I do drugs and I drink.
I am going to get a tattoo in the near future.
I play music and I sing.
I act and I am good at it.
I write things down so I wont forget.
I don't take things seriously.
I like women.
My Grandmother means the world to me.
I believe in one race: Humanity.
I see culture not color.
I am not a revolutionary just a Gnostic in the world of ignorance.
My inner Bushido has yet to reveal itself.
I am currently at war with my Atman
I believe I am nothing special, but the public tells me otherwise.
This is my current favorite Poem :)
The Sun Wields Mercy
and the sun wields mercy
but like a jet torch carried to high,
and the jets whip across its sight
and rockets leap like toads,
and the boys get out the maps
and pin-cushion the moon,
old green cheese,
no life there but too much on earth:
our unwashed India boys
crossing their legs,playing pipes,
starving with sucked in bellies,
watching the snakes volute
like beautiful women in the hungry air;
the rockets leap,
the rockets leap like hares,
clearing clump and dog
replacing out-dated bullets;
the Chinese still carve
in jade,quietly stuffing rice
into their hunger, a hunger
a thousand years old,
their muddy rivers moving with fire
and song, barges, houseboats
pushed by drifting poles
of waiting without wanting;
in Turkey they face the East
on their carpets
praying to a purple god
who smokes and laughs
and sticks fingers in their eyes
blinding them, as gods will do;
but the rockets are ready: peace is no longer,
for some reason,precious;
madness drifts like lily pads
on a pond circling senselessly;
the painters paint dipping
their reds and greens and yellows,
poets rhyme their loneliness,
musicians starve as always
and the novelists miss the mark,
but not the pelican , the gull;
pelicans dip and dive, rise,
shaking shocked half-dead
radioactive fish from their beaks;
indeed, indeed, the waters wash
the rocks with slime; and on wall st.
the market staggers like a lost drunk
looking for his key; ah,
this will be a good one,by God:
it will take us back to the
sabre-teeth, the winged monkey
scrabbling in pits over bits
of helmet, instrument and glass;
a lightning crashes across
the window and in a million rooms
lovers lie entwined and lost
and sick as peace;
the sky still breaks red and orange for the
painters-and for the lovers,
flowers open as they always have
opened but covered with thin dust
of rocket fuel and mushrooms,
poison mushrooms; it's a bad time,
a dog-sick time-curtain
act 3, standing room only,
SOLD OUT, SOLD OUT, SOLD OUT again,
by god,by somebody and something,
by rockets and generals and
leaders, by poets , doctors, comedians,
by manufacturers of soup
and biscuits, Janus-faced hucksters
of their own indexterity;
I can now see now the coal-slick
contaminated fields, a snail or 2,
bile, obsidian, a fish or 3
in the shallows, an obloquy of our
source and our sight.....
has this happened before? is history
a circle that catches itself by the tail,
a dream, a nightmare,
a general's dream, a presidents dream,
a dictators dream...
can't we awaken?
or are the forces of life greater than we are?
can't we awaken? must we forever,
dear friends, die in our sleep?
-Charles Bukowski (1920 - 1994)
I took this test for the hell of it and won
Jung Explorer Test Actualized type: ENFJ (who you are)
ENFJ - "Persuader". Outstanding leader of groups. Can be aggressive at helping others to be the best that they can be. 2.5% of total population.
Preferred type: ESFJ (who you prefer to be)
ESFJ - "Seller". Most sociable of all types. Nurturer of harmony. Outstanding host or hostesses. 12.3% of total population.
Attraction type: ESFP
(who you are attracted to)
ESFP - "Entertainer". Radiates attractive warmth and optimism. Smooth, witty, charming, clever. Fun to be with. Very generous. 8.5% of the total population.
haha nothing much just hanging out with friends trying not to get in trouble haha...
haha that actually made me laugh so hard. cause my house got paintballed a couple weekends ago and the weekend before that my friends house got paintballed haha.
Hey man, yeah I'm pretty busy myself, Seeing an old friend this weekend, we went down to Laguna, Newport and Huntington Beach, Other than that just been hanging with Katie and working. :)
I want to get a tatoo, but not of a Phoenix bird. That's for my new neice, I'm going to make a mosaic out of glass for her of one of those pictures.
That's awesome!! Congrats :) That's awesome that you finally found what you were looking for. I'm really glad you're happy :) Sure, I'd love to meet her. I'll try to get the day off for the next cuff show or something.
Somehow, I kinda expected you to pick this one. It's the one I'm kinda leaning towards too. I showed the pictures to the soon to be mom (not telling her why) and it's the one she likes too.
OH MY GOD!11 #WHY does your friend have 11:11!! HAHAHAHA!1!! My first year in college, I was so tired of 11:11, 1:11, and repeating numbers in stuff.. I WOULD ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS SEE IT!!!! It drove meeeee nuttttttttttttttts!!! That I refused to look at clocks and all that for awhile... and then it went away (yay).
But oh my god.. Iw as like "why would anyone have that as an icon!?!!!" and then I realized--- not everyone went through being tormented by themselves ^__^ HAHAHA!!!! But holy fuck. That brought me back and made me laugh.
Who put bacon in the soap?!!!! Sooooooooooooooooooooooo let's do something today!! I say go shopping with me for work clothes!! :D :D I'll send you a text-- I have crazy pool hair today though :P SO yeah!!!!! :D :D
by get back... I meant... message or comment back foo! :) People should know I love boy, girl stories by now!! To not inform is an injustice I tell you.... injustice!! I will totally suit up my batman gear.
WHOA! That's crazy, you are talking about the jung explorer test, right? I didn't think to compare the two! It's kinda funny, according to this thing, you are what I want to be, and I'm attracted to who you want to be. lol
uh if i put my mind to it than i could but id rather be out than studying, well im a full time student so i have to have at least four classes so ill look at them and see what class i should drop
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