternoon, or in an hour to come. i stay up later than necessary because well... aren't we all looking to be fulfilled? i've got a lot on my mind all the time. i make my mistakes. when i find something i like, i want to share it with the world. i feel guilty for not being better at guitar. there's so much i want to do, but there's only so much time in the day. i look like anne frank and think in jackson pollock's paintings. one of the hardest things to deal with is that i can't possibly do everything. not many subjects are taboo with me. sometimes my eyes have trouble focusing, and so it may seem as though i am not paying attention, when rarely it is so. many things find themselves fascinating in my eyes. sometimes i burst with thought and want to share everything with everyone and other times i find joy in hiding things. sometimes i notice when people sign onto messenger programs, and whereas i would normally message them right off the bat, i wait and see if they message me first. it's a game i like to play. i tend to make lots of minor things into games. keeps things interesting, i suppose. i define contradiction. i ought to come with a warning sign. i need somebody, somebody who will be sincere and gentle with my heart. i live to be a lover, often leaving me disappointed. i tend to be a lot more than i let on. we're all looking for validity, someone to lean on, self-assurance. i want to be noticed one day. when i am of retirement age (or at least a time in my life where i can) i will go to college and study astrophysics. just to know. there's so much of the world that is yet to be discovered. who is anyone to think they know everything? i view the world through wide angle lens... and wish my camera reflected the same. words are attachments. i get attached easily. everything hits to the soul with me, wheter its apparent or not. i often wonder if the image i see myself as is the same as the one i project. i repeat myself. everything is an add-on. i rejoice that there are not many like-minds as i, and fear it all the same. or am i illusioning myself? am i percived as i percieve? i want to do so much. will i ever have the time? i'm making too many mistakes to continue living in the same spot. you need to be careful of anything you say or do in this life, or else it'll come back to fight you. math is my second language. one of my favorite things in the world is to see people confident and comfortable in their own bodies. maybe means never and forgetting means forever. i want someone who wants to treat me like a queen. when i dont do something it's either because i am unmotivated or overwhelmed. it's hard to separate the two. i am obsessive over deadlines, i CANNOT miss deadlines. it stresses me out. i make up stories for everything i observe. reliability is a major defining characteristic in people whether they realize it or not. i highly value a person who is reliable. i don't like quotes because i would rather come up with something on my own. i come across as harsher than i really am; i am more delicate than anyone would ever realize. i immerse myself in imagery. i like to walk outside barefoot in the spring and summer. you have to really search to truly find me. i'm sick of people who contact me only when they want something from me. i like to watch the depth of the stars. i'm not someone to be taken at face value. when i see people taking pictures in public i try to be in the background and stare into the camera knowingly with a WIDE smile on my face. specially when i don't know the people.
i am a thinker, an artist, a scientist, an actress, a writer, a feeler, a believer, a beginner, a lady, a creator, a photographer, an observer, an enigma, a cancer, a snake, a lover, a fighter, a cuddler, a crier, a laugher, a speaker, a listener, an understander, a mathmatician, a scientist, a philanthropist, a perciever, a singer, a guitarist, a virgin, i am my own.
Who I'd like to meet:
someone who will... treat me like a princess. show me new things, and let me show them mine. sing sincerely to me. take the wheel so i can lean out the window, and then switch. not think my ideas are stupid. be the clyde to my bonnie. not succumb to the pressures of excessive drinking, smoking, drugs, and meaningless sex. be honest and open about themselves, their thoughts, and everything they know. want me above anyone else. complement my personality, rather than mirror it.
"It's everywhere I will be after I walk for two weeks," said Mitchell, "I have lived in the same place for a long time, it is time for me to go someplace else."
"No," said Margot, "You have only lived next door for fifty years."
"Sixty," said Mitchell.
"Fifty, sixty. What's the difference?" said Margot, "I want you to stay next door forever."
"I can't," said Mitchell, " I do not want to go wake up in the same old bed and eat breakfast in the same old kitchen. Every room in my house is the same old room, because I have lived there too long."
"And you look at me and think, same old face, same old tail, same old scales, same old walk, same old talk," said Margot.
"No," said Mitchell, "I like your face, tail, scales, walk and talk. I like you."
Hey! How's it going? Show this Saturday October 17th at NPCC in Parkland at 7pm (I go on at 8). If you're in the neighborhood, come by and say hello! It's all ages and no cover.
Hey. Nothing's more annoying than a random band on MySpace trying to convince you to join their mailing list, right? So here's one more. If you're interested in joining please click here and have a wonderful day.
Peace and love to you and everyone you care about, James Coates Random musical solicitor
Hey. I've got a couple gigs coming up. I'm playing at The Swiss (21+) in Tacoma with Matt Coughlin on June 24th and at The Mocha Moo (all-ages) in Lakewood with Kurt Lindsay. If you're in the neighborhood, come check it out!
Hey. How's everything going? Just stopping by to let you know that I've got a couple shows coming up this month. I'm playing at The Swiss in Tacoma on June 24th (21+) and The Mocha Moo in Lakewood on June 26th (all-ages) so if you're in the neighborhood, come check it out!
This comment was sent by your friend via the Make Me a Celebrity app. To block this app and all communications from it, click Here.
-------------------------------------------
Hi, You've received an exclusive invitation to join my celebrity Entourage. 'Make me a Celebrity' is a hot new game where you can become a celebrity. -Jaye :]]
This comment was sent by your friend via the Make Me a Celebrity app. To block this app and all communications from it, click Here.
-------------------------------------------
Hi, You've received an exclusive invitation to join my celebrity Entourage. 'Make me a Celebrity' is a hot new game where you can become a celebrity. -Jaye :]]
Hey! How's it going? Show this Saturday October 17th at NPCC in Parkland at 7pm (I go on at 8). If you're in the neighborhood, come by and say hello! It's all ages and no cover.
Peace and love,
James
Check out my page
http://www.doulike.us/photos/5675103.html?b=4&w=46
Let me know if you like me YES or NO
http://www.doulike.us/photos/5675103.html?b=4&w=46
Hey. I'm playing a set of covers and originals at Doyle's in Tacoma on Sept. 10th at 8pm. If you're 21 and don't have plans, come out and say hi! :)
Peace and love,
James
PS: If you haven't joined the mailing list yet then you can do so by clicking here.
Peace and love to you and everyone you care about,
James Coates
Random musical solicitor
Hey. I've got a couple gigs coming up. I'm playing at The Swiss (21+) in Tacoma with Matt Coughlin on June 24th and at The Mocha Moo (all-ages) in Lakewood with Kurt Lindsay. If you're in the neighborhood, come check it out!
Peace and love,
James
Hey. How's everything going? Just stopping by to let you know that I've got a couple shows coming up this month. I'm playing at The Swiss in Tacoma on June 24th (21+) and The Mocha Moo in Lakewood on June 26th (all-ages) so if you're in the neighborhood, come check it out!
Peace and love,
James
Hey! Just letting you know that I'll be playing at ToST Lounge in Seattle on June, 2nd at 8pm. If you're in the neighborhood come check it out!
Peace and love,
James
This comment was sent by your friend via the Make Me a Celebrity app. To block this app and all communications from it, click Here.
-------------------------------------------
Hi, You've received an exclusive invitation to join my celebrity Entourage. 'Make me a Celebrity' is a hot new game where you can become a celebrity. -Jaye :]]
Join Jaye :]]'s Entourage
sara! its been forever. what the hell u been doin with ur life!?
Hey you, hope you're doing well up there at WW!
This comment was sent by your friend via the Make Me a Celebrity app. To block this app and all communications from it, click Here.
-------------------------------------------
Hi, You've received an exclusive invitation to join my celebrity Entourage. 'Make me a Celebrity' is a hot new game where you can become a celebrity. -Jaye :]]
Join Jaye :]]'s Entourage
Check out my page
http://www. doulike. us/photos/5121798. html?b=4&w=46
Let me know if you like me YES or NO
http://www. doulike. us/photos/5121798. html?b=4&w=46
Oh hey just to let you know, I finally got the vaccum yesterday :)
WHOA.
How recent is that?!
That's awesome :D
so you where right i like bon iver... thanks a bunch
Merry Christmas, yo~!
hahahaha, aww :) that cat is really cute.
Hahahahaha, omg I want that so bad!
this is so cool
i wan my sara to come home and see my hair because i cant seem to caputure it in photo..... and i miss you like a fat kid would miss food
The heart may freeze or it can burn
The pain will ease if I can learn
There is no future
There is no past
Thank God this moment's not the last
There's only us
There's only this
Forget regret. Or life is yours to miss.
No other road
No other way
No day but today
There's only yes
Only tonight
We must let go
To know what is alright
No other course
No other way
No day but today
I can't control
My destiny
I trust my soul
My only hope
is just to be
There's only now
There's only here
Give in to love
Or live in fear
No other path
No other way
No day but today
I sent this to Mary, cuz she needed to hear it, and then, I thought about you, and maybe you might like it too=]
Haha thanks, Sara :)