Sal Perales

I like to watch things die from a distance Vicariously I live While the whole world dies You all need it too don't lie, I think it's kind of funny I think it's kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had, Blood will follow blood dying time is here Damage Inc., And I saw a river fall from heaven Rain mistakes on me Then I saw your mother shoot your father Killed herself the same, Roll the windows down this cool night air is curious let the whole world look in who cares who sees anything, Sometimes I would give anything just to be Something more than nothing Something more than nothing, Walk on thin Ice Tread these fine lines El sentimiento de tus odios Todo lo que yo soy Stay forever Walk Behind me When I say It's forever Don't remind me how long, In your house I long to be Room by room patiently I wait for you there like a stone I wait for you there alone, Creative and spacious just one room to live by herself Creative and spacious just one room to live by herself, It was always you that I despised Here's a lullaby to close your eyes I don't care enough for you to cry Here's a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye, All my life I've been waiting for a chance like this I've seen horizons fall before me All my life I've been wishing for your promises I always thought I'd be a failure All my life all my life I've been here, One more day We can say we tried To play your game this way Walk away , This is My last serenade I feel you too far away This is my last serenade From yourself you can't run away, And you could have it all My empire of shit I will let you down I will make you hurt, Was it life I betrayed for the shape that I'm in It's not hard to fail It's not easy to win Did I drink to much could I disappear and there's nothing that's left but wasted years, Not throwing stones at you anymore Your names in lights and I don't want it anymore Anymore, Absent sometimes it feels like it's us against them Absent sometimes it feels like your angers are justified If it feels like I'm absent from your conversation just keep on talking and you might find out Your probably right I don't care Your probably right, I've been dreaming of you so long But we only exist in this song The thing is I'm not worth the sorrow But if you come and meet me tomorrow I would hold you down fold you in Deep deep deep in the fiction we live, High is the way but our eyes are upon the ground You were the light and the way they only read about I hope and pray heaven knows when to let you out 10000 days in the fire is long enough Your going home, At home drawing pictures of mountaintops With him on top lemon yellow sun Arms raised in a V And the dead lay in pools of maroon below, Why does everyone feel like my enemy Don't want any part of depression or darkness I've had enough Sick and tired Bring the sun or I'm gone Or I'm gone, I'd like to fly But my wings have been torn and I, Your anger is a gift Freedom, Was he robbed of the asphalt that cushioned his face A room colored charlatan hid in a safe Stalk the ground Stalk the ground, One more medicated peaceful moment One more medicated peaceful moment And I don't want to feel this overwhelming hostility Don't want to feel this overwhelming hostility, Won't you let me take you for a ride You can stop the world try to change my mind Won't you let me show you how it feels You can stop the world but you won't change me I need music I need music, A small boy watches television He hears a scream from the bedroom beyond The TV becomes obsolete The cries grow louder then a crash The demon in the form of his father appears and grabs the already mangled form from the floor by her hair Her blonde hair is red and pink from newly opened wounds And the devil spoke with a wicked grin in his eye and he says This is how it ends, Well I'm half the man I used to be This I feel as the dawn it fades to grey, I don't ask why I just fall into the meadow I close my eyes and I wait to die Yes I am a liar yes I am a sinner Please forgive this broken soul, Making mountains out of molehills Taking fountains that's their fill Making mountains out of molehills And making me Want to kill, And all the world loves things of beauty and intrigue these 2 things I've never had one I'm born in this old skin I'm too sick I can't win I've lived with this damage too long My eyes can't behold it I cannot control it this feeling thats left in my heart I've never done no wrong I don't deserve these bones please burn up this sin when I'm gone