**i fucking love studying culture and language, I speak French
**music makes who i am, more about that below
**i have many talents; i was classically trained in voice and on the viola, and taught myself to play guitar and piano
**i used to kickbox and take karate, but those days are over
**i am a lymphoma survivor
**i like people but i'm really guarded at first-- it takes a long time for people to meet the "real" me
**writing poetry, lyrics, and music and singing is what i do in my spare time, if i'm not out mucking around
**i don't come across sensitive, but i really am
**i've been told that i give people dirty looks-- I don't really mean to-- most of the time
Music
i love music. it's the reason i exist and i consider myself first and foremost a musician. i think that music is the ultimate personal expression utilizing artistic measures. to love music is to appreciate all of it, so i'm not picky. but i do have a "select few" on my playlist as of right now... scroll to see 'em all!
I really like strong lyrics, strong vocalists, and strong female artists like Tori Amos, Amy Lee from Evanescence, Sheryl Crow, Fiona Apple, Kelly, etc., too.
I'm always open to new music, offer suggestions.
I also love opera and classical music and idolize Mozart
I have this thing for Little Jimmy Urine of MSI that I cannot explain...
I'm a slacker.
I am always open to listening to new and exciting music :)
yes, I love Chino Moreno, even though he's FAT
Movies
i'm not really picky; anything intelligent, creative, or well-thought/entertaining is good for me...
Television
Books
Heroes
Your Inner Child Is Happy
You see life as simple, and simple is a very good thing.
You're cheerful and upbeat, taking everything as it comes.
And you decide not to worry, even when things look bad.
You figure there's just so many great things to look forward to.
Antisocial? That may be a bit of an understatement.
You think rules are meant to be broken - and with gusto!
Having no fear, you don't even think about consequences.
But people love you anyway... you've got a boatload of charm.
I am in the process of changing this myspace around for now...let's say I'm experimenting. so those of you who know me and love me, bear with me, and those of you who don't and think this profile sucks right now, well... it does.
I'm messing around with my different personalities, don't hate. Pick a song, any song. There'll eventually be something for everybody, since I'm nice like that and I like everything anyway.
I will definitely be making more of these, there is way too much music that I like and listen to and this playlist doesn't even come close
so you know what i enjoy...
i'd like to give a big fuck you to
** people who are the following... **
*ignorant*
*callous*
*superficial*
*purposefully unintelligent...*
*...and/or mindless sheep*
*disloyal*
*fake*
*hypocritical*
*totally close-minded... it's ok to be yourself, man, it's ok that I'm different than you!*
...and those who will never make a difference in the world...
oh yeah while i'm on a rant...
certain shades of green, they makes me sick; cliques and clichés; long lines everywhere i go; minimum wage (i think we should all be millionaires); teeny-boppers and their music; starbucks, walmart, and mcdonalds-- for their globalization schemes and for-profit scandals; campaigns that are anti-drug, anti-smoking, anti-sex... the world is full of "anti" everythings... so i’m anti-that, fuck that; authority in general, particularly the government...; george bush and his team of neo-nazis (sorry republicans!); not being able to make up my mind about anything; the death penalty; old women in the porn industry; the fact that murphy's law only applies to me; steroids, they make people look and act disgusting; the fact that I'm gonna die eventually and I will never accomplish everything I wanted to have done...
i'm sure there's more to bitch about that I forgot :)
YAY
Your Birthdate: July 21
You're a restless rebel with an unpredictable nature.
Bright but unbridled, you tend to seek out wild experiences over new ideas.
People are frustrated by your great potential, but you love your unconventional life.
You're a heartbreaker. People get attached to you, and then you're gone.
You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you possess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.
You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.
Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.
You're a bit outgoing, a bit reserved
Like most people, you enjoy being social
But you also value the time you have alone
You have struck a good balance!
If I could, I'd meet Jim Morrison. But I can't, so I won't. I think I was him in a past life. Yeah I'm nuts.
I'd want to meet Hunter S. Thompson, too, but that's a no go also.
i want to meet everyone in the world, if possible. especially fun people. or someone more alcoholic than me.
there's a lot of people that i want to meet.
for starters, i'd like to meet people who are mostly like myself... :) ...those who are generally accepting of others and their gifts, with the exception of sheep, those who have no brains and can't think for themselves, and those who judge other people for no fucking reason.
i know it's human nature to judge people; pick your friends, choose your enemies. however, it's like this-- if you judge me based on what you know of me from a webpage, then you have serious issues that need to be addressed... and i'll refuse to speak to you. i won't pick fights, i can't stand people who do.
i like people who know themselves, and are real, genuine people... it doesn't matter what 'clique' or label you give yourself. PEOPLE ARE PEOPLE, WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER!
so please, if you are going to talk to me, be open-minded and honest. otherwise, fuck you.
I was born with the mark of the beast on my forehead and an axe in my arms. I am the god of all things metal! Now if only I could get my parents to give me back my car keys.....
Bringin the Hate in '08.... with a new cover story in haunted attraction mag..and back in the headlines on hauntworld..hell yeah from the worlds most extreme haunt...see ya soon