Electronic ('techno', Portishead, Massive Attack, Hooverphonic, Recoil), industrial (NIN, Sister Machine Gun, KMFDM, Combichrist, FLA), rock (Pink Floyd, The Doors, Tool, Perfect Circle, Alice In Chains), other (blues, bluegrass, zydeco)
Movies
Television
Books
Authors (Terence McKenna, Carlos Castenada, Douglas Adams, Terry Pratchett, Neil Gaiman, Paulo Coelho), subjects (consciousness, dreams, fantasy, American culture, religion, politics)
Heroes
The minds behind the music, movies, and books that I surround myself with
Humboldt State University
Arcata,California
Graduated: 2001
Student status: Alumni
Degree: Bachelor's Degree
Major: Computer Information Systems
Minor: Creative Design (logic, graphic design, and creative writing)
1995 to 2001
Culver City Senior High
Culver City,California
Graduated: 1995
Student status: Alumni
Degree: High School Diploma
Clubs: Yearbook, Film Club
About me: I once heard that, "If Libra was a pool, there would be no deep-end." I think that's how it went anyway... so, either I'm shallow or infinitely deep? I wonder if there's a diving board.
What about me do you want to know? Ask me, and I'll tell. I only hide the darkest of secrets unless they're yours, then they're safe with me. The people I surround myself are from many different walks of life; I'm fond of variety and get bored easily. People who are tactless, rude, narrow-minded, or are otherwise socially abrasive, I have little patience for. Philosophizing and over-analyzing are my best friends, and worst enemies. I've been told I think too much, and I'm still trying to figure out why it bothers me. Decisions are difficult for me; what to eat for lunch could take 20 minutes, and who to get close to can take years. I'm a good friend, rarely late, and I hold to my word (but only when I choose to give it out). Diplomacy tends to come naturally to me, but usually at the cost of staying emotionally uninvolved. Unjust and unfair actions tend to send deeply negative ripples throughout my very core. My tendancy is to say what I mean and mean what I say, but I find most people either don't understand such simplicity or their faith in other people has been severely fractured. Everything that is who I am, I believe I have the power to change; my reality is flexible. I tend to sleep-in late whenever possible because I'm fascinated by my dreams. I have some very strange dreams. What else do you want to know?
Photography is one of my favorite hobbies. It's amazing what you can find within one confined space, and macro photography especially reminds me of treasure-hunting. Take a peek at my online portfolio.
"Your distinct personality, The Benevolent Ruler might be found in most of the thriving kingdoms of the time. You are the idealistic social dreamer. Your overriding goal is to solve the people problems of your world. You are a social reformer who wants everyone to be happy in a world that you can visualize. You are exceptionally perceptive about the woes and needs of humankind. You often have the understanding and skill to readily conceive and implement the solutions to your perceptions. On the positive side, you are creatively persuasive, charismatic and ideologically concerned. On the negative side, you may be unrealistically sentimental, scattered and impulsive, as well as deviously manipulative."
"If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?" -DeviantArt Friend
"Today a man on acid discovered that... we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively..." -Tool
"There can be no transformation of darkness into light and of apathy into movement without emotion." -Carl Jung
"More tears are shed over answered prayers than unanswered ones." -Truman Capote
"We often confuse what we wish for with what is." -Mirrormask
"We must disenthrall ourselves, and then we shall save our country." -Pres. Lincoln
"Great minds discuss ideas, average minds discuss events, small minds discuss people" -Admiral Hyman G. Rickover
"Do I know what rhetorical means?" -H. Simpson
"The shaman seers of the Fourth World generally agree that those who tenaciously cling to the past will fall into mass insanity." -John Hogue
"Nibirans are after all, first and foremost, survivors and secondly, astute and ruthless businessmen." -earthportals.com
"I have nothing against God... it's his fan-base that I hate." -Someone's Bumper
"If you light yourself on fire, the world will pay to watch you burn." -Course Of Empire
"Mirrors should think longer before they reflect." -Jean Cocteau
"Nature is not constrained by your lack of imagination." -Some guy's blog
"What if the Hokey Pokey really is what it's all about?" - Someone's Bumper
"There are two tragedies in life -- one is to lose your heart's desire, and the other is to gain it." - George B. Shaw
"We do not see things as they are; we see things as we are." - Talmud
"Speak in anger and you'll give the greatest speech you'll ever regret." - Anonymous
"Resentment is like taking poison and hoping the other person dies." - St. Augustine
"Truth is incontrovertible. Panic may resent it; ignorance may deride it; malice may distort it; but there it is." - Winston Churchill
"Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself,
and that no heart has suffered when it goes in search of its dreams
because every second of the search is a second's encounter with eternity." -Paulo Coelho
"We experience a dream as real because it is real..." -William Dement
"Dreams were never designed to be remembered, but they are keys to who we are." -Jonathan Winson
"A dream is memory itself changing before your eyes." -Bert States
"We do not have emotions about our dreams so much as dreams about our emotions." -Rosalind Cartwright
"Dreaming is, above all, a time when the unheard parts of ourselves are allowed to speak." -Deirdre Barrett
"The brain is the most complex system in the known universe." -Christof Koch
I spin both deep-house and psytrance in and around Portland under the same name as this here profile. If you're looking for mixes, pictures, bio information, etc. regarding my alter-ego... go to my MySpace Music profile instead and add me as a friend!
Who I'd like to meet: People who can show me things I've never seen, spawn ideas that I've never thought of, and hold an interesting conversation. People who are accepting of, if not admire, those who persue their own interests regardless of whether or not they themselves are interested. People who aren't overly critical, judgemental, or severely self-limiting. People who are random, witty, and creative. People who aren't your run-of-the-mill weekend warriors with no other drive in life other than making money and fitting in. People who aren't 'whatever' people; "What kinds of music do you like? Whatever. What movies are you into? Whatever. How are you feeling? Fine." I'd like to meet people who enjoy enjoying themselves, and persue every little thing that makes them feel alive.
you know, old people like us should definately not let so much time pass between conversations. its practically criminal! how are you, dude? seems like i may be in pdx in sept for a few days...we should join forces and take over the city for a little bit.
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What's up Hottie for sale? I can't BELIEVE you're on here! Thanks for not tellin me you were spinning at Pala the other month or whatever. ?? :-( Dontcha miss me?
Oh looky here! I'm just chillin' up on your top 12... I guess it only takes about 15 yrs to move up your list, eh? ;) Gotta give you some randomness and say that I'm not a big fan of songs playing on MySpace pages in general, but I think it's freakin' time to change yours fo' sho'! PEACE OUT - BIATCH!
god, my sides hurt, my left back (liver?) chest, cna't breathe, heart is aching and beating hard/fast... could I be fucking my body up any more than possible?
I once heard that, "If Libra was a pool, there would be no deep-end." I think that's how it went anyway... so, either I'm shallow or infinitely deep? I wonder if there's a diving board.
