Although I think God is playing with me though,
letting me smell it,
then feeling every inch and yard of it
then,
just then,
letting me stick my tongue out and taste a drop of it then bam…. it’s gone
I haven’t felt like this in so long
wanting to know everything and anything about you
taking in your dreams and accomplishments
how you love her but yet you find yourself loving and wanting to be with me
I couldn’t imagine what was going through her head when she was being with you and you left me alone @ home waiting for your return
Why all my love was never enough for you
How could someone come in between two people who are starting a family?
Why would she sleep with you knowing that you belong to me?
Knowing we had this past, years together, how could you love her and leave your baby and me…?
Now I have been placed in the shoes of the women who destroyed my family.
I have become the other woman who he loves, wants and desirers.
I am the one who has his time, cooks his meals, makes him scream, toes curl and wishes, “ God why couldn’t you have been her and she you?”
I don’t call her a bitch anymore,
maybe she is the one that God put him here for,
maybe my love just wasn’t enough
maybe my love just is too much and now I have chosen to let you go and say,
“I love you.”
Give her the chance I never got to see
Maybe you too will now be the family I wished I could’ve been able to see.
Your love will rule all and you and she will be you, she and the baby.
I will still be in your heart to remember how lusting can become learning of loving someone who’s your soul mate gone…
To teach you of letting go,
Love hurts so good
I became one with myself when I let you go.
I saw what pain I held on to for so long, that pain was hurt from losing you,
You who I had never meet until now
Love is knowing that love never last for long, that things can come in the way that seem so strong that it has to be true love but, really only was lusting to love, wanting to be with someone just to be
To say I have someone that wants to know, see, dream, eat, breath me and I them
I dream you
I slept with you
I held you and watched you as you slept and thanked God for just letting me be able to taste love
Look into the eyes of myself through a man I had only known for four months,
Who stole my thoughts and made it his own,
Every morning I had to pick up the phone and say good morning, phone bone until I got to work, break time and then lunch break until I got home and we were all alone and I was giving my love to you.
I thank you for loving me, letting me devourer your soul, your move, your way of living.
I truly am in love again, lonely again, loving love alone.
The Power of a Woman
Why is the world so frightened by a woman with power?
Don't they know we give and show our power every time we open our legs to give birth to a new life?
Yet every time we open our legs, we seem to lose respect in your sight.
Power rein out from the mouth of Prime Minister Benazir Bhutto.
Yet on a Thursday an assassin took her life away, now her power has to live on through her memory.
Yet sweet memories can sometimes change when power is consistent throughout a person’s life.
People misconstrued, make you out to be rude, a communist, one who dismiss all clarity and prosperity for humanity.
This world we live in has become a breeding war zone.
Where drugs and crime is planted in our homes, minds and bodies.
Making us suicidal, irreconcilable and untamed for the community we reside in.
Our government screws us, misuses us and we take it in, swallowing up the nut of death. Aids has become a plague that we but they have a control over.
Accomplishing ignorance delivering sins
Aborting independence deepening sorrow
Acting irresponsible destroying souls
I be stole and behold knowledge that was beat down into my brain by my mother whose power of knowledge blew her mind away
I was scared and ashamed of it until I found love under the covers
It opened me up to a new horizon, making me view things through a different but surprising guidance
Expressing concern for the world I live in
Wanting to make a change so my seed could grow and flourish richness in
Consumed no longer in drugs and mass distractions of self but building up an emperor of self worth and trust
Are you ready to venture through the garden of everlasting love?
Where power and passion is a must. Can you trust the powers within your soul or will you continue to allow the devils concubine to rule over your souls.
You make the call for I know who rules us all and he can be found through the opening of your eyes, just reach down deep into your soul and release the God, the power in you.
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"2nd Annual DMV Music Awards Winner 2007-2008
Best Spoken Word(Recording) Secrete Emotions-For My Sistas Only
Secrete Emotions
Secrete Emotions is a Published Writer, Author, Song Writer, Poet, Model, Internet Televsion Host. Born and raised in Washington, DC she has established herself as an artist up and down the east coast.
She has performed extensively throughout the DC, MD, VA, Philadelphia areas.
Successful collaborations and performances with the DC area's must successful artists and porducers: Soundwave Superior, Maxwell Da Poet, E-baby, Makial the poet, Gina Rose, Jamila of 80's baby Productions, Porche 911, Cytrys, DeAticus CEO UpRize Records, Shy Thoro, Hollywood, The band Y2K and Cooper Rose Band.
Secrete Emotions continues to perform her erotic, sensual, soulful poetry to the masses. She has sold over (2,000) thousand units since releasing her freshmen cd " A Journey Inside Secretegarden" in 2004. Her mission through music is to express the joys and pains of being a strong, independent, emotional woman in society today. Her goal is to touch and express her life experiences through poetry, music and the collaboration of WE, collectively. Listen and learn from her trials and tribulations, her love s and infatuations. Please sit back, relax and enjoy your stay inside The Secretegarden. This is Secrete Emotions.
Secrete Emotions most recent performance was November 10th, 2007 with WPGC at For Sisters Only, located at the Washington Convention Center.
She has performed live in the studio WPGC 95.5 Love Talk & Slow Jams several times as a featured poet.
Secrete Emotions first live internet T.V. Show was with Urscene.com with J.B., Educated Thug and has since performed at:
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If you would like to have Secrete Emotions perform at one of your upcoming events, please feel free to contact her through email (have663pat030@yahoo.com) cell (202-557-9812) or leave a note here on myspace. Personalized poetry written and performed for any occasion.
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