And these are the words that will tear you away.
I'm just a boy trying to survive in a world built for men
I still have so much growing up to do
and it scares me.
The peter pan complex hit me pretty bad.
I can already feel my childhood slipping though my fingers.
I wish i still lived at home.
I feel like i've had to grow up so quickly
and i wasnt ready for it
I'm actually quite a intelligent, articulate person.
I stupidly however try to supress it
I give off a vibe of been a strong person.
but deep down i'm like a kite
i just need someone to hold my string
or i'll float away.
I have a huge heart.
and what are "apparently"
old fashioned opinions when it comes to dating.
this has left me single for the past year and half
its actually quite pathetic i suppose.
I JUST WANT TO BE SOME ONE GREAT.
I want to step up the mark and make
the important people proud :)
it would be nice to have someone there..
but the truth is i dont know where to look
HIT ME UP ??.x
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About me:
>♥FRIENDS.ROMANCE.TOXINS.MUSIC.ART.FASHION.HAIR♥
..Sean Savage.. Sean Lee Sebastian Katrinos
02/12/1991
Sagittarius
loves cows
Lives away from family
but family always come fisrt
Grew up in a narsty place.
If you don't understand my Ghetto
you should never come around
Lover not a fighter
Free thinker, thought provoker , level headed
Long term not one night sorta thing
So I’ve probably wrote edited , changed and altered my about me a thousand times over the years. However it’s time I wrote something a little less false. A little less pretence . A little less FAKE and about time I wrote something a little more real. A little grounded. A little more insightful.
I was adamant i would always have my fringe /skinnies/face full of metal and power rangers back pack.
The same way I was sure I’d always wear my black straight jacket/ take photos of graves/and have a mutilated doll hanging from my bag.
Before that I thought I would always have my nose piercing/tartan pants and clash tees/and my fuck you mentality to all authority.
However I haven’t kept any of this. I’ve started to conform to a world I was adamant I would never conform to. I’ve realised that was my youth and I’m now growing up.
I consider my self a artist. A artist at life. Each day is a blank canvas and I intend to paint the most elaborate painting on them each day. Each day is my sistine chapel.
I know what i want to do in life. I know my goals and this time I’ve made sure they are achievable . no more wanting to be king of the world .
I want to work in fashion , i want to go to leeds art. I want to work for Vivienne Westwood,
And no one or anything is going to stop me and i’m going to do everything i can.
Vivienne Westwood’s manifesto active resistance to propaganda spoke to me.
i live my life by it. I guess one of the simplest ways to sum the manifesto up is by wanting a better condition of life and working toward it the condition of life will get better
I want someone I can waste hours with wandering around art galleries. Patisseries. Fields. Demonstrations against the wrongs in the world. Someone to share literature with.
I’ve lost friends and made friends and i’m sure it will carry on this way
But i’m sure the ones i need will always be around.
PARTY MONSTERS is like the best film i can think of.
Seth green is GOD .. and bizarely attractive :S. ..
i’m rambling but thats second nature to me so i’ll end it right.