Sir Lloyd Rawls

As we proceed, Hmmm lets see....Well do you mind if I just talk/type without really thinking too much into it? Aight cool. So as I say, I am unlike anyone you have met in the past. Why? Imma tell you why. My character is like a chamillion, I adapt to any and everything that surrounds me. I can mentally hold the weight of the world on my shoulders without my weathered knees buckling or my arms trembling. I can rise and fall to any occasion. (for the slow folk) that means that I can stoop down to your level if need be or I can step up my game to the highest level. Many ask me...they say "Sir, how do you deal with so much all at once and still keep big smiles on your face and maneuver as if you dont have one worry in the world"? Well, I sometime question that as well but the best answer is that its all by the grace of god. I am a firm believer of that so I am just the co-pilot of this life's vehicle. So sorry to tell you that I am not a super hero or do I have special powers even though it may seem like I do at times. My family is definitely a very important part of my life but we are as broken as Humpty Dumpty's ass was when he fell off that damn wall so, therefore, I have been designated the honorary repair man to fix this broken clusterf*ck. I love to give AND receive. It feels really good to give strictly from the heart especially to someone who is in need because it is more appreciated. I have a huge heart but it is kinda hard to get inside of it because I believe in Karma and I have broken hearts in the past so I know my time is coming so I am trying to have more say so as far as that goes. Its been a long time since then but the fact still remains so therefore, you need to have the combination to get in and once you are in....you are trapped forever. (aww...how cute was that)..lol. I am not afraid to love but I love to be affraid because being affraid toughens up your skin and gives you strength to endure some of the more arduous life lessons. (if that was too deep for you, then i understand...step yo game up lol jk)...... My charisma is naturally smooth for I just roll with the punches and don't sweat the small stuff. My personality is slapstick for I am so open and blunt and will tell you exactly how it is and what I feel regardless of the end result. I love to laugh and make people laugh. Laughter is fuel for the soul and helps us to live longer. I love who I am and what I have become. I am who I am because those around me have made me better. I will never forget where I came from and for everyone who has helped me along the way....I just want to say Thank You. Thank your for the love and support that you have been giving me along way. I really appeciate it and you will be rewarded for showing me so much love 10 fold. I don't really make promises but I can definitely promise that!. I am cut from a different cloth and brewed from a truer kettle. My ME (and yes I said My ME)is infectious so you want to have around even if you dont want to. (wink) My swagger is a mixture of a jagged blend of freshness for I am unpredictable and never linear. My confidence is through the roof with a zero chance of being conceited. I know that you are either A. laughing your ass off right now or B. have your mouth wide open in aw because I just said some Real Sh*t right there that you can't relate to. Don't fret, Its all good.(freshhhhhhh) I am a vibrant breath of fresh air for I can turn the worst situation possible to something so positive. One of my better qualities is that I am so optimistic, its not even funny. It's ok to be who you are. You will appreciate life a hell of a lot more if are true to yourself without putting on a facade while trying to impress someone because at the end of the day, if you aren't true to you then you lose YOU along the way.