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Ben's Interests
General
Life. Engineering. Music. Parties. Bonsai. Reading. Art. Explosives. Ballistics. Things that happen really really quickly. Dreams (my own, not yours). ..
Music
.. I like most music, except for shit music.
I have just started to listen to classical music, which I'm really enjoying.
I'm listening to alot of melodic rock, like Karnivool and Tool. The Mars Volta are spinning my wheels abit these days.
Chill out and atmospheric music has been getting a spin recently, groups and DJ's like Air, Delerium and Ondy, have been keeping me sub-critical for a while now.
Movies
Shawshank Redemption. BlackHawk Down. Pi. Lord of War. Jarhead... Taxi Driver. Human Traffic. Traffic. Spun. Requiem for a Dream. Cube. Ice Age 1 and 2. Saw series.
The Wrong Man. There are dozens of movies that I love, like and tolerate.
Television
Say YAY for Reality TVYou know you watch Idol and BB. You closet fucking pervert... I like cartoons, esp cartoons aimed at an older audience, like Invader Zim and so on. I will watch a documentary on almost anything, the power of TV to teach you is amazing, tho often squandered!
Books
The Wasp (1950's Sci-fi)...
The Power of One.
The Art of War.
I'm starting to read more technical books, which is kinda nerdy, but fuck you if you thought that. I will anything that is related to science or Hi-Fi.
About me: I should write some really great and interesting stuff here, but I really can't be fucked, so make up what you want to and if it amuses you, go with it. It will probably be more true than any of the shit I would've written anyway.
You can also find me on MSN
benjraynor@hotmail.com
Or on FlickrBroken Toy Shop:I got my background image here:
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Fantasy Art Design:digital 3D artists computer wallpapersI love this site and shamelessly plug it.
Dear ben, I had a really great weekend with you, it was so nice to have that feeling surrounding us again, i guess most people call it being happy, but me it was just so much more, happy isnt a strong enough word for how you make me feel. I hope for many more weekends and times like that, it was great to get along again. This is what i want for us, love you so much, hope things keep moving forward for us. xoxoxox love always cassie
please talk to me soon, i mis you. I miss our usual saturday night thing, we eat and watch funniest videos as lame as we are, but thats our thing, and you werent here tonight to share that with. The house feels emptly and not right. I love you ben
Ben, you make me happy like no one has before, i dont show this to you cause im scared that my heart will be broken again. I want to show how you make me feel instead of showing you how much of a bitch i can be. I believe we were brought together, you are the perfect guy ive been waiting for in my life and yet i dont show you this. This needs to change i believe for my other issues to change too. I dont want to loose you and for us to be questioning our relationship. I want you now, tomorrown and in the future. I need to show you what you mean to me rather then pushing you away. I love you ben, hope things can continue rather then end. xoxoxoxox
Wow..all this rain. Its gud. Bella's got her second tooth thru..its like rite next to her first one. So adorable.
Have u been catchn up on ur study? One of my friends brothers started work last week at the mines up north. Thught u wanted to know that useless bit of info. Lol.
I wish you could come out and see me too. what i really wish is that you and i could have like a couple of weeks off so we could go somewhere nice together and just be together. that would be just wonderful, unfortunatly we have to work. Cant wait to see you tomorrow. xoxox love from your sick girl.
Yeh bella is great, shes over her viral infection now. She just gets more cheekier every day. Lol. Her new addition to words r bub. But she has only sed it a few times.
I got up to her earli this morn to feed her and it was raining. So random, considering it came out of the middle of nowhere. But neway.
Went out last sat, took my older cousin with me. Got her so wasted. Poor thing wasnt feelin gud on sun. And she has more kids than me.
Hey sweety hope work picked up for you, but you think slow and quiet would of been good too for ya considering how tired we are. Im at uni atm, feeling like i could put up a hamek and go sleepy byes. anyway already miss you xoxoxox love you
hello sweety. reading your comments, sorry if its hard to fit me in. If too much trouble all good. Sad that in some peoples worlds that myspace is so overly important. I may sound like a bitch..but second time ive read a comment that has offended me.
Woot woot! Its my bday!! :) Celebrated it on sat n sun..but neway. I asked bella for a cuddle n kiss, she gave me her foot to kiss. Lol. Kids...
Howd ur weekend go?
Im going to look thru ur pics.I finally got round to readin bulletins, and seen that u put new pics up.
Nehow, did i tell u that bella has a viral infection - so that explains the no sleep, crankyness. Cant give her nething but panadol thou. Spose to go away in 4 days.
Hey ben, hope you had a good day at work, well as good as a day can be when you are in the dark i guess. I had a busy day at uni, got half my draft done for my assignment. Actually hate this assignment, the uni hasnt thought it through properly alot of errors. Anyway had an awsome weekend with you, and loved watching the sunrise with you although it took forever, It was nice to meet your extended realies with you too. Miss you and hurry up friday. xoxoxoxoxox
thought i would send you a little birthday comment now since im seeing you tonight and all weekend. You are now same age as me, lol different dating someone younger,(two months) hahahah xoxoxoxoxo
CANT wait for you to be in my/our bed again too. Damn hey about the scratchy. I want to get you sumthing but i dont know what and dont really know what you like yet. lol. anyway once again count down to seeing you is coming to an end. ITs hard hey, i miss you heaps. I have heaps of fun with you. mwah. sweet dreams
Yep. 4got to charge the mp3 player, cos i was goin to do some exercise l8er on. Still mite go charge it actually. Too busy thinking bout bills and shit..lol.
I only got up to her once..and then i heard her stirring and rolling alot, so i scooted her in bed with me. Then woke up to her this morning while she was sitting right next to my face and smiling at me. Lol. That was @ 5.45am. So i had a bit of a sleep in. Lol.
