Future Mrs...

About me:

There's not much to say about me really. I know everyone says that, but its true. I'm basicly the 'girl next door type' mixed with a bit of the bitter,scorned lover, overtly cynical bitch type. Or maybe its the other way around...hmmmm basicly there are a few things that are, or atleast should be made, apparent.

I'm "cute," not sexy; not that smart (or too damn smart for my own good); sheltered yet not, sweet yet dirty, plus sized but energetic, a tomboy that cleans up nicely or a girly girl that's not affraid to get her hands dirty. Southern by birth and, occasionaly, mentality. Laid back, but entertaining. I have short fingers that i try to make look longer by growing my nails out. (no this hasn't worked yet. I just have small hands) I also don't tan. I BURN. And when I'm done being burnt I got back to my original pastey white, creature of the night, skin tone. My (wonderful) fiance, also tells me I'm odd, "but in a good way" It must at least be entertaining, he sticks around. I have the patience of a saint, so I'm told, but even saints get tired of waiting. And I'm sure they get tired of asking for a moment of your time.

I have been there and done that in a lot of sences. I have made the dumb choices, been burnt to a cinder and still walked away with something left of my dignity and yet another reborn version of myself. People change with each passing person who affects our lives in one way or another. We walk away not always drasticly different but slightly changed in one way or another. Depening on the experince we become freer in some cases. A wild spirit that flies through life doing what they wish following the whim that be. Others become more cautious, gaurded. They do thier best to stay safely out of pain's way. To not become attatched to anyone. They create silly rules for themselves to follow. When all it is, is them building up a fortress around themselves in hopes of not getting hurt in a similar way again when all that happens is a new way comes along and hurts them just as bad, or worse.