Movies, photography, stained glass, Halloween, antique stuff, old photos, meeting new friends, chatting, dating and other stuff...
Music
There is a mixed madness of: Alice Cooper, Avril Lagigne, Big and Rich, Drian Dunning, Tim McGraw, Godsmack, ACDC, The Doors Evanescence, Styx, Eurythmics, Queen, The Stones, Toby Keith, Pearl Jam, Def Lepard, Trent Willmon, Johnny Cash, Kenny Chesney, Pink Floyed and Tom Petty. I also like new age cd's like peaceful Ocean, a Celtic Tale and Songs of the Rainforest.... and of course the classsics
Recent watches: King Kong (must see it), Walk the Line (love story), Harry Potter IV (wonderful) Just a few that I own... Sleepy Hollow, X-Men, X-Men 2, X-Men 3(great movie, but the ending... wtf were they thinking!), V is for Vendetta, Underworld, Star Wars, Dances with Wolves, Pitch Black, A Midsummer Night's Dream, Lake Placid, Harry Potter, Pulp Fiction, Lord of the Rings, Robin Hood (both Flin and Kosner) From Dusk till Dawn, Zorro and Austin Powers... yea baby! lol
Books
Books by: Anne Rice, Piers Anthony, J.R.R. Tolkien, Borris Vallejo and Steven King.
My Friends....
Me...
Me again...
Me and my friends...
Heroes
Wolverine always in yellow spandex... my grandmother who tried to girl up the tomboy in me... Theo VanGogh, and when he was good, bad and usually bloody with a board, a chair or his bare hands, Hacksaw Jim Dugan.
About me: I recieved my Pirates of the Parrot Republic name. Thank you for all your sugestions.... but Captain Kaos wins.... Wicked Wench has arived.
My friends say I have enough personality and charisma for two people. I'm quick to giggle and normally a bubbly person. I'm coy and flirtatious. In my close up and personal life I am shy at first, but that wears off. As a professional I am beyond outgoing... I am a photographer for a national company which does cover the U.S and Canada. I began as an artist... you know... paint... canvas... brushes... that kind of thing.
Got a job in a parallel career designing stained glass windows... so I am a stained glass artist as well. A few years ago some dumbasses tore down a couple of buildings in the middle of New York City without permits and the stained glass business suffered... got a job in another parallel field as a photographer. This next photo was a timed exposure... in a gym of a kid playing basketball... I call it...... 30 Seconds in the Dark.....
Oooowa... and I am.....
I'm 94% Pure Wicked Evilness
I'm the most evil person you will ever know... in your life.
The devil is afraid of me taking over! Yeeeeeeea Haaaa
"You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I?ve got no
Soul to tell"
When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy.
Who I'd like to meet: Someone with a personality and dosn't mind giggling. I want a man that will take the time to get to know me. I love to be touched all the time, but in my own time. I want someone that is warm and caring. Honesty is a must. At this point, I might never want to get married again, but IF an encounter turns into a relationship... Monogamy is a must. I would love to flurt and be slutty with the right man from now on. I want someone that comes home wanting to touch me. I want a man that is not afraid to show he loves me. He should be relatively fit for… whatever. I want to experience the world around me and live in other areas of the nation. The rest you are just gonna hav'ta find out for yourself. OOOOOOOOOOooooooooo and if you want to see where the people are that look at my page.... just push this button...
hey mom todays mothers day my first one without you being divorced its harder on me than i thought. melissa came home last night and saw me crying she gave me a big hug and said we could share her mom it was nice of her but there is no one to replace you i love you very much!!
Hello, love. I still miss you all the time. Daddy's gone now, too, and life seems unbearable at times without either one of you in mine. But, you're still here with me in my heart & I'll never forget you. I am so glad you were in my life. I am so lucky to have had you for a sister and a best friend. Amber, the girls, & I are carrying on the best way we know how--holding onto each other. It still gets lonely without you. I'm still waiting for you to find me again. I love you & I miss you. xoxo, Nik
I cant believe coming to this site yesterday was more then I could handle but it was. I know I should be happy because of where you are but on days like your birthday and my wedding day its nearly impossible to be happy. I know alot of your ass is all over Europe literally God bless the men any of those ashes got on!!!! Happy Birthday love see ya in my dreams and my heart!!!
Happy birthday, Susie Q! I wish sometimes I could go back & relive moments in my life. I'd relive every one of the year I spent laughing with you. I miss you terribly. I'm trying to move forward, but it's hard. Most days, all I want to do is go back. I miss... well, I don't have to tell you what I miss. I love you. Happy birthday, baby. xoxo
Hey, darling! I left you all over the bloody place in Europe! You should be happy now. I felt like you belonged mostly at the Colesseum in Rome. I didn't drop you off at the Vatican, so you can't be too terribly pissed where I scattered you. LOL I love you & miss you & I hope your daughter will join me next year. This one as a hoot! Love you more than you could possibly know. xoxo, Nik
I still get lonely without you sometimes. There's so much to tell you, I don't even know where to begin. Amber's back with Brandon and she's helping me take care of my Daddy now. We miss you terribly, but we're managing. Sher told me to tell you, "He's not not interested." LOL Someday... (Sigh) I love you always. xoxo, Nik
hey mom. As you probably know me and Brandon are going through a divorce. He says he cant love me anymore. But thats okay I have niki and others that are helping me so I am in good hands. But I do miss you even more here lately but its okay. I love you so much. Miss you! Love You!
I'm planning that wedding thinking of you alot.i wish you could have been with me when I picked out that dress I valued your opinion.I know you will be with me on that special day just smiling down on us and when it gets to that 1st kiss as husband and wife I remember those infamous words....just shut up and kiss him!!! I miss you so very much.
I know that not letting anyone get close to me is not living, but I haven't figured out how to let it all go yet. I'll keep trying. In the meantime, I miss you every day. It's been a year since you left me--since you left us. I didn't think I'd make it the first six months. I don't think there was a day I didn't cry. How am I supposed to let you go? I didn't want you to leave in the first place. My life has changed greatly in the past year, but I know you would be happy for me. I have a man who loves me and a son who does, too. My life now has meaning. Not that it didn't before, it's just different, I guess. Wish you were here to share it with me, but I know you and you'd be off on an adventure anyway. Mark's supposed to be scattering your ashes in OK this week. I'm sure he'll keep his promise. I love you & I miss you all the time--still. That will never change, no matter what life brings to me. I'm just trying to get back to where it all makes sense and deal with everything as it comes at me. At least, you taught me that much. I love you, my sister, my best friend. Much love always, Nik
SuSu its been a year since you left us and what a long sad year its been with out you. I have thought about you many times,many many times and joy just comes over me until I remember that you are gone from us and the tears start to flow. I wish I could have had more time with you SuSu but then again I dont think a lifetime would have ever been enough.I know when I get married you'll be up there saying those famous words "aren't you glad you shut up and kissed him" thanks for all the wonderful memeories I just wish I had more.
I love You and always will keep you close to my heart!
I love you and I miss you. We were drinking a toast to your daughter's marriage this time last year. I wished her a happy anniversary for you today. Look for me, sweetie. I look for you every day. xoxo, Nik
hey mom its me. It will be 11 months this monday since you left this world. it hurts more and more everyday. even though you are watching i just want to put into words what is going on. Nancy disowned me suni doesnt answer my calls and i have lost you. i didnt know how much you meant to me intil you left. i talk to people about you and me and they say that you made it seem like i was your perfect daughter. that is nice to know that you thought of me like that. I wish you where still here and that i didnt know that. but god took you for a reason, i dont know it but htere is one. I love you so much and miss you even more i dont know if you remember your last moments on earth but i do very well. i cant stop thinking about them and how i wish i could have helped more than i did but it was your time to go and god took you into his arms. I know why me and brandon got married like we did it was so that you could walk me down the aisle like i had asked you the day we got engaged. i miss you so much i want to talk to somebody but no one understood me like you. i remember little things from childhood like how much in 1st grade that i wanted sara hands mom so bad and that i was embrassed by you. i wish that i had never thought those thoughts ever because you were the best mom i could have asked for. i cant sleep here lately last night i kept thinking about yoor last moments adn remembering the color of your lips. the were the same color as your skin. and i remember that you hugged me for the very last time when we were in the bathroom and you didnt want to let go and neither did i but the nurse had to get that thing around you. mom i want you back so badly at points. when i have children you wont be there adn that sucks you suposed to be the really cool grandma and that sucks because they wont have you. i am so sorry for any pain i caused youbut i love you i need to go now. but say hi to grandpa for me. Love you Best birhtday gift ever.
This time last year, you were recovering and were happily sleeping as all your friends gathered at your house laughing together, being nice to each other just to make you happy. I wish you were still here to laugh with me. Your daughter had a fantastic 21st birthday. You're always with me, my sister, and I mean that. LOL I love you. Merry Christmas. P.S.--I'm still looking for you. xoxo, Nik
I rember what I was doing at this time exactly last year.....pissing you off.You said nobody better buy you a birthday cake and i promised we wouldn't but you didnt say dont make one myself! I remember seeing your smile when we gave you the cake you just lit up especially when we sang to you and Bec was sick but we were all there and tomorrow night we will do the same celebrate your life that was cut short so suddenly! I miss you uu so much and this year you celebrate with the angels but know we will never forget you ever and you will be at my wedding girl on everyones thighs!As always undercover but always remembered!I love you happy birthday!
