It's hard to stay mad when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much. My heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst. Then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain, and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life.
..About me..

I love my friends and family more than they'll ever know

I'm stubborn, yet indecisive

If I ever find a man who is 1/4 of the person my dad is, I'm not letting him go.

My sister and I are only a year and two weeks apart and she's 6 inches shorter than me but people still ask who's older

I listen to the widest variety of music I possibly can (MINUS COUNTRY).

I want to travel the world and help as many people as possible

I love nature and photography, especially together

I want cable just so I can watch the Discovery Channel and National Geographic

I'm independent but it would be nice to have someone take care of me once in a while.

I hate designer brands, fancy cars, and expensive things in general. There's more important things to spend your money and time on.

I love learning about people, in general and individually

My mom died when I was 15 of a heart attack

Sunsets are the best part of the day

I want to live in either a tiny house by the beach or in the mountains when I'm older

I love painting and drawing but hardly ever take the time out to do it

I can't sleep at night without some sort of noise

I grew up with a bunch of bikers and firemen so I'm a complete tomboy.

I don't know if I ever want to get married or have kids. My mind has sloooooowwwwly been changing over the years though.

I cut and/or dye my hair every few weeks

I don't like to watch television at all. It makes me upset

I've never had a Big Mac, a Whopper, or a Famous Star.

I have two goldfish and a black cat who has a million names

I don't watch very many movies so if you reference them I probably won't catch it

I find the biggest joys in the smallest things in life

I don't mind being alone as long as I'm not home alone at night. I get scaaaaared.

I think I've managed to become a pretty decent person as of yet. I'm looking forward to the future to see what's next!

I have an amazing boyfriend who absolutely blows my mind.
“Violence isn't always evil. What's evil is the infatuation with violence.” -Jim Morrison
"No matter how hard a parent tries, they will always damage their children in some way. It's inevitable." -Dr. Susan Finsen

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aw, Im happy for you. I always think about you and your sis and want you both to find someone who treats you great and makes you feel special. i hope everything works out with your man and hes there for you if you do decide to move.
If you see your dad anytime soon tell him i said hi. The little mexican girl who he used to take to school on rainy days lol. Good for him im glad he doing great. i cant believe how fast the years have gone. i remember when he was still a fireman, in ontario right? :) Hope Michelles fine, congrats on your graduation! You were always one of the smartest kids in class lol. Especially in mrs. myers, you were "teachers pet" lol.
Yes thats how you spell seans name ;) were going on year 10 next week! N my sister ARE really gettin real big, lol u have to see them, i hope they remember you from like 8 years ago.
Hope to keep in touch with you, i love hearing how your doing :) good luck with your relationship.
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Yeah, I actually HAVE been out at the beach just about every other day, but just crashing at friend's houses here & there (or coming back to the ie). Officially living in OC as of Thursday tho! Woo hooo
So when are you heading to Oregon??
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miss you highmeeh~! all always have time for you bb! love you! sorry for hitten you up so late bout that the other nite! lol xoxo
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