Wyvern-Elavie. (wī'vərn eh-lah-vee-ay). Think I Can't Fly?Just Watch Me.
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Revamped and revitalized, I'm not exactly back. Not exactly here, was never exactly here. I'm mainly on my lj and my devart. So yeah... Whatever.
I'm not the first to admit, but I'm a bit of a dork. I get put off by the strangest things: anorexics, greetings like "hi how are you?" and hair. I think I'm OCD with hair. I can't stop fixing it--whether it's my own or someone else's. Anyways.
Yeah. I'm kind of anti-social. As in the outside the norm of society kind. But I'm working on being normal-er. I don't think I'd ever want to be "normal," and I'm feeling pretty sorry for all the kids who think you aren't normal. Because that's just not cool. Be who you are and I'll respect you for it. But you're not "abnormal" until you start acting like no one else acts, get stared in the face by not only the normal kids but the "weird" kids too. And then once you realize you don't *actually* care, like really care, maybe I'll respect you for it.
I do respect all people, but I don't have to like you for it. I don't like most idiots. I'm cool with kids that get F's. But if you're an idiot in personality, I'll either fall in love with you or hate you for it. Yeah. I fall hard and I fall fast--for jerks usually, actually. I'm a bit of an emotional masochist like that. My friends kind of worry about it sometimes. My real friends anyways. Those that don't are the ones that push me over in the first place. But I'm still working on that too.
I love music and will always love music. I've been playing piano for about 10 years and singing in a choir for about 2. But music... it's strange. No matter what, I'll always have a song stuck in my head--whether its of my own spur of the moment creation or that I've just been listening to Alesana one too many times. Or even the Shirley Temple Animal Cracker song (God, that was hell... it was stuck for what? 2 weeks?). And every song I listen to--whether or not I'm actually actively listening to it--will change what I'm thinking or how I'm feeling. And not just the general songs, but the parts of songs--the rises and the falls and those giant fermatas that make me want to squeal in delight. It's all there.
My sister and my mother are my best friends. That's a given. I may not always get along with them, but I love them more than I will ever love anybody else. My mother is my confidante--who I can tell most anything and everything. She's learned to support and tolerate some parts of me that other adults just don't really understand, and even things that in the past she didn't even approve of. My sister is my childhood. I guess it's kind of regression, but I didn't really like the way I spent a lot of my early years (despite being the most brainy nerd you've never met) and I want my sister to do better.
Ok. Really, if you're going to read to all the way down here, you might as well talk to me.
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