he said: "I'll always trust you ... your eyes will never lie."
"Leave Out All The Rest"
I dreamed I was missing You were so scared But no one would listen Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming I woke with this fear What am I leaving When I'm done here
So if you're asking me I want you to know
When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest
Don't be afraid I've taken my beating I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface Not all the way through I've never been perfect But neither have you
So if you're asking me I want you to know
When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest
Forgetting All the hurt inside You've learned to hide so well
Pretending Someone else can come and save me from myself I can't be who you are
When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest
Forgetting All the hurt inside You've learned to hide so well
Pretending Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are I can't be who you are
Contents: my life
Music
Under Construction
~ Aaliya ~ ABK ~ AFI ~ Akon ~ Alkaline Trio ~ All American Rejects ~ American Hi-Fi ~ A Perfect Circle ~ Atreyu ~ Audio Club ~ Audioslave ~ Avril Lavigne ~ Axe Murder Boys
Movies
~ Pirates of the Carribbean ~ Phantom of the Opera ~ Finding Nemo ~ Memoirs of a Geisha ~ Chicken Little ~ Nightmare Before Christmas ~ Corpse Bride ~ Final Destination ~ Jeff Dunham ~ Cry Wolf ~ Meet the Robinsons ~ Dracula ~ The Mummy ~ Happy Gilmore ~ National Treasure ~ Tommy Boy
Television
~ House ~ Family Guy ~ Ghost Hunters ~ Stand-Up ~ Futurama ~ Mythbusters ~ Insane Cinema ~ A Haunting ~ So You Think You Can Dance ~ Destination Truth ~ Hotel Erotica ~ Planet Earth ~ Robot Chicken
Books
~ Skin ~ICP: Behind the Paint ~ Harry Potter [1-7] ~ Twilight ~ New Moon ~ Eclipse ~ Breaking Dawn ~ The BFG ~ Memoirs of a Geisha ~ Absolute Fear ~ Carrie ~ Great Gatsby ~ LS: A Series of Unfortunate Events ~ Kite Runner ~ Scarlet Letter ~ Blitzcat ~ Fire Starter ~ Obsession ~ Everything's Eventual ~ Catswold Portal ~ Interview with a Vampire ~ Dreamcatcher ~ Remember Me
Heroes
Under Construction
Anthony ~my fiance~
He is truly the most amazing person I have ever met. He makes me smile no matter what's upsetting me or how upset I am... and when he's around it's nearly impossible for me to worry about anything. I am his. I always will be for as long as he will have me. He's opened my eyes to so many different things in life [and save me from a lot of H.S. relationship drama] and has introduced me to so many fun and amazing people. Anthony, you are my best friend and everything I could ever want in someone. You've taken such good care of me over these past [almost] three years and I don't know how I could ever thank you enough for not just that but for litterally saving my life... for saving me from myself. You've been my everything and I can't even begin to imagine what my life would be like if I had never met and fallen in love with you. You've showed me a love I never knew; you've shown me that I matter. I owe you my everything, my life and more. I'll never be able to repay you for everything you've given and shown to me since the well... second time we met [since you don't remember the first]. My love for you will never die... no matter how mad I can get or how much you can hurt me at times, I'll never stop loving you. You're my best friend, my wrestling partner, my drinking buddy, my guinea pig [for those times I cook], and my motivation to keep moving forward. But more than that you're the one I want to spend the rest of my life making happy; the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. I love you Anthony ... those three words don't even serve justice to my feelings for you I've surpassed loving you and I'll take the rest of my life with you to find the word/ phrase/ whatever that tells you how much I really care.
Midnight Monkey
I GRADUATED!!!!! AIM -> LVmonkey0713
Yes... I am almost every kind of white there is, my hair reallyis naturally strawberry blonde, and I'm still not sure what colour my eyes really are.
I don't blog on myspace... NuTang will kick myspace's ass anyday when it comes to blogging. Care to learn me?
leave your judgement at the door
If tomorrow came and then it passed and you didn't hear a word from me. I never woke up, and never did a single breath pass my lips, what would you do?
If then the message came and you were told that I was dead, would even a single tear fall from your eye?
Upon the realization that you'd never be able to talk to me again, would you be upset and have something that you'd regret never saying?
Once time had passed, as you stood by my casket, would you wish to go back and tell me? To hold me once more? Or even to see me smile and hear my laugh again for the last time?
So what if, tonight, I lay in bed to rest; and tomorrow comes and then it passes ~ and you heard nothing from me and never did I wake . Never was a single breath drawn gently past my lips. And when I was found a single tear had fallen from my eye because, as I'd slept, my last thought was If you'd ever truely cared?
The name's Lori Michelle... Monkey to many.
Canyon Springs H.S. and the LLPA graduating class of 2008
I don't belong here I don't know where I belong...
I'm owned by Anthony until the end of time.
I love hanging out with friends around a hooka
song is my life
I've accepted my standing point as a musically passioned, semi-random, sarcastic, smartass, hug whore... and that's probably not changing anytime soon.
I have tits, a twat, and my mind's always in the gutter... who said life isn't fun???
I'll always let you know what I think... even if it doesn't really make sense
I eat way too much and I'm addicted to tea... I just know how to "hide" it physically
I love to joke around and flirt w/ the guys I hang out with, it's just who I am
My friends are pretty much my life... I'll do anything for them.
I want to see everything there is to see in the world
As... ironic as it is... you'll never be able to get me around regular clowns and keep me from freaking out [coulrophobic] Wicked Clownz, however, are family
I want more peircings/ tattoos than I'll probably ever be able to afford
I wanna go on all the rollercoasters I can in my lifetime... it's such a thrill...
just got back from the beach. it was fun to walk in the sand and jump in the water. some salt got in my mouth but it was fine haha i didn't take a huge gulp.
but the wind was crazy as hell so it was hard to stand there without getting sand in your eyes and having it be real cold when you get out of the water haha.
i hope you have fun for the rest of the night of that grad party.
Been rather extremely bored lately, usually my friends and I would be retards and go out to parties and drink, but nooooo they all moved away, and there's been no parties. Sooo hows life been treatin ya? I've missed you like throughout the whole school year. =(
yeah it is by a lot. well shoot i hope some event with everyone happens again soon. i would like to hang with YOU especially again. anything that doesnt cause money that is.... my green is thin... no stacks
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