Savannah Jane

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..Myspace Contact Tables Hi, My name is Savannah Jane. I am a former Pornstar. I was in the adult industry for a year and half. I have choosen to leave porn because I realized that God has created me for much better things than porn. When you look into a porn stars eyes, A strippers eyes, an escorts eyes, it looks as you are looking right through them.. You see nothing but death. Eyes tell it all... Those ares are crying deep down inside, those eyes are crying for help they are pleading for someone to come and rescue them but yet most girls or men don't have the courage or strength to ask for it. I have been through it all,producers hurting me on the set. Talents hurting me, and seen the worse of exposure to this industry. If you think "YEAH ITS A GREAT JOB... YOUR PAID TO GET LAID!" think again many of the male porn stars cannot do the job without enchancements such as Viagra, caverjet etc. Which make sex unnatural. Many of the female pornstars are forced to stay in one position for camera shots with a guys package uncomfortably inside her at one point... Why do you think all of these porn stars are turning to drugs and alcohol? Because of the pain they face while shooting, the emotional pain after the shoot and the mental pain of not being able to keep a relationship with anyone. Ive seen girls so dopped up on a set they passed out and peed on themselves.. BY LAWS.. while involving a porn shoot, you must state your full real name, dob, that you werent forced to do the shoot and you were NOT ( I EMPHASIZE THAT WORD) under the influence of any drugs or alcohol at the time while shooting. I dont care if you have a medical marijuana card because you have a bad back. ITS THE LAW! Theres very few honest producers left in this industry I can only count them on one hand. They know how to treat woman. The rest are just SCUMBAGS... Agents too.. They have you doing BG GG ETC before you know that the Boy Girl and Girl Girl isnt enough anymore and the producer and the agent are stressing the talent to do ANAL and Inneracial. What if we chose not to? Is it up to them or us? Its not 1989 anymore when Jenna Jameson and Amber Lynn were shooting. Its 2009 sweetie, They subjectivly went from regular all time porn to the GAG Factor , Choking, Spiting, and major abusivly anal sex which includes men urinating in woman?? UNGODLY!!! What Happened to the beautiful sexy woman of the early 90s it is now all about the teen girl and the old man.. I realize it fantasy but do you realize that its pyschologically pushing the limit. Men are watching this hoping to have sex with youngster. Which is Illegal and wrong. Im against that. This kind of porn leads them on...Whats with putting some girl on a training wheel bike in a little girl outfit and pig tails no breast, undeveloped etc do you think this is reality? Men learn from porn, and then this is what they want. It causes crime and convictions! I disagree with alot of stuff... How about the Gag Factor when they hold your nose and choke you while your doing oral? Do you think your mother would do that to your father? Its disgusting.. these girls are throwing up all over the guys privates. How about when some companies stick these girls heads in the toilet and dunk em as they are having sex,,, DO U CALL THAT GLAMOUR?? The porn industry is not what you think it is, glamourous, lots of fun having sex, and the right road down to fame. Its a Red brick road to hell... Glamour turns to drugs and drugs turns to addiction addiction depends on money and the money is gone fast.... ( I can Thank Father God every day I was never turned on this, but alot of girls in the industry are so far gone and so far washed away from drugs they dont know if they will even make it to their set the next day.) The money thats spent for glamour is outrageous . Producers are so harsh on the talents. They expect us to always look perfect despite of anything. Our weight must be maintained, our hair, our nails, tanning, and any flaws we might have. It puts alot of stress on ourselves. Last year In Jan 2008, after the AVN awards I realized I was so sick with Breast Cancer and no one in the Porn industry cared at all. There was only one or two people there for me. I was bed ridden and Back and forth to the doctors and hospitals. My aspect started to change instantly. By June of 2008 I came back to Florida . I started making some decisions in life where I want to go, Im A former social worker with so much more to offer and a FRA Agent in California. I took one step back and said I got to start using my mind I was blessed with by Father God and leave Porn once and so all. It was just the right time, since I wasnt able to go out too much and I just recovered from Radiation. I figured it would be best to be closer to my family. It only became worse. My family found out what I did and the whole thing blew out of porpotion. If you think you can do porn and get away with it.. YOU WONT!!! You will pay the consequences later.. IRS tax dollars.. your family finds out.. you will loose your friends... your family and more! IS IT WORTH IT??? I got so depressed I ended up in bed.. One day some woman came to see me God only knows where she came from.. She was a blessing sent by Father God... She said I was told you werent doing well and you can't just sit here and be sad about your past... God has forgiven you already and Jesus has died for you over 2000 years ago.. Im looking up at the woman. Shes yet quiet, reserved and very obeservant, Shes holding onto her purse and bible nervously. I notice shes obviously a former industry worker herself the way she was acting ( probably not porn) She said I heard you really want out of this industry and the only way your going to feel better is get up on your two feet get strong and start praying! So she helps me out of bed, and together the two of us prayed... Before the sunshines.. I will go thru thunderstorms and a battle of wars but at the end ... I will see the a bright light at the end of the sky shining like a bright beam waiting for me.... She was right. She told me I need to get dressed and leave the house for a while. We went to eat and talk. She was a former escort she hated it. She was rescued by some woman at her church just like she was sent to me by our wonderful Father. She stuck to my side and to this day she is still here as my sister.. Together Diamonds in the Ruff and I are here to help any girls or men that need or want out of the indusrty wether its porn, stripping, or escorting..... We have experienced and seen it all. Nothing will shock us... Just email us right here and if you have a phone number to contact you at we are more than willing to provide all that we can for you... We are located in Miami Florida. If you are out of state we still have ways of helping you. Feel Free to email us... We bless each and every one of you because I know Father God is a good Father and hes watching you. Hes watching over each of you to make sure your safe.... We pray everyday that everyday a new day we will have a new girl walk the path with us the same path I walked with Father God when Jesus took me by the hand as his child. He saved me and he can save you.... We love you.... Each and every one of you... XOXOXOXO Savannah Jane