*Bam*Bam*

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hates life. there just seems to be so little hope for anything anymore...Mood: defeated defeatedPosted at 6:23 PM Sep 28 view more

  • *Bam*Bam*

  • 22 / Female
  • Spring Hill, Florida, US
  • Last Login: 10/29/2009

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Interests

  • General

    Art of all kinds,
    poetry,
    music,
    philosophy,
    linguistics,
    travel,
    adventure,
    having fun,
    gender-bending,
    ancient culture,
    psychology,
    astronomy,
    death,
    androgyny,
    drag kinging/queening,
    martial arts,
    hot chicks,
    kinky sex,
    storms,
    sleeping,
    cuddles,
    dreaming,
    mind-rotting video games,
    and of course... meeting interesting people
  • Music

    Foo Fighters,
    Metallica,
    Cinema Strange,
    Rammstein,
    Megaherz,
    Otep,
    Ani DiFranco,
    Flobots,
    Nickelback,
    Bitch & Animal,
    Coldplay,
    NIN,
    Lacuna Coil,
    Oasis,
    Hole,
    Garbage,
    Nightwish,
    Oomph!,
    Nirvana,
    Buddy Holly,
    Korn,
    Poe,
    Kittie,
    Evanessence,
    Orgy,
    Eisbrecher,
    Alanis Morisette,
    Melissa Ferrick,
    Ace of Base,
    Howie Day,
    Joan Jett and the Blackhearts,
    Muse,
    Sevendust,
    The Breeders,
    The Faders,
    The Corrs,
    Rob Zombie,
    Yeah Yeah Yeahs,
    Nick Drake,
    Siouxsie and the Banshees,
    Depeche Mode,
    Flogging Molly,
    Chevelle,
    The Killers,
    The Creatures,
    Smashing Pumpkins,
    Tegan and Sara,
    Tatu,
    I like a gigantic rainbow of music variety...
  • Movies

    300,
    Beowulf,
    The Eye,
    Run Lola Run,
    TMNT,
    Transformers,
    Anatomy,
    Curse of the Golden Flower,
    Memoirs of a Geisha,
    Ultraviolet,
    Tipping the Velvet,
    Hard Candy,
    Gia,
    Hedwig and the Angry Inch,
    The Rocky Horror Picture Show,
    Silence of the Lambs,
    Hannibal,
    Red Dragon,
    Hannibal Rising,
    Gladiator,
    House of Spirits,
    Braveheart,
    The Last Samurai,
    To Wong Foo,
    Agnes of God,
    Momento Mori,
    Spirited Away,
    But I'm A Cheerleader,
    The Bourne Identity,
    The Bourne Supremacy,
    Great Expectations,
    Sahara,
    Blade I & II,
    Fight Club,
    Underworld,
    Uncle Buck,
    Man in the Iron Mask,
    Gothika,
    The Fifth Element,
    Stir of Echoes,
    Dreamcatcher,
    Master and Commander,
    Feardotcom,
    Se7en,
    The Cell,
    Terminator I, II and III,
    The Secret Window,
    Pirates of the Caribbean,
    Once Upon A Time In Mexico,
    The Exorcist,
    Conan the Barbarian,
    The Mummy,
    Scorpion King,
    Dragonheart,
    Dungeons and Dragons,
    The Harry Potter movies,
    Oceans Twelve,
    Troy,
    Alexander,
    Big Fish,
    End of Days,
    Alien Resurrection,
    Alien vs Predator,
    X-Men I & II,
    The Prince of Tides,
    Sublime,
    Doom,
    The Number 23,
    Finding Neverland,
    Joan of Arc,
    War of the Worlds,
    Hanging Up,
    The Chronicles of Narnia,
    The Lion King I & II...
    I think I should stop now...
  • Television

    The Golden Girls,
    Roseanne,
    Thundercats,
    The Bad Girls Club,
    Family Guy,
    Futurama,
    South Park,
    Meerkat Manor,
    Drawn Together,
    Sonic the Hedgehog
  • Books

    The Art of War.. by Sun Tzu,
    ..Lolita.. by Vladimir Nabokov,
    ..The Hobbit.. by J.R.R. Tolkien,
    ..The Phantom.. by Rob MacGregor,
    ..Jane Eyre.. by Charlotte Brontë,
    ..Harry Potter.. by J.K. Rowling,
    ..Secrets of the Ninja.. by Ashida Kim,
    ..Confessions of an English Opium-Eater.. by Thomas De Quincey,
    ..Dreamcatcher.. by Stephen King,
    ..I, Robot.. by Isaac Asimov
    Honestly and sadly I do not read all that much. I'm just lame like that.
  • Heroes

    my dad and Hannibal Lector

Details

  • Status: In a Relationship
  • Here for: Networking, Friends
  • Hometown: the void
  • Orientation: Bi
  • Body type: 5' 4" / More to love!
  • Ethnicity: Other
  • Religion: Atheist
  • Zodiac Sign: Cancer
  • Children: Someday
  • Smoke / Drink: No / Yes
  • Education: In college
  • Occupation: Retail Management

Schools

Companies

  • Alpha Industries Inc.

    • Clearwater, Fl US
    • Lite Assemblist/Factory Worker
    09/2005 - 04/2006
  • Hess Express

    • Spring Hill, Fl US
    • Sales Associate
    05/2006 - 11/2006
  • McDonalds

    • Spring Hill, FL US
    • Crew
    04/2007 - present
  • Family Dollar

    • Spring Hill, FL US
    • Assistant Manager
    05/2008 - present

Blurbs

About me:

I'm just a young lass, trying to get a move on with my life. I've been just sitting back, letting things happen basically... but now I'm trying to get myself together and make my own fate.

I'm an artist who arts artistically... or so I like to believe anyway. I have a small album here and each piece is irritatingly watermarked because... well I can so ha! Some more can be found on my old deviantArt site:
click here to gander at more of me art
***A special note to friends... If you really love me, you'll whore my art and I off as much as possible:) Thank you, loves!***


I'm also a bit of a computer nerd... I love gaming and I'm currently working on my A.S. degree in computer programming and analysis. I'm taken by the most beautiful woman I've ever known and though we've had our ups and downs nothing will ever change that. I have lots and lots of dreams. I had forgotten about them for a while recently but have since refocused and am twice as ambitious. I refuse to continue being the wreck I had become and instead rebirth myself, as a pheonix would, and start anew.

Well, anyways, that's an outline of me, more or less...



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*An additional blog with lots of pictures*

Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.


You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament
Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace.
You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions.
You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected.

It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.
You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others.
While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well.

At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.
You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.
You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.


Who I'd like to meet:

As many kindred spirits as possible!

and a kilted blacksmith with a Scottish accent who can play the bagpipes masterfully... or even just someone with a Scottish accent to talk sexy to me. Or a Russian accent. Or German. Or English. Or Irish... Accents are hott, kids.

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