MySpace.com - KEI - 21 - Male - HAYWARD~~GuAM, CALIFORNIA

This is a word from Seanie Jojo's Girlfriend mew! >^.^<

Well i guess this is where i step in! Hello The name is Sean-Arney AKA Akina, and i'm here takin up this space of jo's because I WANT TO!!! XD nah the truth is i want to let the whole world know how wonderful of a guy Joamil is! just because i want to! for my own enjoyment =D maybe to make him feel embarrassed the same time. LOL anyways for those who won't take the time to read this then well too bad. Ur fault if u start to assume something of my boi here later. if ya do i'll haunt you down! lol jk

So where should i start?? What type of guy is Joamil Dela Cruz? Lets see!! Honest and loving. He cares about people, his friends (even when they hardly talk now), his family (even when they still cause him stress), his life (because he's alive now with me!), and he loves me! his second and last girlfriend he will ever have (meaning when we're married he won't have any more girlfriends! just me the wifey!!!). because i'm unique! lol jk. anyways He's really outgoing and enjoys to have fun. Meeting new people is all he's doing everyday, and well he talks a lot even though he doesn't know it, doesn't really know how to stay quiet in class too *cough* teehee yes when he "tries" to whisper its actually louder then he thinks (dun worry babe people just stare at you XD). Joamil has no shame to go out in the middle out in the open where hella people are and do something uber random and yell or something. it makes him carefree and unique! that's why i love him. He may seem to act a little gayish, but it can't be helped when your mother kinda wished you were a GIRL. Hahaha, although it doesn't bother me, after all i admit i act like a guy sometimes, and all the guys i end up liking are a little gayish in some way. But Joamil is still different because his personality makes him be himself. Faithful, truthful, respectful, reliable, helpful, giving, a friend, a sweetheart, amazing, and of course LOVEABLE. Like the saying "there's more to it then meets the eye."

Jo, as a friend he's always there for you, willing to talk, willilng to help in any way possible, and willing to give. Very loyal, kind, carefree, and enjoys what he loves to do. He may look scary at times but that's only when he's angry, so don't ever frustrate him teehee. he will always keep an eye on his friends no matter what. I know because i see how he is with his good friends. He talks to them making sure they feel okay, he lends a comforting shoulder to cry on, and words to keep them smiling. >^.^<

His physical appearance should Never be considered a threat, disgusting or anything. Joamil has this skin rash which is now known as Psoriasis [sor-ai-sis] (A noncontagious inflammatory skin disease characterized by recurring reddish patches covered with silvery scales. *something like that*) and it doesn't bother me AT ALL. to some people its disgusting and they are afraid to touch it. or even get near him. He has it mainly on his shins, knees, elbows, and a little on his face (forhead, eyes, nose) Although it seems to be going away now thanks to *ahem* yeah new product. I don't let his skin disease bother me when i'm with him, actually its fun to peal his dead skin off XD it's a really useful time killer =D. His face has a gentle look, except on ocasions when he's angry he really looks like he's going to punch the living daylights outta someone. So what if he's fat XD well not technically fat his muscles are finally shaping up and he's losing the belly (*cough* sorta LOL) so he's becomming more hot XD anyways he has a nice perfect height for me, getting more muscular then fat i love it bwuaahahha! anyways its funnie when he's clean shaved he looks young, and then when he grows a mustache and a beared its like whoa he looks old. major differences teehee. reason why i say this is because i've noticed many who judge him by appearance at first glance instead of getting to know jo himself. and that's what frustrates me the most. that's it okay bye! lol jk anyways next up!

Did i give you high hopes or what? lol thought it was done huh?? well sorry i'm talkative!! bwuahaha!!!

Not only is his personality is great, but he has such amazing talents and hobbies! and he can almost do anything!!! he can cook (really good food!), he cleans (yes a neat freak, perfect for my messy habits XD), he draws really good (and i mean AMAZINGLY good), he can SING (oh man i love him cause he sings to me and with me! very sweet and i have a duet partner mwuahaha!!!), he CRIES (come on its like the saying "REAL MEN CRIES" i hate those who try not to cry thinking it makes him manly), he's SILLY (he makes you laugh just at the dumbest things he does without thinking), he plays DDR and is really good!! (but i'm BETTER!!! mwuahaha!!!), he DANCES (my mom always tells me "You have to find a boyfriend who dances, cause when you get married you'll get bored if they don't dance"), he likes ANIME (just like me! so he's not LAME!!!), he can speak and understand tagalog (omg that means i can practice more! i like my bf's to speak their native language.), he is a GREAT friend (I mean he's always there to cheer you up and help you in any way esepcially when you have problems), and finally he is NOT a POSER! (i mean no offense, but the majority of ones i know or met are just too stuck up for their own good.).

NOTE: You don't have to read the history section, if you don't want to read about how jo and i got together. so scroll down till you see another section breaker =3

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HISTORY of Kei & Akina

Songs <3

"So in Love" By: All 4 One
"Stick Wit U" By: Pussycat Dolls (hate the group but love this song)
"Because of You" Re-made by Next Phaze (Original By Keith Martin)
"Nothing's gonna change" Accapella by Next Phaze (Original by Glenn Medeiros)
"Say You'll Stay" By: Kai
"TL Ako Sa'yo" By: Jolina Magdangal (Hehe i like to sing it cause it was true in the beginning)
"I'll Be Loving You Forever" By: Westlife
"O Giliw Ko, Miss na Miss Kita" By: Father & Son
"I'll Make Love To You" By: Boys II Men

Past
About a year and a couple months, around January of 2005, I (Sean) had just started to work at the arcade of southland mall. On my days when i was in training, i noticed a customer (joamil) walk in and caught my eye. He didn't look all too attractive with his hair long like a girls, with a body of a guys, and i believe wearing a trenchcoat. but when i took a second look, he had a face that i couldn't help but look at. But what made me wonder was, he seemed to have had a DEPRESSED look on his face. well not that he looked sad, more like he had sad tired eyes. I felt sorry for him. Soon after, he caught my gaze and i look away fast and continued what i was doing. For some reason i couldn't get that look on his face out of my mind. I just couldn't help but think and worry. His style of clothing was just different from others so it was easy to notice him. When i looked up again, he was playing ddr (at that time i wasn't even good, i couldn't play most of the songs on heavy, not till later.). He was really good, so i ended up watching. I was curious if he saw me. Honestly i was oblivious of what i was actually thinking. Well more like i knew what i was thinking, but i was just ignoring what i was thinking. I believe that when he was done playing ddr we caught each other's gaze and i guess said hi in our minds, smiled and he left. On his side of the story that, he told me he was suprised to see me, a female (he says a cute asian girl), working in the arcade full of male employees.

From that day on we started to see each other more in the arcade, he would constantly come by just to play ddr (in truth, he said he went there just to see me because it made his sad days go better.) on days before i start work i would play ddr and he was on the side watching. When he would play ddr after me i would shadow and see if i can try and play too. It went on with hi's and byes around ddr, and weeks later we started to talk little by little. What was sad was that we were soooo dumb not to notice that we were at least interested in each other. around may or june, he got a new haircut, and i knew i felt more attracted to him because it really went well with his style of clothing and his face. Also around that time we started to talk a lot more with each other, he'd talk to me about his girlfriend, the things they're going through, i would talk about my guy issues, we'd share drawings, because he draws really good like no other. we got along really well. soon after in july he tells me he has a crush on me, that just made me really really bummed because if he had told me sooner at least a week or two sooner i would have given him the chance. After all around that time i had just started talking with a previous ex and got back together. it was such a downer though.

Around August, he got hired at the arcade where i work and we became even closer friends cause we would just talk every day that we would work together, finding out we go to the same school and is also taking judo together, just made things more interesting. i guess around the end of august is where the other guy and i had broken up for stupid reasons. but as the school days went on the closer he and i got, and the closer i started realizing i really cared about him. him on the other hand, had already realized his feelings but he was just hiding it because of my own problems with a previous ex i've been dating for over a year. it wasn't until october i got fed up with my ex i decided to go with my new found feelings and find out wether he liked me or not. i asked his friend, i read it through his online blogs, i had been to stupid to notice that he's cared for me ever since. then on the day October 12, 2005 He had asked me out to be his girlfriend on a day him, his friend, my friend, and i were just hanging out and looking around best buys. It was the best days of our lives. The beginning of a new love.

This is our 1 Year anniversary. Beautiful flowers with a handful of love!

PRESENT
Now we are living HAPPILY, and over a YEAR in the relationship.Even if it was just a year, To us we felt as if our meeting was fate, it was Love at first Sight. With our hearts clueless of it. Joamil Dela Cruz, he's taken very good care of me, protects me all the way, very sweet and lovable. Yet he likes to spoil me rotten, but he still loves me. And i know he means it because i can feel it. His past means nothing to me, his psoricis means nothing to me, as long as he loves me for me i'm greatful. we taught each other a new way of life, as in there's more to life then being hung over your ex who only causes you pain. I hate seeing jo sad, i never even liked it when i first saw him sad. we've spent these wonderful months together. and we are going to stay like this forever until we die. No more sad relationships, no more taking advantage of us, no more misleadings, no more depression. we've stopped attempting to commit suicide because we have each other now. life would be harsh if either one of us leaves this world. We're 20 years old almost of legal age, we've experienced more to life then other people think, even our own parents. i just think parents or other people don't understand that people's experiences can happen in different times of every person's life. so its frustrating that we get to be held back by certain reasons because people fail to understand that we've been through things like they have sooner then they have.

FUTURE
Our future is for us to decide. If we want to get married at 25 we will get married at 25. we don't have to wait to graduate after college and date other people. because we know that we are for each other and each other only. so once we graduate we will be together. we will have a life together and a family we always wanted. And because we are dorks that way =D

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This is me bout to jetski, and jo gets all this, and his only! lol

FINAL SAYING!
Joamil has been through so much in his past life and i don't want him to re-live those misery. I mean come on he was physically abused by a family member when he was only a child. His parents wanted a girl so the first few years of his life they treated him like a girl, and yet they still do up until this day. He was bullied a lot when he was younger, and was pressured and influenced to do drugs (thank god jo was not a complete addict but i know he stopped a LONG time ago.) He had weak health (asthma), a loner, his family was poor back in Guam. But thanks to all these experiences in his past joamil wouldn't be the person he is now. He's working hard so he wouldn't live the deprived life he had before, he's working hard to earn money, he's working hard to support himself. he's working hard to prove his family and those who don't believe him wrong. And lastly he's working hard learning what true love means. In the past, yes he loved his ex girlfriend at some point. And of course until now he still loves her. After all no one can ever stop loving their first love. I would know because i still love my 2 ex's that i took seriously. Its what i learned the past 7 years since my freshman year and thinking about it now. Falling out of love isn't simple, actually, love never goes away, if you love someone you love them forever. If you had lost a love, its easy to love again, but of course the love is never the same, because you are loving someone new. Its a new love that grows on that person and that person only, meaning its not the same as the first. And the first love NEVER goes away its still there. So of course every now and then he would think about his ex. Its not that he regrets going out with her its more like he's thankful, because if it wasn't for her he wouldn't have learned what love means, even if he was treated badly, even if it was from someone way younger then him, he still loved her... he just wanted to be appreciated, accepted, and cared for. but even still he appreciated the little love he recieved from her. (yes little, he believes its little and so do i) Despite the confusion and undecided relationship they had, he held onto what he believed to be true love, restraining the pain he felt in his heart, fighting to keep the relationship going. Even still, this experience has taught him so much to avoid being hurt, to avoid a relationship who can't decide in criticle situations, to avoid throwing his life away for someone who might not be worth it. Thanking all his experiences because Now with me, we're both excperiencing the meaning of TRUE love. and its the best feeling in the world I mean come on as a child, joamil has never experienced love, so now he's learning pretty well. Being thankful of his past life is what brings him to be what he is now.

anyways enough about that, Joamil is just the sweetest guy i've ever met. He's done so much for me, he lifted my heart bottemless pit of depression state i was in. And i have changed. He brought me back out to my usual self that i haven't been for years. He cares about me a whole lot. He is just out of this world, i mean dude he has no shame! but besides all that he is an all around guy, having fun and enjoying himself. I can't believe how SOME people never APPRECIATED the things he did for OTHERS Its amazing how DEVOTED he is when it comes to me. He freakin skates a mile and a half to and from my house!! i mean he's insane! but he risks anything to be with me and that's sweet but crazy. i love him so much teehee. i appreciate the crazy things he does, like bend down on his knees in the mall and yells out sorry, when he got me a tad bit irritated. its cute, embarrassing but its cute because he doesn't care. he's so outgoing that his friends love him much too =D i thank GOD for introducing me to a guy like Jo here. And i promise that i'll be there for him forever until we die. (as in i will kick anyone's ass who fucks with my boyfriend again. from his past life to those now. fuck with him u fuck with me. believe me in my past i was tomboyish girl with plenty of experience of fighting and that hasn't changed one bit. XD) Jo deserves better things in life then being used and takin advantage of, he needs a life to BE HIMSELF without anyone holding him back and telling him what to do (like not to cuss, not to do this, not to do that, plus no one has any right to! except parents really). For that I will be there by his side accepting every part of jo for who he is, well with a little bit of guidance and push from me for him to follow his dreams (i helped him get back on track in college thanks to me!!!). That's what makes him the great man he is. heehee Joamil I LOVE YOOOUUUU!! Mahal na Mahal kita. Sa Lupa hangang sa langit, hindi kita iiwan kahit paano. promise...

He's forever my Romeo. My Night in shining Armor. My Sweetie <3

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