Xienna Hope is here! (Pronounced: Zionna)

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  • Loretta-Lynn Hanscome

  • 22 / Female
  • Lewiston, Maine, US
  • Last Login: 7/5/2009

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  • Status: In a Relationship
  • Here for: Networking, Friends
  • Hometown: Milo
  • Orientation: Straight
  • Body type: 5' 5" / Average
  • Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
  • Religion: Christian - other
  • Zodiac Sign: Gemini
  • Children: Expecting
  • Smoke / Drink: No / No
  • Education: Some college
  • Occupation: Telemarketing

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About me:

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Born June 11, 1987 in Springfield Mass. to Emily and Richard Hanscome, was a female baby, Loretta Lynn Hanscome. She is me!! I have been in foster care most of my life, my foster parents were Betty and Stanley Gray, they had been in the work realm of secondary family for a very long time. I have four siblings, that I know about. Two sisters and two brothers. I recently found my family on the Hanscome side, and in late 2006 I had found my biological mother. My biological father died when I was only a bit over a year old.

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I am a very open person, I admit things, and contain very little secrets about my personality or my lifestyle. I am a neat freak. I prefer things to be orderly. I tend to have a pretty low self esteem, though some days it is pretty decent. I can peer in the reflection of the mirror one day and want to cry, while the next day I may think I am pretty ...or at least decent.

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My body image is confusing to me. I like sexy clothes, especially when it compliments my form...and other days, or even seconds later I am almost in tears because I think, "eww." I mostly assume I am excessive, which leads to the blunt truth that, throughout my life I have struggled with every eating disorder, exercise disorder, or sleep disorder you can think of...due almost (if not) primarily to my body image. Some days I work on it and think I can move past it, and when I am stuck bored, doing nothing, I retract to my "fat" thoughts. I have noticed though, when I have a busy, active, enjoyable life, I tend to appreciate my life and myself, and this is why I hope to trudge through this difficult time, and make my way to my dreams and goals.

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What do I enjoy? Oh, where to begin: writing, drawing, collages,photography, walking (especially in the evening time), tossing the football, playing sports...although I am not always the greatest, swimming, cleaning, dancing, and singing. When watching television I can be rather picky, because television is not really a guilty pleasure of mine. Music is! When I do commit to the indulgence of television I have a preference of comedy, horror, or true documentaries.

Musically, I love it all really. Favorites depend on my mood...my emotions; however pop, hip hop, and country are my never failing favorites.

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Dancing is a huge love of mine. I really look up to NSYNC, Britney Spears, Janet Jackson, Michael Jackson, Jessica Alba, and many other dancers.

I love song writers, like Jewel, Ashlee Simpson, Bob Dylan, and many more. I believe lyricists are poets, with rhythm winds wrapped around the body of words.

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---MY CHILD---

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Breathe so soft.

Feathered air

brushing your lungs.

Your angelic wings spread,

as your song is sung,

into the silence of my soul.

Your blue eyes will be wide,

and your skin will be silk,

and your breath will become the wind

of brilliant milk.

The clouds of heaven will settle

like cotton beneath your pubescent head,

and your stomach delicately

and gingerly fed.

You will be developing cautiously

to the life,

which carelessly,

exists outside your silent realm.

I will love you sincerely

whether you are a her or a him.

I will brush your fine hair

against your supple skin,

and show you I care,

and hold you within,

my trembling hands.

I will count your toes,

and your fingertips,

examine your nose, eyes,

and tiny lips...

to see who it is

you resemble the most.

Your father,

or your nine month host.

I will smile as I search

the tender features

of your fresh birth,

and listen to your cry

and be proud you

finally arrived.

Copyright 2008 © Loretta Hanscome, All rights reserved

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---UN BIRTHED CHILD---

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My eyes they are open,

opened so wide,

unselfishly and ready

for the beautiful surprise...

of you

and when you arrive.

My hands they tremble

and they quake,

as I sit, ponder,

and await...

all that you will be.

My belly now rises soft

to every minute you grow,

and my mind whirls in fear,

containing all that I do not know...

Yet I still believe,

that I can be

the mother you need...

so arrive safely...

This I plead.

Here I am my child

awaiting your arrival.

Yes, my precious, angelic,

un birthed child.

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Who I'd like to meet:


-The Rest Of My Family

My Baby!

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-Jesus-No Explanation Required

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-Marya Hornbacher-Most Brilliant Writer!

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-David Cook!-American Idol

David Cook!

-Shia Labeof-Wonderful Actor

Shia Labeouf!!!

-Britney Jean Spears-Most Beautiful and Talented Performer

Britney spears

-Jewel-Brilliant Lyricist and Vocalist

Jewel

-The Members Of Silverchair-Amazing Band

Silverchair

-Dane Cook!-The funniest, and one of the sexiest men

Dane Cook

Comments

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  • Jul 5 2009 4:31 PM

    kool new pic xienna was so little in this
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    Jun 28 2009 4:08 AM

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    Ciao Loretta Lynn!
    Happy Hemp/Hump Day!
    Hope ur gettin 2 enjoy urs!
    Much Love & Respect 2 ya Bella!
    Vinny


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    In frustrating times,we often say,"someday we'll laugh at this!"  Why wait? :)
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    What we call the secret of happiness is no more a secret than our willingness to choose to live life
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  • Jun 28 2009 4:08 AM

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  • Jun 24 2009 3:39 PM

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  • Jun 14 2009 2:06 AM

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  • Jun 13 2009 4:24 AM

    happy birthdays :)
  • Jun 13 2009 4:23 AM

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
  • Jun 13 2009 4:23 AM

    Have a Fantastic Birthday!!
  • Jun 9 2009 12:12 AM

    hey whats new? hows things going hows the baby doing>? i hope i have mine soon lol
  • Jun 9 2009 12:12 AM

    hey sexy lady! hows the baby doing?
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    Jun 4 2009 9:52 PM

    oh thats awesome. i am graduating with honors! is anyone coming with you to my graduation??? the grad party is right after so you should come if you can. be at the school by 2 on sunday kk??
  • Jun 4 2009 9:52 PM

    Hey Girl!

    Thanks for the add! I love your profile .... poetry is great! I write poems myself .... check out my blogs sometime! I will catch ya later and take care!

    Robin :)
  • Jun 4 2009 9:52 PM

    You look great yourself!! I am very happy for you! I love all of your new pictures! Glad to hear all is well =)
    *Cheryl
  • Jun 4 2009 7:50 PM

    Just thought of you and I hope all is well <3
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  • May 29 2009 10:39 PM

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  • May 29 2009 10:39 PM

    what ya been up to? it's been forever :)
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    May 20 2009 8:33 PM

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