pretending to asphyxiate, vol. 1

About me:

Hey ya'll this is Yisel. Lets get right down to it, you know you want to be my friend. I like to talk. I make just about anything in life fun, and Im usually a happy crazy person to be around. I have a big family, that I am so proud of, I space out in front of the computer whenever possible, listen to music, (the elixir of life), all the time. I love to read,any spare moment I have, Im reading. There are times when I have the overpowering need to write and I do, and Im content. There is no finished product yet, but plenty of material to work with if I so chose to pursue a writing career, and put the masses to shame! Also, there is no getting around it, I love love love my kids!!! Joshua and Christopher, I love you and miss you so much, one day we will be in the same town again, lol. Cameron, Juan Jr, and Jakob Kane, they are a handful but they are the best thing that has every happened to me.I originally came from Caldwell, Idaho..havent been there in years, probably wont ever go back. Miss it like crazy, even though its been so long.I recently finished Cosmetology school and am so ready to start workin'!! I've wanted to do hair and makeup forever, and I finally am getting the chance. Makeup is my dream, Im a straight up MAC freak! Newly addicted, but it aint no thang, my collection will be huge pretty soon. I am seriously a color junkie, love to perform miracles on someone elses hair! I like to go to concerts with my brothers and sisters, my "baby daddy", who was my high school sweetheart and my best friend. Juan you are my life, our family may be dysfunctional but we are still together and making things work. Life wouldnt be the same without you. My boyz, Josh and Chris, remember breaking benjamins? lol. they are all the ones that influenced me the most in life..good or bad, they are the best people i know. You dont realize how special life is until someone close to you isnt there to share it anymore, we love you Javier Gonzales and miss you everyday. So cherish it and live to the fullest, take chances and dont regret anything.