About me:
I am old fashioned and simple really.
I love to talk.
I name everything.
My car's name is Sally.
My laptops name is Spunksi.
My Cell's name is Patti.
And my Teddy's name is Poptart.
I am studying Family Science at Anderson University and plan to go to Grad school to become a Sex Therapist and Adolescent Sexuality Counsellor.
I am taking a year off from all of that to go to beauty school and pursue my life long dream of becoming a Cosmetologist.
I eat ranch dressing on everything.
I had a son. His name was Ramon. He was white and gold and loved to swim. He was also a fish...I had him for 2 years and he just died :( R.I.P. Ramon♥
I now have 3 new fish.
2 fantailed goldfish named Edward and Bella and an algae-eater named Jacob.
It's so funny because they act exactly like the real characters. Bella and Edward follow each other around constantly and Edward hides when I turn the tank light on. and Jacob is very temperamental and flips out randomly. It's soooo cute :]
I also have 3 cats. We have our fat cat, Molly, our prissy missy, OrWhat and our little Man, Boru. I love them like they are my children ♥
I love to drive---fast. When I push the pedal down something happens inside me that seems to just wash everything stressful, hurtful, or bad away.
I am OBSESSED with the Twilight Saga and the movie.
That is an understatement.
I don't like to sit still.
Robert Pattinson is my favorite actor.
He has been my favorite actor since I saw him in the deleted scenes of Vanity Fair so don't assume I'm just another obsessed Twilight Fangirl.
I'm just glad he is finally getting the recognition he deserves.
I can't sleep with any light in the room.
I am addicted to sweet tea.
If you want to know more just IM me: sizzchick3431.
Above all else I am a Christian. If there is one thing I have learned since high school, it is that you can do anything through the Lord who strengthens you...God is all you need. God knows what needs to be done and although i may be confused but what HE is doing right now, soon it will all make sense... I just have to be patient.
I am to a point in my life where I am trying to establish who I am. I have been living for everyone but myself for far too long and it took dumb guy, a broken heart and several shattered dreams for me to realize it. Out of everything that has happened to me in the last 2, almost 3 years, however horrible and hurtful they were, I have found that the purpose for the pain was for me to stop and evaluate my life. I have come to realize that I don't take time to stop and look at myself, help myself, or make myself happy. The last 3 years have been a revolving door of disappointments. Person after person using me, time after time my hopes and expectations have been shattered. It wasn't until very recently that I learned that it was because I am looking at everyone else in order to make an evaluation of my own success. It wasn't until God opened my eyes that I could finally see that its wasn't me failing, falling, and making mistakes. It was the people I chose to base my happiness on. I have finally learned that the only person you have control over and therefore can be sure won't disappoint you is yourself and God. So if I seem to be in a sort of seclusion...that's because I am spending time with my Jesus :]
Who I'd like to meet:
Jesus, Robert Pattinson, Heath Ledger (r.i.p), Gerard Butler, and Sean Connery.
Ok now that that is out of my system...I want to meet fellow Christians and non Christians alike that love life and live it to the fullest. I hope to meet people who will help me grow in my relationship with God as well as some people I can hopefully help bring to Him. I like meeting people who make me laugh and challenge me in someway...
In the department of love...I want to meet a guy who will love me for who I am...A Christian who loves God and walks in His light...I want someone who will see me for me not the super model they wish I was. I want to find a guy who is old fashioned; opens doors, takes me out, let's me make decisions but also surprises me at times. I was once asked what I found most attractive about a guy...I replied that I find it amazing to be able to do nothing with the one you like/love. It is better to me to lay on the couch and watch a movie or go bowling together than it is to be mooshy and physical. I have been hurt by a man that I thought was the one...and after that kind of hurt I need someone who will be gentle with me and my love...someone who will be patient and maybe even make a few sacrifices to make me happy again...
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