Matthew James

I am me--An explosive ball of emotion channeled through various types of art. People tend to think they understand who I am and what I want but I have yet to grasp those in itself. I have an open mind to the world and have been known to take too much but let me assure you, I am no push over. I am a fighter-- Not in terms of brute strength but in terms that I never give up and if I see something worth my time, I will see it until the end. Love is sacred to me. If you are one of the few to take my full heart, whether you are something tangible or abstract, then you have definitely impressed me. I tend to give half my heart to most things that I believe in because I have a hard time trusting the world around me. I have had lessons in life that have damaged my heart as a whole which makes me think in a careful structure. I don't like this and I am working on it -- Music can heal and damage my soul. Art can trigger any emotion that connects with a memory in my brain and photography can display the mood in which the surrounding environments display. Nature can bind emotions together and ultimately inspire. There is so much I would love to see and I feel that the drapes have been pulled over my eyes for way too long. I was sheltered as a child. People are interesting in them self but I tend to be a lover and when I love. I really love. Don't treat me like a fool. I want respect. I have strong morals and values that are built inside by my own beliefs. I believe happiness is key. I have been around so much negativity through all my youthful years that I have been so scared of actually living. This is my time and my life. Live life.