shash

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Wondering Through Life - A Consciousness Among Mass Consciousness

  • shash

  • 54 / Male
  • Midwest, Missouri, US
  • Last Login: 11/24/2009

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Interests

  • General

    Working with various art mediums through the many years in this material life: computers(tech geek), I like gadgets and making gadgets, Web page design, airbrush, pen-n-ink, oils, wood carving, sculpting, photography, auto mechanic, carpenter, silversmith, etc. If it is a shapable medium, it can be created.

    **Creating custom jewelry is the present skill I have my shop set up for. This is usually on request from those who know me.
    Sample of silver work.

    **Web page design is another current media I work with in commercial business or personal web design.
    Inquiries welcome.

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    Nature is wonderful,
    even in its destructive stages. Being outdoors and away and still in a crowd of people. Practicing my spiritual levels. Being a friend of the thunderbeings and other natural dimensions.

    Likes: Being a part of the natural elements and energies throughout life as they are an energy for which we exist in our purist forms of natural forces. Results of our creations.

    Dislikes: Those who fear death as it is our return to which we come from, but forgotten by many.

    A Thought
    Ocean Dreams:
    When you've experienced life in the oceans, it is enduring to stand on the beach and view what was.
    Waiting for the moment to delve into the oceans, again.
    J Palace, copyright 2006

    The many facets of onesness can be a gem.
    J Palace, copyright 2006

    What is a light!
    If you cannot see it in darkness.
    J Palace, copyright 2006

    The image of mankind is varied in the eye of our creations.
    The purpose is to evolve.
    The dreams are moving to see more of who we are.
    J Palace, copyright 2006

    It's good to move past the comfort zones and expand your eventual boundless realities.
    The material world does have it's limits, but the elements of nature gives us many wonderful things to experience in wonders of our dreams in life.
    Recognize natures whisper and recognize the many realms of their existence.
    J Palace, copyright 2006

    Peaceful surroundings makes its waves through many places.
    You do not have to know the results, only know your universe is part of it.
    J Palace, copyright 2006

    Perfection can usually be out of reach.
    Things change and moments turn with time.
    What could of been perfect has now passed and we settle for what is left.
    The allusive prefection could be a simple acceptance of the moment in front of you in a breath.
    J Palace, copyright 2006

    Nature's Whisper:
    It's good to move past the comfort zones and expand your eventual boundless realities.
    The material world does have it's limits.
    The elements of nature give us many wonderful things.
    To experience in wonders of our dreams, in life.
    Recognize natures whisper and recognize the many realms of their existence.
    J Palace, copyright 2006

    A whisper say's it ok.
    Things are peaceful where I am.
    And I see that among others,
    but do they see it themselves.
    J Palace, copyright 2006

    A healer who cannot heal, does not know when to rest.
    J Palace, copyright 2006

    One day at a time,
    pacing what we can.
    The moments are continuous as grains in the sand.
    Sifting thru our choices, seeking the grand plan.
    But living for the moment
    is where I stand.
    J Palace, copyright 2006

    Peace!
    It needs to last longer than a day.
    It needs to be more than we can say.
    Enjoy it your way.
    Peace!
    J Palace, copyright 2006

    What do I want to be in life?
    I want to experience individuality.
    I want to know self.
    I want to see beyond sight.
    I want to know more of what I can be.
    I want to create life.
    I want life.
    I am life.
    J Palace, copyright 2006

    In another time.
    In another place.
    We would of done it another way.
    Live for the moment.
    J Palace, copyright 2006

    New times to come.
    New things to do.
    New ways to see.
    New choices for you.
    J Palace, copyright 2006

    There is no time in the universe for the moment to unfold.
    A moment that could span a lifetime or a blink of an eye.
    A moment to be what you choose in life.
    A time you choose for the moment to be.
    Be it in this reality or another outside of this realm.
    It is your universe and more outside of time.
    It is your time to be with a universe within.
    Live your time and be without time as you live.
    J Palace, copyright 2006

    To have your life flash in front of you is an awakening to all your experiences in life.
    There are no judgements.
    Then we move on in life beyond life.
    J Palace, copyright 2006

    One day at a time is the human element existing in this reality.
    I do go thru the motions, but being an observor of life in its many realms is where I prefer.
    My purpose in life is where I am.
    I have no more searching.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    It's an experience in moving with life.
    Going with the flow. It's interesting to sense the patterns and observe the movement unfold.
    Living life becomes more familiar and the conscious choice is our validity of living beings.
    Searching for life that we are.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    In a manor of speaking, we are all gods/goddesses.
    The choices we make in this reality are what we're creating in this world we live.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    We have similarities and differences.
    In our individual forms we have many ways of separating things from the one.
    Whatever way we see,
    our individuals have found it their way.
    Many things are learned in a moment of many individuals learning of a thought of one,
    Self.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Experiencing life on a daily breath can be interesting.
    Watching things form, unfold, and go.
    No matter which choice was made, time still moves for the next events.
    Life.
    Many ask, what is life?
    Your living it!
    What else does one want it to be.
    Our choices.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Seeking spiritual things is opening a doorway.
    But, to open doorway to one thing, opens the door to all things.
    Faith in self is the key.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Day by day we live for more. Until the day of more we live.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    What A Life!
    Day by day we say.
    Week by week, hey.
    Any longer we fly away.
    Enjoy this moment doing it your way.
    J Palace, copyright 2007


    A heart of hearts I give a share.
    Of many beats to be of life.
    A breath of air to show I care.
    A moment of thought I see of you.
    A thought of you I give to air.
    To roam the world for all to see.
    A beat of heart I give to thee.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    We have many spaces in other worlds,
    in other dimensions,
    in other places.
    A spark among flight.
    Moving beyond the speed of light.
    A world of step by step,
    one way, one day.
    Taking a break and live it this way.
    A place to see a blade of grass,
    Gazing at a stone of time.
    The passing storms in my mind.
    Constant movement, new and old.
    This is more than what I'm told.
    Only thoughts of a wondering mind.
    Passing moment of a passing time.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Nature is full of journeys to pass in time.
    The body may have it's limits,
    but the journey is still on.
    Marvel with life.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Things expanding and more to see.
    This world is a trip,
    curious place to be.
    A world of war,
    small peace we see.
    Whats it like have peace enveloped in thee.
    A world we see.
    A world to be.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Things are good around my realms.
    Living day by day.
    Gazing at life as it passes in wonders.
    If we could only quiet those who like hate and wars.
    At least teach them to play well with others.
    Human nature has many lives.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    If I have touched you how can I be a stranger.
    If I have memory of you how could I not forget.
    My thoughts are of those I have touched.
    My thoughts are more than a day.
    Time moves in my thoughts.
    A thought is of you in more than I can say.
    My thought is of all in a better way.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Life is good inspite of its ups and downs.
    Moving on makes the difference with the results as it is only the experiences we learn from and continue, in our lives.
    Till we do it again.
    Hopefully in a better way.
    I know I am not perfect,
    but I do strive for the better ways in this reality.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    What a life.
    Things keep moving.
    Life keeps changing.
    Think I will sit down for awhile and watch the flowers bloom.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Creation beyond life has many paths for us to choose from.
    Free will gives us the opportunity to evolve in any belief of choice.
    There is no exclusive to creation.
    Be good in your life.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Beat to the drum of life!
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Know self.
    Observe unknowns and learn.
    Have faith in self to make good choices.
    Your dreams will come to you.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    I missed you and found you.
    In the dark there is light.
    You'll be a place in my sight.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Many wonderful things open up when one can accept life beyond life.
    The passing thru vail of mourning the physical detachment can weight heavily.
    Accepting it graciously can thin the vail and the meaning of the spirit passing to their realms of creation can be sensed.
    It is an expansive feeling of our place in this world and beyond.
    Very humbling.
    Until it is our turn to return to where we come from.
    Be good to self.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Thank you for the remembrance.
    A simple element of humanity that exemplifies and solidifies our existence in this reality.
    Remembering our lives of past and present to learn of our experiences and shape our future.
    A will of living in harmony and dreams for a better life.
    Enjoy the simple things around you and be at peace with your choices.
    What a life.
    Be good to self.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    The generations are in our DNA.
    The DNA is our life.
    What we know is what we feel inside.
    Our generations are alive.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Age is a strange concept in this reality. J Palace, copyright 2007

    I come by when I can
    and move where I am.
    I ask nothing of you,
    but hope your life is for the better.
    For you are one of creations "I am."
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    When the thought comes to me for one soul,
    then it is also for another.
    Many of us move with similar paths but walk as individuals to experience life in our varied ways.
    A touch of one thought.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    A moment to pass.
    A life with mass.
    We touch with self.
    A flash within an hour glass.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    I've never said I was perfect...
    All I can say is, "I am."
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Learning of Self;
    A Consciousness Among Mass Consciousness.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    I walk in light and in darkness.
    But sometimes it takes a little more effort to dust off the residue when returning to the lighter side of self.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    For now, I am human, living with human conditions, parameters, wonders and distractions.
    Yet, my mind moves beyond until I can return home.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    I do think of you in our expansive worlds.
    I ask for your life to be good to your nature and your surroundings.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    The human psyche can be very confusing.
    Yet, I would experience it to know its potential.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Good to know you are a place to be.
    Enjoy your life as there is more to see.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Things are a world of difference in a thought.
    The choices to make in what we have brought.
    Enjoy a good life in content of being for what is sought.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    As we move in this world we experience life in our eyes.
    A doorway to another we may cry.
    Many things we have learned and many moments to come.
    Will lead to the light when we are one.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Being true to self is all we can be.
    To know in life, to stand and see.
    Be grateful of life and live to be one.
    With all things of our nature that move in our path.
    Learning our future and cherishing our past.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    I am content and welcome the passing to my journey back home to creation.
    But for now I am to live this human life with its nature and boundries.
    Life beyond life.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Be good in your mind and thoughts of you I will vision.
    Stand beside your pain and be strong in spirit.
    I will ask for you to heal and be at peace with the inner self for you to see.
    My thoughts are yours.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Your reality is a life of creations.
    Your place is a place to be is who you are in this universe to see.
    Your place is a place to be is who you are in this universe to see.
    Your experiences of self and those who connect with you and your lifes journey.
    A friend visiting, a thought of things to come, of things past, and all things that fill your mind.
    May your choices be plenty.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Ghosting the trees!
    I can relate to that.
    They are nature and I recognize nature as we are a part of them and they are us.
    I enjoyed shape shifting with them during festivals in the forest.
    Memories...
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Pondering life can be mind boggling.
    Living life can be amazing.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Many good things to remind us of life's passion in this world.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    The world is a cool place beyond its conflicts.
    We choose where we want to be and our nature will adjust.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Our cycles of coming and going do continue and thoughts of you are a part of the movement.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Hopefully one can meld with the experiences of life and thereafter.
    Its who we are.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Live your life with your choices and be grateful in living it.
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    Be good...
    "Be grateful for who you are..."
    J Palace, copyright 2007

    I enjoy it when the natural elements change their nature.
    The transition of seasons change many things.
    J Palace, copyright 2008

    Its good to experience life.
    Then we move on to experience life.
    J Palace, copyright 2008

    Many travel the world for what is in self.
    J Palace, copyright 2008

    Humans are all around us.
    I'de bet your probably one.
    Spend time learning what your own soul is about.
    Life moves on.
    J Palace, copyright 2008

    I am ready for the things to be.
    More of time and space to see.
    A gracious spirit I am glad to know.
    Thanks for your humble glow.
    J Palace, copyright 2008

    I hope you can allow your mind to open beyond your illnesses.
    Be at peace and explore the higher self and understanding life beyond our material reality.
    J Palace, copyright 2008

    We combine our thoughts in unison and move forward.
    Dreaming times of good things to be free.
    A life of all lives hopes sheens not lowered.
    Our paths crossed entwined in glee.
    Experiences of existance we are showered.
    Another year we are closer to see.
    Enjoy your lives and allow to be.
    J Palace, copyright 2008

    Its a good thing to pass this step.
    The next is waiting to be.
    I've been humbled in your remembering me.
    A thought of hopes and healing.
    A cycle soon to mend.
    A life soon to transcend.
    The experiences of we.
    It is self I want to see.
    Our lives to understand when we blend.
    Peace and remember when.
    J Palace, copyright 2008

    Things are their way in sight.
    A road of tales some lose and some sing.
    Many say it is their right.
    Experience the wisdom from the beginnings.
    We challange the life of various whys.
    Collecting our stripes of life we choose in strings.
    Cycling our paths we do again we say light.
    The night we not focus yet skirt the fight.
    We live again we chosen to bring.
    Remember the life before life the flight of wing.
    Where stars are born in worlds beyond.
    Where we exist as the awesome one.
    J Palace, copyright 2008

    It does help to hear others are speaking similar words.
    A comfort to feel we are not alone,
    even when in solitude.
    We are one.
    J Palace, copyright 2008

    Prophets come in many forms.
    ...and usually leave before their time.
    J Palace, copyright 2008

    A moment has passed in being grateful of your image cast.
    Hoping your life is cherished and dreams are vast.
    Thanks for allowing me to be in your light emitting a beam in my path.
    J Palace, copyright 2008

    Life continues with each sunrise and sunset.
    However we chose it to see the sun will rise again and allow us to be.
    J Palace, copyright 2008

    Many walk similar paths yet, we walk them individually.
    J Palace, copyright 2009

    Accept self and blend with its natural energies to get a growing understanding of your surroundings and inner self.
    J Palace, copyright 2009

    I can say my teachings did not come from any one person but many paths I have crossed.
    Each was a lesson.
    J Palace, copyright 2009

    The more we can learn of self the more we know of what more we are.
    J Palace, copyright 2009

    Knowing your presense is all I need to be content.
    When we meet all time would be whole in the moment.

    Till we meet again.
    J Palace, copyright 2009

    What would I ask you?
    Your life is your own yet you want someone to share it with.
    Be strong for yourself and live it to the fullest.
    J Palace, copyright 2009

    It might not bring solice but all I can say is; "you are not alone."
    J Palace, copyright 2009

    The horn of plenty is measured by will.
    For steady streams it will spill.
    Be it open and you can fill.
    Pacing your growth is measured still.
    J Palace, copyright 2009

    Human life comes and goes
    The rational wonder why.
    J Palace, copyright 2009

    I wonder where you've been and I wonder where you go.
    But then I wonder why that is and forget wandering in life is where I am and wondering is the flow.
    J Palace, copyright 2009

    Forever and ever in eternities outside our own we be for the sow we seed.
    Living a life we have flow.
    Remembering forever in the ways we see.
    It's a good life to be.
    J Palace, copyright 2009....

    There are many words, then there are none.
    Its back to experiencing until we are one.
    J Palace, copyright 2007




  • Movies

    "What The Bleep Do We Know - Down The Rabbit Hole." I very much related to the quantum mechanics theory and the realms I traveled when crossing over during my leukemia experience. It is only the tip of the iceberg. An area where spirituality could come closer to science, but what we do with it will show us who we really are as a human race. There are many others, but that is all they are.
    This is only one opinion of many.

  • Television

    Sci-fi, stories of the future and multi-dimensional possibilities of thought.

Details

  • Status: Married
  • Here for: Networking, Friends
  • Orientation: Straight
  • Height: 5' 6"
  • Ethnicity: Native American
  • Zodiac Sign: Gemini
  • Children: Proud parent
  • Occupation: Life as Freelance Artist/Silversmith/Things Happen

Status and Mood

  • shash is currently away for a moment (span of linear time unknown). The words written on this page are where I am.
    Mood: peaceful peaceful
    Posted at 8:31 AM Nov 23
  • shash is currently away for a moment (span of linear time unknown). The words written on this page are where I am.
    Mood: touched touched
    Posted at 5:34 PM Oct 13
  • shash is currently away for a moment (span of linear time unknown). The words written on this page are where I am.
    Mood: grateful grateful
    Posted at 5:32 PM Oct 13
  • shash
    Mood: thankful thankful
    Posted at 4:37 PM Oct 13
  • shash
    Mood: peaceful peaceful
    Posted at 4:36 PM Oct 13

Blurbs

About me:

I am of Apache, Navajo and Spanish descent.
Existing for the moment until the next moment passes. An artist for most of my life. Living with the bear and thunder-being medicine. An explorer and observor throughout many dimensions in life of our creations. In past moments, I have done ceremonies, sweat lodges, and various other divinations depending on intent. Or, I am just me.
I do not answer to any one belief, but do recognize them all. I do have a contrary nature with this present human life being, so learning or accepting to face ones self, handling inner fears, and unknowns, is important. If you initially intend to aproach me for various reasons of seeking. I am true to nature so I am not the one to prove anything too. Or, I am just me.

A THOUGHT!
12-31-06 Just think of the massive energies
moving at the moment.
And we are all apart of this historical
moment of energies shifting toward the better of things.
Collective thought in a global scale for peace.

Our thoughts may not go as directed,
but where it is needed.
Ultimately to what is better for all.
Some things need to pass for things to move on.

An ex-President(Ford) passing in peace and
another ex-President(Hussein) passing in chaos.
This has a profound effect in the worlds
spiritual energies.

Finally a large element of darkness
has been taken out of this realm,
yet there is more to come,
but it is in a good direction.

Chaos will still attempt to cloud
things as it is the way.

But, the levels of good things has
moved forward in this moment of
a new light for mankind.

PEACE!
shash

A Step in Awareness
It is a gradual thing. We could not handle it should too many things hit us all at once. The thought process has to go thru changes to recognize new senses, unseen possibilities, and a different sense of thought. Many people out there speak the words, but only understand the surface of it's meaning. Wanting to include the known perimeters of this reality tends to keep us at the lake side.

A small step at a time can pass thru many dimensions and if thought has not adjusted to the new surroundings of possibilities, then it is only a brief passing. Expanding awareness is expanding to new senses in thought.

This can be a strange and scary feeling if you do not truly have faith in self. One tends to feel the crossing of sanity because of the new sensations. I did when it first happened. These are nothing to fear, but allow the faith in self to grow with unknowns. Observe and make conscious choices to explore.

I had to briefly pass the veil to get to these levels and that is the other way many would prefer not to take, but it is the core that keeps many in this realm. The fear of death. I no longer have that fear of natural passage and it has opened so much in that area alone. To me, it is an element that keeps us from seeing further. We can see past it and still live out this lifes wonders.

Living this reality has to run it's course. Learning of our higher self can be like looking thru a window until we separate from our physical bodies. And continue to move on in our varied lives through our awareness.

The events I have been a apart of have been life long. The things I speak of are of my perceptions and many ways similar to the varied views of others. The things I speak of can be as guidance of possibilities. Not venues to be followed as doctrines. This is what I move with and allow space for others to expand their own journey of awareness.

The good/evil scenerios are concepts of humanity. Yet, very real in the minds of humanity as they create it. This is an area that has less weight when awareness begins to unfold. There are many unknowns and the conditioning of the good/evil concepts keep many from seeing past the many spiritual wonders that we are about.

Want to see more spiritually? Do not fear seeing past what you know. Observe it. Your strength is believing in self. Observe the things not familiar and move as perceived in a good way. Observe your life and the little things or series of events that affected the way you react. How did it correlate to society around you in the moment.

Its interesting to observe many people in various societies experiencing the same or similar events. It also gives a peek at how energy moves in life. Resulting in our behavior. Learning to see these things spiritually gives understanding on things to come. It can also aid in more choices not previously realized in handling situations.

What is your path? You have been living it! These things are gradual when the sight is awakening. The searching should be within as that is where awareness in spirit is growing. Thats if you want to observe things as they flow in movement and unfold in events. The initial confusion is the growing choices in direction of life.

This is a beginning as the directions of existence can all exist in a moment and living them all within a moment is an awareness of all possibilities. Don't expect anything. Let things move in their natural way. Observe, comprehend, and move on. No reason to stay in one spot. Things do reoccur till you get the understanding of things to be.

There is no need to feel left behind. You are a part of all things created and your understanding of awareness in life evolves within the lives you exist. Eventually moving beyond life as comprehended. The choices in life and observing life of choices is ones path of wanting to understand more of self and evolve.
shash

A Thought on Body Healing!
To help, if you are not good with visualization of your own body healing. Get a medical illustration of the human torso. One with the internal organs illustrated. Visualize the areas you are concerned with. Practice viewing the parts of interest and eventually see yourself with the parts inside you.

Practice getting closer and closer to your area of interest. Gradually get to cell level and eventually further, but mainly the part of interest is what your concerned with for now. For basic visualizing, see the part as a whole. Practice visualizing them as the healthy parts in the medical illustration. Expect nothing and live a good life. shash

Existing is beyond the birth of stars and countless realms of non-times.
Where the expansion of thought is boundless.
But for now, we are human.
Life beyond life.

shash

Passing Memories. 12-21-07
Another linear year is passing into memories.
There were challenges and there were triumphs.
Whatever choices we made they were done and now we move on.
Some want it better for living in this world
and some do not.
However we chose, linear time did not stop.
We lived to continue the cycle of life.
Hopefully our added experiences will make us wiser for what is to come.
Its a human experience we ponder about.
It's a life we want to shout.
We ask what is life, but do not see.
We are experiencing it until there is more to be.
Some want shortcuts, some want it quick,
but without the experience of existing it's fruitless to see.
Be at peace with your inner self and allow it to be with soulful things in a natural pace.
They will guide you and bring solice to thee.
As we journey toward our next cycle in life.
Be grateful you were given life and able to be.
Peace!
shash
J Palace, copyright 2007

A Thought on Stillness.
Stillness... gather your good memories to get into your calm state.
Withdraw in further to your inner safe place and be silent in thought, but observe your surroundings, like looking thru a window.
Being emotionally detached.
Observe the turbulance and watch its movement as the waves pass.
Look back and attempt to observe where it is originating.
Sometimes it can be pin pointed and sometimes there are many elements involved.
Do not attempt to correct them as there are many variables involved.

Learn to move through them but be stilled to allow things to pass.
Observe and learn the movements they make to affect the life of humanity and other life forms.
The state of calmness counters and lessens the waves as they pass with less resistance.
That is where getting involved is passive but can be longer lasting.

Learn by observing and living life.
At times to calm my surroundings I envision I am surrounded by rolling grass covered land that is calmly moving with the breeze.
From there I go many directions.
One of many ways.
shash
J Palace, copyright 2008

Gojiiya '07
As I sit here gazing at the snow and ice of nature a past memory emerges of a recent journey to the Jicarilla Apache Reservation. I went to their annual Gojiiya weekend held in a valley of their land next to the tree lined Stone lake.
This was the once a year event when most of the tribe would move to the valley of their land. Moving there for the weekend. I mainly visited the families that invited me, and enjoyed their company.
The land even gave me good visions of its nature.
I found the campsite of the hosting family and waited for the family to arrive. For now, I was on my own. I had layed down to rest. As I rested my eyes went blurry and I was attempting to re-focus them. When they focused there were women cooking and tribal families setting up many tables of feast. I turned around to see the spot I was resting on. There was nothing there, but I still felt I was there.
Then I moved around the tables and put two coins in each container of water and thanked the family member. The thought was saying two quarters-50 cents. I began returning to the place my body was resting and then, I was stopped by a male figure. He handed two coins back to me and said he did not want them. I seemed to be confused of the behavior and then one of the women preparing the feast approached us.
She asked if I had given this man what I had in my hand. I answered yes and she asked me to follow her. We approached one of the feast tables and she picked up a moccasin and handed it to me. It looked like it had a stove pipe on it as I had accepted it and thanked her.
She said, I was welcomed there and for me to feast on the various foods and givings on their tables. I moved from table to table cherishing the givings, then my eyes refocused and I was laying there on the ground watching the red ants around me. They were also visiting, but did not bite.
Its was really refreshing to see the children sitting there with their great, great grandmother and relations. Visiting the star lit evenings with family campfires throughout the valley. To the wee mornings rays were singing and random yelping between camps echoing in the valley surrounded by the forest.
This land and its people seemed to be a resting place for me. I am glad I was allowed to visit their land. I do not ask for much; just camping out for the weekend with the tribal families in their valley was comforting. Memories from somewhere...
The many human elements where there, but being in the land of the ancestors brought solice. Being raised in the cities has reminded me to appreciate these moments. It was a very fullfiling experience. I got to meet one myspace friend. Another refreshing experience and then moved on.
The trip was continued with traveling afterward to Albuquerque to my first grand-daughter's, first birthday. A few festive days with the family and then back to Missouri. It stormed around us all the way back and it was very comforting to me.
This was a good moment.
shash (2-2-08)
J Palace, copyright 2008

...souls learning of life.
I get ecstatic when observing a soul learning of what more they are and can be. For now the threads of human nature influence the extent of how far we want experience and too what extent.
Boundries of ego and known sanity wavers as thought also goes thru changes. One can sense many bounce back to familiar ground when the senses of the unknowns expound. It's ok to learn about life.
Things will be when humanity eventually allows beyond its material boundries and emotions.
Believe in self.
shash (3-17-08)
J Palace, copyright 2008

Answering a Question.
Be open and observe all avenues of healing. During my leukemia experience I did the western medicine to get a feel of where they are at and to experience the outcomes of their way.
The processed chemicals in their treatments did make me feel seperated from my higher self as it clouded the mind. But then I'd back off to what I feel in nature. With confidence in who I am. Visioning the self and synching it with the western medicine ways. Like having a second opinion and to get a better handle of where the physical body was. I am open to the ways of others and their methods of healing but choose what works for me.
I also express this for others.
Do what works for you.
My journies of healing for others is usually not planned but, sometimes when asked with the humble intent of healing. With consideration to natures design.
Letting the natural things around us move in their natural course of life is where I like to be and the fast pace of society hinders what we are to see and be.
Yet they all culminate our experiences.
To truely heal listen to self and learn to understand the messages.
Listen to self.
shash
5-9-08
J Palace, copyright 2008

A Natural Thing.
Its a good time of the year for me as the ever changing weather conditions bring many things.
My seclusion from city life has aided with many introspectives and the natural things around us give our truer answers than any man-made whim.
Having nothing to do gives me plenty of things to do.
Experiencing life in many forms is amazing.
In recent weeks I've been enjoying a few very intense highly electrically charged thunderstorms. Tornadic behavior whisking by for another in its path. Nothing more exhilerating and humbling than a large thunderous energy body overhead pounding the ground around me with large electrical bolts and a large bolt air burst overhead.
Another nexus with nature among the many throughout this linear life span. My rottweillers even stood with me in a clearing un-afraid. Natural forces will orchestrate the final reactions as global pollution continues.
Relating to nature unfolds many mysteries.
We only need to relate.
Peace!
shash
6-23-08
J Palace, copyright 2008

A bewildering moment.....
History has its marks of good intentions being stricken by mankinds own hand. The religion that nails the poor guy to the cross every year does not seem to allow much growth of spirit. The messages that walk among us have to protect themself from this same negative aspect of man. It is bewlidering. We have many perceptions. Many not understood.
I have had in the past few years extremists verbally attack me with their cristian beliefs. They really get hyped up when an audience gathers. Surrounded by a crowd with a person shaking their hand in my face while verbally damning me and reciting bible scriptures at the same time. It is a very strange place to be. Only thing I could do is withdraw into my inner self and search for the moment of time I am really in.
It brought up the memories of how this imposition was forced on our ancestors. They were not allowed choices. What has caused this fracture in time! This was some old age stuff from another time period yet it is still allowed in this day thru the faceless. Eventually we will know what it means to walk our own path.
I am only saddened when I experience things like this. I am sombered to know there are many ways and I know my path is different.
I believe in self and I am not a follower. I feel for the first nations and their natural ancient traditions not the external deities that came to convert them thru the fear of conquering imposed damnation.
Peace!
shash
7-2-08
J Palace, copyright 2008

Walking Your Own Path is a Way.
shash
Only words from a wondering soul.

A South Dakota Ceremony '08
Because of the healing process from my leukemia experience there has been fewer moments when I would go out to another part of the country for ceremony.
It was an honor to recently visit and enjoy the company of a community in South Dakota for ceremony.
I was even amused with meeting their tricksters whom knew how to take a joke now and then and I gave them my share.
I was very humbled to experience their thunderbeings on the opening morning. The thunderbeings dislay of various colors, defined formations and electrical energy very much comforted me into a surreal peacefulness.
They were gentle to the community with their cleansing rain. It was a very cleansing experience to be with a people of tradition whom still exist.
I will miss them.
Their land is healthy, especially the mosquitos :)
I still do not plan where I go but will leave when nature guides me.
When I do travel I am there to visit the land of natural elements.
I thank them for allowing me to visit.
All my relations
shash
7-21-08
J Palace, copyright 2008

Transition of Humanity
It is ok to have the tears.
When a loved ones passing moment approaches your emotions will prevail. If you truely want to be a part of the moment you would need to pass through the tears of the moment as if passing through the thin vail of emotions.
Close your eyes if you need too. Clear your mind but giving thought of the moment. You would then be part of observing the transition to our spirit world. The energy of life.
The last moments of experiencing the transition, expressing your thoughts and observing the journey of passage.
Its amazing to experience. Very powerful. There is plenty of time to mourn after the fact. But being there for the moment would bring solice and closure.
Don't force it, but allow it.
Enjoy what time they have left in this reality.
Its a transition of humanity.
shash
9-24-08
J Palace, copyright 2008

shash's reply to: I AM SCARED!!! -------------- Original Message ---------------
From: **name not disclosed**
Date: Nov 24, 2008 3:23 PM
YOU ARE A SHAMAN: PLEASE HELP ME,I HAVE SEEN A LARGE BLACK SHADOW GO PAST ME WHEN I WAS ON MY COMPUTER AT WORK,WHEN I GOT HOME IN AN HOUR DIFFERANCE I SAW THE BIG THING AGAIN,I AM SCARED AND WANTING TOI KNOW WHAT IT IT.SHASH I FELT SOMETHING,I HAVE A LITTLE BIT OF TELAPATHY FOR SOME REASON.
PLEASE HELP ME FRIEND,ARE THESE DARK SPIRIT SOMETHING TO WORRY ABOUT,GOD PLEASE HELP ME TO UNDERSTAND AND THANX A MILLION FOR HELPING ME OUT THE LAST TIME,LOVE YOU BROTHER!!! HELP!!!!!IT GIVES ME THE CREEPS,DO YOU THINK I AM SUPPOSE TO DIE ALLTHOUGH I JUST FOUND OUT TODAY,2 OF MY FRIENDS ARE DYING!!!ANYTIME,I NEED SOME PEACE WHETHER I LIKE IT OR NOT,HELP ME!!LOVE YOU LIKE A BROTHER
**name not disclosed**,helpppppppp

shash's reply:
Seeing shadows does not neccessarily mean you are dying. Seeing shadows does not mean you should automatically be afraid of them. They may be unfamiliar to you as we have always been around the spirit worlds . You should be bypassing the fears and learn to sense the situation. If they are not welcome then say so and believe it so. You have the power of self. They normally cannot harm you unless you allow it through fears.
Then that would mean you are causing it to yourself. Don't allow your fears to get out of control. Face them, learn from them, and move them aside. Learn to sense the purpose of what you are feeling and seeing. They would be very subtle if you are new to the sensations. You say there are to 2 friends dying. Should they be close to you then your sensitivity with spirit activity could be heightened. They could unconsciously be projecting to you as they face their own transitions. All it takes is simple thought. Give thought to your good memories with them as they probably need this to make sense of life.
If you did not fear them in life then there is need to fear them in after life. The bridges between our worlds will eventually close as we heal from the experience. Eventually this would also be a global experience. Give them the good memories so they may pass without resistance.
One of the last fears is the fear of letting go.
We need to be at peace with this.
shash
11-28-08
J Palace, copyright 2008

Thought on 1-1-2009.
Things are their way in sight.
A road of tales some lose and some sing.
Many say it is their right.
Experience the wisdom from the beginnings.
We challange the life of various whys.
Collecting our stripes of life we choose in strings.
Cycling our paths we do again we say light.
The night we not focus yet skirt the fight.
We live again we chosen to bring.
Remember the life before life the flight of wing.
Where stars are born in worlds beyond.
Where we exist as the awesome one.
Peace
shash
1-1-09
J Palace, copyright 2009

.. .. .. .. .. ..

Who I'd like to meet:

My higher self, again.

CURRENT MOON

Comments

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  • Nov 24 2009 5:05 PM

    Blessings.
  • Nov 24 2009 5:05 PM

    Peace and Love my friend!
  • Nov 23 2009 7:10 AM

    Have a wonderful weekend my friend....Hugz Lisa JFVOV
  • Nov 23 2009 7:10 AM

    I Hope you have a Wonderful Weekend !!

    Much Love & Hugs,
    Serenity
  • Nov 23 2009 7:10 AM

    peace right back at ya..
  • Nov 23 2009 7:09 AM

    HELLO BROTHER
    DROPPING BY TO WISH YOU A SAFE AND BLESSED WEEKEND
    HUGS
    KATHY
  • Nov 23 2009 7:09 AM

    Hi Shash. Like your page. I'll get back when i have more time to read. I have the Flu, so i'm movin' alittle slow these days. Thanks for the friendship
  • Nov 19 2009 8:14 PM

    warm blessings and fair breezes!
  • Nov 19 2009 8:14 PM

    Hello Friend,
    Hope you are doing well.
    Sorry I havent been in touch lately, but have had 2 deaths in the family in
    1 day and both were sent to travel home on the same day.
    Wishing you a most peaceful and safe weekend.
    Hugs
    Kathy
  • Nov 19 2009 8:14 PM

    Thank you for the friendship.

    Christine~*~
  • Nov 19 2009 8:14 PM

    Sending Blessing of Love & Light !! Have a Beautiful Weekend :)

    Much Love & Hugs,
    Serenity
  • Nov 19 2009 8:14 PM

    HI HOPE EVERY THING GOOD WITH YOU.I WOULD LIKE TO THANK YOU FOR BEING A PART OF MY FAMILY. PEACE.
  • Nov 19 2009 8:12 PM


    I hope your weekend was a great one and "successful" as well....
    New week, new month...new hope...wishing you a day filled with peace, light and harmony...smiles gina

  • Nov 19 2009 8:12 PM

    HAVE A BLESSED WEEK MY VERY DEAR FRIEND AND BROTHER
    MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT



  • Nov 19 2009 8:11 PM

    Sending Blessing of Love & Light !! Have a Boo-tiful Week :)

    Much Love & Hugs,
    Serenity
  • Nov 19 2009 8:11 PM

    Hello Shash....hope your having an enjoyable weekend.
    Just thought I would send you a comment to let you know
    I was thinking of you today. Hope all is well. Its been nice here
    no rain and has been sunny and warm the past few days. Take
    Care my friend and many blessings~Mary....Springwater
  • Nov 19 2009 8:11 PM



    May you embrace this beautiful day, provided to us
    by Creator and our dear Mother Earth! Aho!
  • Nov 19 2009 8:11 PM

    WISHING YOU A BLESSED SUNDAY
    MUCH LOVE
    KAT (PUMPKIN) : )
  • Nov 19 2009 8:10 PM


    I Hope you a Beatufiul Week !

    Much Love & Hugs,
    Serenity
  • Nov 19 2009 8:10 PM

    Just dropping by to haunt you my friend :) Hope your week is off to a great start!!
  • Nov 19 2009 8:10 PM

    thanks for the request.. I would love to chat sometime and get to know one another..

    With love and light,

    Robyn xoxo
  • Nov 19 2009 8:10 PM

    Hi Shash. Hope all is well friend Have a blessed day Shine on! Looking good as always Love & Big Hugs Carrie xo
  • Nov 19 2009 8:10 PM

    how are u
  • Nov 19 2009 8:10 PM

    Thanks for being our friend. Have a great day!!!
  • Oct 13 2009 4:22 PM

    Stopping by to Wish you a Beatufiul Week !

    Much Love & Hugs,
    Serenity
  • Oct 13 2009 4:22 PM

    Osiyo
    Wishing you a nice Sunday!
    Victoria
  • Oct 13 2009 4:22 PM

    I just wanted to drop by and wish you a good day, and a life filled with much peace, love, beauty and many blessings.
    Your friendship is a blessing in my life and I am honored and grateful to count you amongst my blessings
    Yr friend across the big pond, LD
  • Oct 13 2009 4:22 PM

    Siyo Shash
    Have a nice day and weekend
    love & light
    Thundrose ,Kat
  • Oct 13 2009 4:22 PM

    Blessings and joy to you my friend.
  • Oct 13 2009 4:22 PM

    Just wanted to stop by and shop your page some love.
    Have a beautiful day or night lol.

    your friends from,
    T.O.P.I
  • Oct 13 2009 4:22 PM

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    With this pipe I Am sending you may wisdom of the harvest moons here in Massachusetts.
  • Oct 13 2009 4:18 PM

    Welcome to Rainwater!
  • Oct 9 2009 3:37 PM

    Thank you for the friendship have a wonderful weekend.
  • Oct 7 2009 7:26 PM

    Aaniin my brother!May your journey be filled with strength and love! Thoughts of you are forever in my heart!
  • Oct 7 2009 7:26 PM

    Siyo Shash
    have a great day and week
    love and light
    Thundrose , Kat
  • Oct 7 2009 7:25 PM

    Thankyou for being a new friend shash and for the comment. Peace to you as well
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    Sep 30 2009 4:08 PM

    Good morning, my friend...<br />Have a great Wednesday.
  • Sep 29 2009 5:27 PM

    Siyo Shash
    Have a Beautiful Fall Day
    Love And Light
    Thundrose , Kat
  • Sep 29 2009 5:27 PM

    Have a great week!





  • Sep 29 2009 5:27 PM

    beautiful spirit shash! thanks for the add.
    we of dj monkey
  • Sep 29 2009 5:27 PM

    peace :) how are ya!
  • Sep 29 2009 5:26 PM

    Thank you with all heart for the add Shash. Your page feels so amazing it creates evolution sage within sage. I already look forward to visiting again.
    Protecting Wild Things,
    Kicking Bear
  • Sep 28 2009 4:33 PM

    Peace :)
  • Sep 28 2009 4:33 PM

    Thank you for accepting my friends request I left myspace and now I'm back wasn't easy finding you.
    Hope you have a great day.
    Love and Light,
    Katrina
  • Sep 28 2009 4:33 PM

    Thank you for the friendship!
    Hope all is wonderful and
    well in your world. Please
    take good care and
    enjoy ...
  • Sep 28 2009 3:42 PM

    Shash,
    have a great day and weekend
    love and light
    Thundrose ,Kat
  • Sep 28 2009 3:42 PM

    may great spirit be with you today and always
    much love, peace,and respect~~ your sister
  • Sep 28 2009 3:42 PM

    PEACE! :)
  • Sep 25 2009 1:56 AM


    "Peace and happiness are available in every moment"

    I hope your day is full with happiness,
    and your heart smiles!
    Rossanne
  • Sep 25 2009 1:56 AM

    Hello my Friend