HELLO DEAR FRIENDS, THIS IS A TOUGH TIME FOR AUTHOR JAN. SO I THOUGHT I'D ASK FOR YOUR HELP AND SUPPORT TO REMIND JAN OF THE STRENGTH AND LOVE THAT SHE GIVES TO ALL OF US!!
MANY OF HER PIECES ARE TOO LONG FOR A COMMENT SO HERE'S ANOTHER EXCERPT FROM "The Diary of a Jaded Girl"...
“A Tombstone in My Heart”
A tombstone in my heart just rattles around everyday. The rough corners digging and cutting me inside. Causing my soul a way to bleed for my own death to come upon me. Beating me with each thrash of my heart over what I’ve lost for life. My reason to live now is to cry, just cry. (I guess that is how you know that it was true love.) Living only to cry every night for that lost love. And defending every tear with your life. For that right to cry. And wanting the bloody dagger within to cut into your soul so deeply that you allow it to steal everything your life once yearned for, strived to achieve and to exist for the sake of love.
DEAREST FRIENDS, AUTHOR JAN IS EXPERIENCING SOME DIFFICULTIES AS USUAL. BUT SHE WILL PULL THROUGH AS SHE HAS PROVEN FAR TOO MANY TIMES IN HER JADED PAST!! PRAYERS ARE NEEDED FOR HER PAIN TO LESSEN.
HERE'S ANOTHER PEEK INSIDE HER DIARY!!!!!
August 16, 1989
"Please God; I’m Just a Kid…"
It was a cold winter night, shortly after Christmas. Just one week after I sat and watched both of my parents open up a Christmas present together. Showing all the love and joy a family could ever have and deep in my mind hearing voices singing “Silent Night.”
But just one week later those voices faded and the night was silent. In the other room I could hear my parents talking about splitting up. My body, my feelings and my mind were stunned by this terrible shock. Immediately, deep down in my mind I screamed and screamed; “Oh God, No, please dear lord don’t let this happen it can’t be!!” But, it happened.
And today when I look back, I can still see that little red haired girl screaming ever so silently with tears in her eyes.
AUTHOR JAN WAS ONLY 19 WHEN SHE WROTE THIS.
LOTS OF LOVE, JANE COOPER, FAN CLUB PRESIDENT XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
DEAREST FRIEND, AUTHOR JAN AS WE KNOW LIKES FOR ALL OF US TO BE A FAMILY. AS SHE FEELS VERY CLOSE AND CONNECTED TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU!! THIS WEEK WITH EVERYONE'S OVERWHELMING COMMENTS SHE'D LIKE TO SHARE ONE OF HER BIGGEST AND BOLDEST STATEMENTS!!
“When someone stabs me in the back I turn around, pull it out and smile. Because they had just handed me their biggest weapon and they had just taught me how to use it!!”
HELLO FRIENDS, AUTHOR JAN IS MOURNING THE LOSS OF MICHAEL JACKSON AND FELT EXTREMELY HONORED WHEN HE JOINED OUR FAN CLUB. SHE'D LIKE TO RELEASE ANOTHER EXCERPT FROM HER PERSONAL DIARY IN HIS MEMORY!!
“The Broken Journey of God’s Children”
We ask for breaks, but get broken. Without fear nor hate we still love. Some of us are able to walk, others not. Frail bodies filled with curiosity and wonder to be wanted. Many evils taunting our happy faces filled with tears of nothing but forgiveness for humanity. Even while our wings are clipped by misunderstanding we’ll still fly someday.
We move about this earth so weary. Upon many lands we try to help other people even if we fall in the process. But, I guess this is our duty. To prove that golden hearts can understand the meaning of life. Forgiving when evil strikes. And loving everyone being full of hope that their sins will truly be forgiven.
HELLO DEAREST ONE, AUTHOR JAN RECEIVED A CLEAN BILL OF HEALTH; "NO CANCER & NO FURTHER PROCEEDURES REQUIRED!!" SHE WANTS TO THANK EVERYONE FOR ALL OF YOUR PRAYERS AS THEY HAVE DEFINATELY WORKED!! WE ALL MAKE A GREAT TEAM!!
HERE'S ANOTHER LITTLE QUOTE FROM JAN'S PERSONAL DIARY...
“Shafted”
When you pilfer from a pauper. If you harm the disabled. Or even lie to a child…
You’ve slapped the face of almighty God Himself!!
*EXCERPT FROM THE CHAPTER "THE DIARY OF A JADED GIRL" FROM HER NEWLY RELEASED BOOK; "MY JADED LIFE"
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