ashley schlein

and the story goes on, i am the same as i was before it never ends. im very impatient, i have a hard time following through with things that i start ;i make mistakes and im sometimes out of control and sometimes hard to handle; "if you cant handle me at my worst, you sure as hell dont deserve me at my best." i want to feel like i [BELONG]... i eat when im [bored]. i tend to fall for [boys] easily. ive been moving in so slow but dont let it throw you off cus ill be running right behind you. i believe in love at first sight. maybe im out of line but...i DONT care. ive realized that people will always try to fix you. and that you get what you want but not what you need. some times you just wanna drive away...before things get tough. go...roll the windows down turn the music up and just drive. ive found myself being scared to take the next step having no idea where i'll end up some where in between life and death im sure. but out of it all ive come through i found ...[ME] and now im fine. staying up all night and sleeping all day. down to the bare essentials.

Ive realized that I cant be afraid of death, what I should be more afraid of is an unlived life. You dont have forever to live, [YOU JUST HAVE TO LIVE] I make mistakes thats what I do. I speak with out thinking, I act with out knowing. I drink so much that I can barely walk. I am a fantastic lover though && an amazing friend...GOD KNOWS I MEAN WELL