highnote.

Besides the letter I wrote to you, that you'll find in your left pocket when you wake up I'd like to find some words now... I loved coming home to you sometimes still asleep on my bed or playing my video games, listening to music and that smile of yours Or when, you'd pick me up at midnight on my birthday to make sure I didn't spend 'em alone... Nick my exboyfriend, said "she will never be okay without me", and he said it proud You jumped right in front of me as I cried and you told that bitch "she will always be okay, 'cause she got me and all her friends to hold her down, she's going to always be alright"..and you said it proud When you laid your head on my pillows countless nights of laughter and tears You hugged me as we slept, and hugged me when I woke up...all the time You made me a believer of love..a believer of life...just simply, a believer You held me up through many of my heartaches Half passed dead, and you took care of me in more ways that I can imagine It was amazing the way you charmed my heart..so never leave me, falling in love with you was the best thing that i've ever experienced. I sit happy because I've grown so much, and you are a part of that Without your daily i love yous, my mind would be elsewhere But because of you, I see some good in people now I smile many more times than I ever did And I believe in my beauty in all my ways just as much as you did I gained amazing friendships, and because of all you've done for me You are my guardian angel, cross my heart I carry you in my coranzonsito lindo I've never known real love until I met you And I have cherished that since day one... The disbelief I carry that has yet to settle into reality I still hope to see you later....k babe? xox my babyboy, you are gods favorite. i love you. forever and always, your highnote p.s.-i miss you